Monday, April 30, 2007

cutie pics




things girl should know about guys...

***di ba dapat pabaligtad???

2. If you think you're fat, you probably are. Don't ask us.
3. Learn to work the toilet seat: if it's up put it down.
4. Don't cut your hair. Ever.
5. Birthdays, Valentines, and Anniversaries are not quests to see if he can find the perfect present, again!
6. If you ask a question you don't want an answer to, expect an answer you don't want to hear.
7. Sometimes, he's not thinking about you. Live with it.
8. Don't ask him what he's thinking about unless you are prepared to discuss such topics as navel lint, the shotgun formation and monster trucks.
9. Get rid of your cat. And no, it's not different, it's just like every other cat.
10. Dogs are better than ANY cats. Period.
11. Sunday = Sports. It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be.
12. Shopping is not a sport.
13. Anything you wear is fine. Really.
14. You have enough clothes.
15. You have too many shoes.
16. Crying is blackmail. Use it if you must, but don't expect us to like it.
17. Your brother is an idiot, you ex-boyfriend is an idiot and your Dad probably is too.
18. Ask for what you want. Subtle hints don't work.
19. No, he doesn't know what day it is. He never will. Mark anniversaries on a calendar.
20. Yes, pissing standing up is more difficult than peeing from point blank range. We're bound to miss sometimes.
21. Most guys own two or three pairs of shoes -- What makes you think we'd be any good at choosing which pair, out of thirty, would look good with your dress?
22. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers.
23. A headache that lasts for 17 months is a problem. See a doctor.
24. Your Mom doesn't have to be our best friend.
25. Foreign films are best left to foreigners.
26. Check you oil.
27. Don't give us 50 rules when 25 will do.
28. Don't fake it. We'd rather be ineffective than deceived.
29. It is neither in your best interest or ours to take the quiz together.
30. Anything we said 6 or 8 months ago is inadmissible in an argument. All comments become null and void after 7 days.
31. If you don't dress like the Victoria's Secret girls, don't expect us to act like soap opera guys.
32. If something we said can be interpreted two ways, and one of the ways makes you sad and angry, we meant the other one.
33. Let us ogle. If we don't look at other women, how can we know how pretty you are?
34. You can either ask us to do something OR tell us how you want it done -- not both.
35. Whenever possible, please say whatever you have to say during commercials.
36. Christopher Columbus didn't need directions, and neither do we.
37. Women wearing Wonder bras and low-cut blouses lose their right to complain about having their boobs stared at.
38. Consider Golf a mini-vacation from you. We need it, just like you do.
39. Telling us that the models in the men's magazines are airbrushed makes you look jealous and petty and it's certainly not going to deter us from reading the magazine.
40. The relationship is never going to be like it was the first two months we were going out.

AND FINALLY, THE NUMBER ONE RULE:

1. Don't rub the lamp if you don't want the genie to come out.

Slow Down Culture

An interesting reading and reflection.. .have a good week!





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It's been 18 years since I joined Volvo, a Swedish company. Working for them has proven to be an interesting experience. Any project here takes 2 years to be finalized, even if the idea is simple and brilliant. It's a rule.

Globalize processes have caused in us (all over the world) a general sense of searching for immediate results. Therefore, we have come to posses a need to see immediate results. This contrasts greatly with the slow movements of the Swedish. They, on the other hand, debate, debate, debate, hold x quantity of meetings and work with a slowdown scheme. At the end, this always yields better results.

Said in another words:
1. Sweden is about the size of San Pablo, a state in Brazil.
2. Sweden has 2 million inhabitants.
3. Stockholm, has 500,000 people.
4. Volvo, Escania, Ericsson, Electrolux, Nokia are some of its renowned companies. Volvo supplies the NASA.

The first time I was in Sweden, one of my colleagues picked me up at the hotel every morning. It was September, bit cold and snowy. We would arrive early at the company and he would park far away from the entrance (2000 employees drive their car to work). The first day, I didn't say anything, either the second or third. One morning I asked, "Do you have a fixed parking space? I've noticed we park far from the entrance even when there are no other cars in the lot." To which he replied, "Since we're here early we'll have time to walk, and whoever gets in late will be late and need a place closer to the door. Don't you think? Imagine my face.

Nowadays, there's a movement in Europe name Slow Food. This movement establishes that people should eat and drink slowly, with enough time to taste their food, spend time with the family, friends, without rushing. Slow Food is against its counterpart: the spirit of Fast Food and what it stands for as a lifestyle. Slow Food is the basis for a bigger movement called Slow Europe, as mentioned by Business Week.

Basically, the movement questions the sense of "hurry" and "craziness" generated by globalization, fueled by the desire of "having in quantity" (life status) versus "having with quality", "life quality" or the "quality of being". French people, even though they work 35 hours per week, are more productive than Americans or British. Germans have established 28.8 hour workweeks and have seen their productivity been driven up by 20%. This slow attitude has brought forth the US's atten tion, pupils of the fast and the "do it now!".

This no-rush attitude doesn't represent doing less or having a lower productivity. It means working and doing things with greater quality, productivity, perfection, with attention to detail and less stress. It means reestablishing family values, friends, free and leisure time. Taking the "now", present and concrete, versus the "global", undefined and anonymous. It means taking humans' essential values, the simplicity of living.

It stands for a less coercive work environment, more happy, lighter and more productive where humans enjoy doing what they know best how to do. It's time to stop and think on how companies need to develop serious quality with no-rush that will increase productivity and the quality of products and services, without losing the essence of spirit.

In the movie, Scent of a Woman, there's a scene where Al Pacino asks a girl to dance and she replies, "I can't, my boyfriend will be here any minute now". To which Al responds, "A life is lived in an instant". Then they dance to a tango.

Many of us live our lives running behind time, but we only reach it when we die of a heart attack or in a car accident rushing to be on time. Others are so anxious of living the future that they forget to live the present, which is the only time that truly exists. We all have equal time throughout the world. No one has more or less. The difference lies in how each one of us does with our time. We need to live each moment. As John Lennon said, "Life is what happens to you while you're busy making other plans".

Congratulations for reading till the end of this message. There are many who will have stopped in the middle so as not to waste time in this globalized world.

15 pieces of advice for women

1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in nappies.


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2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks out? You shut the door.


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3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there.


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4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone.


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5. Go for the younger man. You might as well, they never mature anyway.


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6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart.


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7. Definition of a bachelor: a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable.


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8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types.


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9. Best way to get a man to do something is to suggest he is too old for it.


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10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener.


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11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital.


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12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in Biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions.


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13. If he asks what sort of books you're interested in, .


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14. Remember a sense of humour does not mean that you tell him jokes, it means that you laugh at his.


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15. Sadly, all men are created equal!


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Sunday, April 29, 2007

Team building...

GUSTO KONG SUMAMA SA PUERTO GALERA!!! WAAAAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

Good News, Bad News...

Bad news: Di naapprove yung credit card application ko sa Banco De Oro...
Good News: May HSBC pa naman... pwedeng mag-apply!

Bad News: Nagtry akong mag-apply online sa HSBC, kaso kailangan ng TIN... eh wala pa akong TIN... in process pa.... paksyet!
Good News: Tuloy na ang project namin ni Coco... tig 10 kyaw kami... yey!

Bad News: naospital yung tita ko. Yun yung tita ko na may-ari ng computer shop dati kung saan ako sumasideline... as assistant... haaayyy...
Good News: malaki rin ang naitulong sa akin ng tita kong iyon... kaya tutulungan ko siya...

Bad News: nagloloko na talaga yung computer ko sa bahay... kailangan nang palitan...
Good News: Makakahiram ako ng computer sa tita ko... yey!
Bad News: actually bibilhin ko yun... parang yun na yung tulong namin kay tita kaya... HINDI AKO MAKAKASAMA NG PUERTO GALERA!!! Kasi yung perang pang-Galera ko... pangtutulong ko muna... huhuhuhuhu...

Personality disorder

Nakita ko itong link na ito: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

Nagtry ako at ito ang lumabas:

Disorder Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High


Histrionic - People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to describe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provocatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. Histrionics also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative.

Waahhh..??? Di nga? Attention seeker ako??? Hmmm.... Welll siguro... Gusto ko kasi palaging tama yung ginagawa ko eh... perfectionist baga... tsaka minsan gagawa ako ng paraan para mapansin... in short... papansin ako!!! Bwahahahaahaha

Obsessive-Compulsive - While Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder (OCDP) sounds similar in name to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder, the two are markedly different disorders. People with obsessive-compulsive personality disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion.

OK fine, OC na ko kung OC, lalo na sa tools ko sa computer. Pangit ang trabaho ko pag hindi wala sa pagkakasunod sunod ang tools at programs ko sa computer. Kailangan laging ayos ang report. Kailangan magulo at maingay ang kwarto para makapagreview. Kailangan tama ang sukat ng border sa bond paper. Dapat hindi magulo ang bahay ng Sims ko... blah blah blah... pero acceptable pa yan no!

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Some kind of a summer lovin'...

I'm always looking forward for a great summer. Noong bata ako, parang ang bilis lang magdaan ng March, April at May, tapos pasukan na agad. Ang bilis ng panahon. Minsan, iniisip ko, sana hindi na matapos ang summer. Gusto ko kasing magtulog buong hapon, manood ng TV buong hapon, mag outing, at ayokong isipin ang school. Gusto kong gawin lahat ng gusto kong gawin. Lahat! Pati paglalakwatsa dapat gawin ko.

Madalas pag summer, dun ako nagbabakasyon sa mga pinsan ko. Hindi ko alam kung ilang linggo ako dun, basta ang importante, kasama ko yung mga pinsan ko at naglalaro kami. Gumagawa kami ng bracelet yari sa mga ribbon (yung dalawang kulay) tapos bebentahan namin yung mga kapitbahay. Minsan naman, tatambay kami sa tindahan, kakain ng merengue at iinom ng Mountain Dew. Minsan naman, maglalaro kami ng taguan dun sa lote ng tropa ng pinsan ko, aakyat sa bundok ng lupa at buhagin sa katabing lote ng mga pinsan ko, o di kaya magcacamping sa bakanteng lote. Di pa gaano kainit nun, kaya wala kaming paki sa sunburn at ok lang kahit maghapon kaming nasa labas. Minsan naman, sasama ako sa nanay ko sa trabaho niya tapos maglalaro ako sa likod ng simbahan kasama yung mga "tropa" ko. Minsan naman, may summer classes ako, either piano, organ or review. May time na tambay lang ako sa mall kasama ng tropa ko sa school. Nanonood ng sine, mag-aarcade, or wala lang. Dun lang kami sa mall para magpalamig. Minsan din, nagpupunta kami sa beach. Ganon lang ang summer ko: ineenjoy ko ng husto kasi alam ko pagdating ng June, pasukan na naman. Ineenjoy ko rin kasi alam ko pagtumanda na ako, hindi ko a mararanasan ang magkaroon ng summer vacation...

Di ko rin masaydong nafeel ang summer nung college ako. Pano kasi madalas may pasok ako at 3 weeks lang ang summer vacation ko. Mas lalo naman nung nagtrabaho na ako. Kailangan kasi araw-araw pumasok para may kita.

Nakakamiss yung summer vacation pag bata ka. Ang dami mong pwedeng gawin, na hindi mo magawa pag nasa school ka. Ang nakakainis lang ngayong summer na ito... SOBRANG INIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday, April 27, 2007

Fave lines sa fave songs

  1. Home by Brian McKnight - "...sometimes I feel so all alone, see I gotta find my way back home..."
  2. Born to Love you by George Duke - "You walked into my life and changed the balance of my days..."
  3. If the feeling is gone by Kyla - "All I ask is just a little honesty though I know that you're not coming back to me..."
  4. World's Collide by Plumb - "Giving everything for love, finding out that it's not enough..."
  5. Spoliarium by Imago/Eraserheads - "At ngayon di pa rin alam kung ba't tayo nandito pwede bang itigil muna ang pag-ikot ng mundo?"
  6. Burn Out by Sugarfree - "Dahil katulad mo ako din ay nagbago... di na tayo tulad ng dati, kay bilis ng sandali..."
  7. Dramachine by Sugarfree - "Habang bumabaha ng luha, di ko na napupuna na meron pang saysay ang buhay hinding hindi ko mapapansin kung umandar na ang aking dramachine..."
  8. Prom by Sugarfree - "Parang atin ang gabi, para bang wala tayong katabi at tayo'y sumayaw na parang di na tayo bibitaw..."
  9. Hard to believe by Cueshe'/Earaserheads - "You're love is the only thing that matters in this world, the only thing I can believe..."
  10. Waiting for the bus by Eraserheads - "I'm a traveling man straight from the can, I'm a thousand miles away from my number 1 fan..."
  11. Last Chance by Allure - "This is my last chance to say what's in my heart before you fade out of my life..."
  12. New Snow by Michael Ruff - "... a second chance to make things all right..."
  13. Someday we'll know by New Radicals - "Someday you'll know that I was the one for you..."
  14. You're in love by Wilson Phillips - "And now I see that you're so happy, and it just sets me free..."
  15. Journey by Angela Zhang - "It's a long, long journey, till I find my way home to you..."
  16. Hanging by a moment by Life house - "I'm standing here until you make me move, I'm hanging by a moment here with you..."

isip pa ako...

Credit Card

Waaah!!! Di approved yung credit card application ko!!!!!!!!! huhuhuhu

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Resigned

Hindi ako ang nagresign, kung di ang mahal kong best friend na si Pie.

Alam kong darating din ang araw na ito. Hindi na namin makakaila yun. Si Pie ay isang kaawaawang nilalang na biktima ng lipunan at pulitika sa Call Center. Nakakainis kasi napaka judgemental kasi ng mga empleyado sa isang Call Center na itago natin sa pangalang Owwwwsss.

Yun ang mahirap sa ating mga pinoy eh, hindi natin binibigyan ng tsansa yung mga batang gustong magbagong buhay. Well, di ko naman sinasabing nagbabagong buhay si Pie. Sa kin lang, ngayon pa lang niya napapatunayan ang kakayahan niya matapos niyang mastroke at dapuan ng sakit na demayelie... demyelie... demielye... demel... ahhh ean basta yung kahawig ng multple osteoporosis, este, sclerosis pala.

Dalawang taon sin kasing nagkulong si best friend. Kahit anong pilit kong kumbinsihin sa kanyang kaya pa niyang gawin yung mga bagay bagay na ginagawa nya dati, hindi siya naniniwala. Bumababa yung self-esteem, self confidence, self reliance, at bookshelf nya sa sarili. Kungbaga, ang iniisip nya, ang kaya na lang niyang gawin eh mahiga, manood ng tv at mag-alaga ng anak.

Tama na rin siguro na magresign si Pie sa Owwssss. Kasi naman, galing na siya ng Ambergris, pinagtyagaan pa nya ang Owwwssss. Kaya ayun... Owwwsss...

Sana lang makahanap agad ng trabaho si best friend dahil malamang mangungulit na naman yan sa telepono...

There's no Buisness like...

Impulsive buyer ako ngayon...

Kanina kasi, bago ako pumasok sa opisina, dumaan ako ng Mini Stop. Bibili lang sana ako ng tubig, nang may makita akong book. Ang book ay may pamagat na "The Ultimate Guide to Starting Your Own Business" Ultimate? Me thinks... nasan yung penultimate???
Dahil mabait akong bata, naisipan kong bumili ng book. Meron din naman akong balak magbusiness in the future eh. Actually, may plano na kami ni Coco na magtayo ng Web Development business (yun yung chat transcript na nakita nyo sa entry kong "Kompyuter Inhiniyero kuno").

Pero, hindi lang naman yun yung gusto kong pasuking business. Gusto kong magkaron ng Cafe' ala Starbucks. Yung sossy na kape sa abot kayang halaga (commercial na ito!), o di kaya eh tindahan ng ibat ibang klase ng cookies.

Dati, tako akong pumasok ng business kasi nga nalugi na dati ang nanay ko. Pero tama naman yung sinsabi sa libro, malaking risk ang pagpasok ng business. Kailangan mo ng tapang, sipag at tiyaga para lumago.

Ano kayang business ang papasukin ko?

Kabawasan

Nakuha ko na ang payslip ko. Ang good news, malaki talaga sweldo ko. Ang bad news, nagkamali ng computation ang payroll at nalagyan ako ng "Regular Holiday not worked" worth P2284.56. Isa pang bad news eh malaki na naman ang tax. Ang isa pang pinaka malaking bad news eh ibabawas siya sa susunod na sweldo. ISANG MALAKING KABAWASAN! Anak talaga ng pitong puting tupa... akala ko pa naman mayaman na ako at marami akong mababaong pera pag nagpunta ang team namin sa Puerto Galera... yun pala HINDI!!! Waaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh...

Kasi naman eh, kung hindi kulang ang sweldo, sobra! Kailangan pang ibawas yun samantalang ang laki laki ng tax na binabawas nila sa sweldo namin!

Feeling ko... itong RD OT ko ang pambayad dun sa bwisit na dispute na yun. Kung mamalasin ka talaga, mamalasing ka talaga...

Monday, April 23, 2007

Really Like You - Tank

Really Like You - Fahrenheit

** and Wu Zun's not singing huhuhuhu

my heart is beating so fast that it's scary.
breathing so hard, there is air pressure.
sweat from my palms water the flowers.

my life has turned into a comic.
my feelings are being magnified.
My body seems aweful, I can't do anything about it

How can it be like this? How can it be this crazy?
How can it be like this? How can it be this crazy?
Love exceeds my expectations

[*]Even if the whole world hates me,
I'll still like you a lot.
Like you so much, i can't part with you.

I'll only believe this reality.
I have no jealousy, no enemies.
I really like you.
Slowly i can't keep my cool, don't wanna be calm.
I dont wanna be calm, this practical joke.
what i wanna say to you, my body has already expressed.
Once i love, i cannot fake it.
feel as though my head is big.
Suspect that my brain is dead.
But since i've loved, i can't help it

it can be like this. it can be this crazy.
it can be like this. it can be this crazy.
Love exceeds my expectations...

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Chao Xi Huan Ni - Fahrenheit

Xin tiao kuai de hen ke pa
Hu xi da dao you qi ya
Shou xin mao han ke yi jiao hua (ke yi jiao hua)

Sheng huo bian si ge man hua
Xi nu ai le bei fang da
Shen bu you ji mei you ban fa (Mei you ban fa)

Zhen me ke yi zhe yang Zhen me ke yi zhe yang feng kuang
Zhen me ke yi zhe yang Zhen me ke yi zhe yang Ai chao chu le xiang xiang

Jiu suan shi jie yu wo wei di wo chao xi huan ni
Chao xi huan ni bu neng fen li wo zhi xiang xin zhe ge zhen li
Bai wu jin ji wan fu mo di wo chao xi huan ni
Wo man man bu neng qing xing zhong yu bu xiang qing xing
Gen ban bu yong qing xing zhe ge e zuo ju

Xiang yao dui ni shuo de hua
Shen ti yi ti wo biao da
Yi dan ai le bu neng zuo jia (bu neng zuo jia)

Yi du jue de hen tou da
Huai yi xi bao hen pian chai
Ke shi ai le mei you ban fa (mei you ban fa)

Jiu shi ke yi zhe yang jiu shi ke yi zhe yang feng kuang
Jiu shi ke yi zhe yang jiu shi ke yi zhe yang ai chao chu le xiang xiang

RAP:
Wo chao xi huan ni shi wo fang zai wo xin li hao jiu de mi mi
Wo bu gan gao shu ni shen zhi mei you yong qi shuo fu wo zi ji
Wo wen yi wen shang di yao zen me tu po wo men zhi jian de ju li
Zhan zai yuan di shi you yi wang qian yi bu you pa xia dao ni
Wo hao cheng huang jin you jiao hen chong zhi zhuang
Tian xia wu di zi you lai qu
Zen me ta jin zhe ge jin qu ma shang bai zai ni shou li

Personal Angel - Tank



Personal Angel - TANK
I won't blame you for the disguise you put on in front of me
Angel on earth should hide her wings well
People are foolish and crude but you are gentle and kind
how can I let you get hurt because of me

Your small palm holds such warmth
You can always calm my restless nights
The dreams I dare not dream, only through your eyes
Can I see their future

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

your small palm hold such warmth
I will soar through the sky like you
Your destination is my destination
With my protection, let your smile lighten the sky

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

If you didn't appear I would still be deep alseep
Hopelessly thinking life is one dark night

No one can take you from my side
You are my personal angel
An angel only for me
No one can replace your place in my heart
Having a personal angel
How can I wish for anything more

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Zhuan Shu Tian Shi - TANK

Wo bu hui guai ni dui wo de wei zhuang
Tian shi zai ren jian shi gai cang hao chi bang
Ren men yu chun lu mang er ni xian xi shan liang
Zen neng rang ni wei le wo bei peng shang

Xiao xiao de shou zhang hou hou de wen nuan
Ni zong neng ping fu wo bu an de ye wan
Bu gan xiang de meng xiang tou guo ni de yan guang
Wo cai kan jian ta yuan lai zai qian fang

Mei you shei neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
Ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
Wei wo neng du zhan
Mei you shei neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
Yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
Wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang

Xiao xiao de shou zhang da da de li liang
Wo yi ding ye kuai xiang ni yi yang fei xiang
Ni xiang qu de di fang jiu shi wo de fang xiang
You wo bao hu xiao rong jin guan can lan

Mei you shei neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
Ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
Wei wo neng du zhan
Mei you shei neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
Yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
Wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang

Yao bu shi ni chu xian wo yi ding hai zai chen shui
Jue wang de yi wei sheng ming zhi you hei ye

Mei you shei neng ba ni qiang li wo shen pang
Ni shi wo de zhuan shu tian shi
Wei wo neng du zhan
Mei you shei neng qu dai ni zai wo xin shang
Yong you yi ge zhuan shu tian shi
Wo na li hai xu yao bie de yuan wang



Kompyuter Inhinyero kuno...

Tinanong ako ni Coco: Marunong kang gumawa ng web site di ba?
Dalawa ang prosibleng sagot:
- Oo, pero simpleng HTML tags lang
- Hindi, kasi hindi ako marunong ng scripts.

Supposed to be, Computer Engineering student ako. Dapat ay...
  • Marunong ako magtroubleshoot ng hardware ng computer
  • marunong mag-assemble ng computer
  • marunong mag format at reformat ng computer
  • marunong gumawa ng web site
  • marunong ng sandamakmak na programming languages gaya ng COBOL, C++, C#, Java, J2EE, VB, etc. etc.
  • marunong magdesign ng PCB
  • marunong magbasa ng circuit diagram
at marami pang iba...

Sad to say, wala sa mga nabanggit ang alam ko. Ang alam ko lang, eh gumawa ng formula sa Excel, magtype sa MS Word, gumawa ng simpleng program sa C++, maglaro ng Sims. Yun lang.

Pero nung nagtatrabaho ako sa computer shop ng tita ko, marami din naman akong natutunan sa computer. Yun lang, I expect more to learn sa eskwelahan ko. Di ko naman alam na hindi rin pala nila ituturo yun.

Kaya eto ako ngayon. Computer Engineer kuno. Tech Support nga, pero Level 1 lang. Minsan lang magayos ng computer, nasira ko pa yung computer. Hanep na buhay ito...


coco says:
marunong ka mag gawa ng web page diba
coco says:
magupload ?
rui xi says:
mejo..
rui xi says:
pero hindi kasing astig... yung simple lang
rui xi says:
simpleng html tags lang alam ko
rui xi says:
bakit?
coco says:
patulong ako
rui xi says:
alin?
rui xi says:
bakit?
rui xi says:
ano gagawin?
coco says:
webpage
coco says:
me kukuning ako project hati tayu
coco says:
aku magdesign tulungan mu ko mgupload
coco says:
simple lang naman ata
rui xi says:
hmmmm....
rui xi says:
okies lang
rui xi says:
kaso nga,,,
rui xi says:
simpleng tags lang alam ko
rui xi says:
baka naman may chenelyn flash script pa yan
rui xi says:
o gumagalaw na tao
coco says:
di naman siguro
rui xi says:
ano ba yung script na gagamitin natin?
coco says:
para sapatos lang
coco says:
lalagyan ng catalogue info
rui xi says:
hmmm
rui xi says:
ok
coco says:
di ku lam.. anung script?
rui xi says:
kaso
rui xi says:
la kwenta computer ko sa bahay eh..
rui xi says:
jan na lang tayo gumawa sa inyo
coco says:
oo pwede sa bahay
coco says:
mejo mabilis naman computer ku mejo puno lang
coco says:
magbabawas aku
coco says:
mga magkanu singilan pag ganun
rui xi says:
yun ang di ko alam...
coco says:
pag walang animation me idea ka?
rui xi says:
wala akong idea...

You have just sent a nudge.

coco says:
wait tanung ko
rui xi says:
okies
coco says:
marunung maghanap ng hosting etc
coco says:
tayu talaga magsesetup
rui xi says:
pati yung web hosting?
coco says:
yep
rui xi says:
nay...
rui xi says:
waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh
rui xi says:
simpleng html tags lang talaga alam ko!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
rui xi says:
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
coco says:
mukhang static lang naman
coco says:
isang page lang siguro yun na nandun na lahat
rui xi says:
kung ganon lang... medyo kaya
rui xi says:
meron ka naman sigurong MS front page jan di ba?
coco says:
merun din aku fireworks
rui xi says:
brb
coco says:
pwede naman natin pagaralan yun
coco says:
tanung ka din kung magkanu singilan sa programing
coco says:
sabi friend ko 35k yung static na 7pages
coco says:
sa deisgn naman 15-25k
coco says:
tapus dadag natin yung cost sa domain at hosting
coco says:
peru kung simpleng catalogue lang sya malamang madali lang yun
coco says:
tanung ka pa yung details
rui xi says:
hoy coco
rui xi says:
anjan ka pa ba?

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Last epi ng hana kmi

eto yung mga namiss ko kilig moments...








Friday, April 20, 2007

Blurry image due to Dial Up Accelerator

Di ko alam ang balak ko sa buhay ko...

For the first time in my life, wala akong back-up plan sa buhay ko. Lahat ng plano ko, may plan b to plan z, ngayon lang talaga wala...

Plan A kasi, magtatapos ng pag-aaral. Plan A yun. If plan A does not work, go to plan b, then plan c...

Parang feeling ko ang gulo ng utak ko. Mali. Magulo talaga ang utak ko. Hindi ko alam ang gusto kong mangyari sa buhay ko. Para akong tren na nadiskaril. Parang kotseng naligaw sa pagliko. Parang kabayong nawalan ng blinds. Walang patutunguhan. Walang plano. Walang kwenta...

Hindi ko alam kung isisisi ko yun sa mga pangyayari sa buhay ko. Isisisi ko ba sa nanay ko, sa kamag-anak ko, o sa sarili kong desisyon? Minsan ko lang hahawakan ang buhay ko, palpak pa! Ang yabang ko pa noon, pero asan ako ngayon? Wala... Wala talagang kwenta! Isa akong malaking failure!!!

I will never be

i will never be the one who'll love you
for my love is selfish
i will never be part of you
for i can never make you whole
i will never be the girl you once knew
for time has molded and changed me
i will never be the song you sing
for i carry different melody
i will never be the permanent thing in your life
for i need to break free from the world
i will never be the one who'll set you free
for i am the one who brings the curse
i will never be your dream
for the dawn befalls before you sleep
i will never be the future
for i have been the past
i will never be yours
and i will never be the one
because someone owns your heart
and it could never be me

lousy poem by me...

50 reasons to be a woman

50 Reasons to be a Woman

1. Free drinks.

2. Free dinners.

3. Free movies (you get the point).

4. You can hug your friend without wondering if she thinks you're gay.

5. You can hug your friend without wondering if YOU'RE gay.

6. You know The Truth about whether size matters.

7. Speeding ticket? What's that?

8. New lipstick gives you a whole new lease on life.

9. You never had to walk down the hall with your binder strategically positioned in high school.

10. If you have sex with someone and don't call him the next day, you're not the devil.

11. Condoms make no significant difference in your enjoyment of sex.

12. If you have to be home in time for 90210, you can say so, out loud.

13. If you're not making enough money you can blame the glass ceiling.

14. You can sleep your way to the top.

15. You can sue the President for sexual harassment.

16. Nothing crucial can be cut off with one clean sweep.

17. It's possible to live your whole life without ever taking a group shower.

18. No fashion faux pas you make could rival The Speedo.

19. Brad Pitt, Tom Cruise and Tom Selleck.

20. You don't have to fart to amuse yourself.

21. If you cheat on your spouse, people assume it's because you're being emotionally neglected.

22. YOU never have to wonder if his orgasm was real.

23. You'll never have to decide where to hide your nose-hair clipper.

24. No one passes out when you take off your shoes.

25. If you think the person you're dating really likes you, you don't have to break up with him.

26. Excitement is only as far away as the nearest beauty-supply store.

27. If you forget to shave, no one has to know.

28. You can congratulate your teammate without ever touching her ass.

29. If you have a zit, you can conceal it.

30. You never have to reach down every so often to make sure your privates are still there.

31. If you're dumb, some people will find it cute.

32. You don't have to memorize Caddyshack or Fletch to fit in.

33. You have the ability to dress yourself.

34. You have an excuse to be a total bitch at least once a month.

35. You can talk to people of the opposite sex without having to picture them naked.

36. If you marry someone 20 years younger, you're aware that you look like.

37. If you're wearing cologne, you don't have to pretend it's after shave.

38. You'll probably never see someone you know while peeing in an alley.

39. You'll never have to punch a hole through anything with your fist.

40. You can quickly end any fight by crying.

41. Your friends won't think you're weird if you ask whether there's spinach in your teeth.

42. There are times when chocolate really can solve all your problems.

43. You've never had a goatee.

44. Gay waiters don't make you uncomfortable.

45. You'll never regret piercing your ears.

46. You can fully assess a person just by looking at her shoes.

47. You'll never discover you've been duped by a Wonderbra.

48. You don't have hair on your back.

49. You know which glass was yours by the lipstick mark.

50. You get to hate Paris Hilton in the way only another woman truly can.

done 70 things out of 125 crazy things

Level 1
(x) smoked a cigarette
() smoked a cigar
() done weed(b4)
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) drank alcohol

SO FAR: 3

Level 2
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
() shoplifted
() been fired
() been in a fist fight

SO FAR: 5


Level 3
(x) had feelings for someone who
didn't have them back
() been arrested
() made out with a stranger
(x) gone out on a blind date

SO FAR: 7


Level 4
(x) had a crush on an older person
(x) skipped school
() slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone/something die

SO FAR: 10

Level 5
(x) had/have a crush on one of your
FRIENDSTER friends
() been to Paris
() been to Spain
() been on a plane
() thrown up from drinking

SO FAR: 11

Level 6
(x) eaten Sushi
() been snowboarding
()met someone BECAUSE of myspace
() been mosh pitting

SO FAR: 12

Level 7
() been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love/like someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched
cloud shapes go by
() made a snow angel

SO FAR: 15

Level 8
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up

SO FAR:20

Level 9
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
() gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school

SO FAR: 24


Level 10
(x) used a fake/someone else's ID
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) killed a snake

SO FAR: 28

Level 11
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed/vandalized
() robbed someone
(x) been misunderstood
() pet a reindeer

SO FAR: 31

Level 12
(x) won a contest
() been suspended from school
(x) had detention
() been in a car/motorcycle accident

SO FAR: 33

Level 13
() had/have braces
(x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in
one night
(x) had deja vu
(x) danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 36

Level 14
(x) hated the way you look
(x)witnees a crime
() pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes

SO FAR: 40

Level 15
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
() been to the opposite side of the
world
() swam in the ocean
(x) felt like you were dying

SO FAR: 43

Level 16
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops nd robbers
(x) recently coloured with
crayons/colored
pencils/markers
(x) sang karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins

SO FAR: 48

Level 17
(x) done something you told yourself
you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laught out some kind of
beverage came out
of your nose
(x) kissed in the rain

SO FAR: 52

Level 18
(x) written a letter to Santa Clause
() been kissed under a mistletoe
(x) watched the sun set with someone
you
care/cared about
(x) blown bubbles
(x)made a bonfire on the beach

SO FAR: 56

Level 19
(x) crashed a party
() have traveled more than 5 days
with a car full of
people
(x)gone roller skating/ blading
(x) had a wish come true
()humped a monkey

SO FAR: 59

Level 20
(x) worn pearls
() jumped off a bridge
() screamed "penis" at a sport game.
() swimming with dolphins

SO FAR: 60

Level 21
(x)got your tongue stuck to a
pole/freezer/ice
cube
() kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sex clothes
(x) Sat on a roof top

SO FAR: 63

Level 22
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
()can do a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than
3 hours
(x) stayed up all night

SO FAR: 66

Level 23
() picked and ate an apple right off
the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had/been in a tree house
(x)aren't scared to watch scary movies
alone

SO FAR: 69

Level 25
(x) believe in ghosts
() have/had more than 30 pairs of
shoes(in a life time)
() gone streaking
() been in jail

SO FAR: 70

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Mabuhay Ka, O San Jose!!! Part 2

  • Nanonood ka ng variety show sa MDA
  • Ang palaging kanta ng mga banda pag variety show eg "As long as it matters", "Zombie", at "Ode to my family"
  • Naiinis ka kay Cachapero lalo na pag before and after ng event sa MDA dahil ang haaaaaaaaaaabaaaaaaaaaaaaa ng speech niya, na nauuwi sa comparison ng batch nyo sa ibang batch or sa ibang schools
  • Inaabangan mo ang fair (Aming tribo )
  • Palagi mong tinitingnan ang multo dun sa picture malapit sa clinic dati
  • Nagpapakabait ka pag PAASCU
  • Wala kang ginagawa pag sportsfest at english week
  • Gusto mo magquarterly exams hindi dahil masipag ka mag-aral kundi dahil maaga ang uwian
  • Girl Scout ka
  • Ganito ang theme nyo sa songfest: 1st year - opm, 2nd year - religious songs, 3rd yr - alternative rock, 4th yr - broadway
  • Natutulog ka pag student's week

Barkada Moment - Part 2 - Fetihistic Rhythm Reloaded

Location: Araneta Center
Tropa: Coco and Maui
Background music: time of your life by greenday (wala akong ibang maisip eh, edit ko na lang ito pag may naisip na akong mas magandang music)

After ng makabagbag-damdaming tagpo s nakaraang entry ko (Barkada Moment Part 1), nagkita kami ni Coco sa Gateway. Mga 8 pm na kami nagkita kasi galing pa siya ng work. At dahil alam kong siya'y "the late Coco", nagstart lang akong lumayas ng bahay nung papunta na siya sa Gateway.

So ayun, nagkita kami sa Go Nuts sa may Gateway. Konting kwentuhan, tapos, medyo nagutom si Coco kaya kumain muna kami sa KFC.

Sa KFC na rin kami nakipagmeet kay Maui. Kagagaling niya sa house nila dahil kagagaling niya ng work. So after namin makipagmeet kay Maui, punta na kami Starbucks para magcoffee, kaso, puno ang Starbucks kaya ang bagsak namin eh sa Gloria Jean's (pero sana, sa The Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf na lang kami...).

So pagkatapos namin umorder ng kape, nagkwentuhan kami ng tungkol sa mga pangyayari sa buhay-buhay namin. Pero before nun, tinanong ko na si Coco kung balak ba niyang sabihin kay Mau, pero sabi niya, wag muna. OK lang, di naman kasi niya kailangan ishare sa lahat yung nangyari.

Syempre, sa kwentuhan, hindi pwedeng mawala ang magreminisce. Napagkwentuhan pa namin yung tungkol sa story na ginawa namin nung High School, yung "Bonny Rustics". Yun yung story kung saan magkakabanda kami na ang pangalan eh "Fetihistic Rhtythm".

Dun kasi sa story, ako yung drummer na mahilig gumimik, si Mau yung gothic na weird na vocalist and bassist namin, si Coco yung head namin na gitarista. Nakwento ko rin na nasa kin pa yung isang chapter, at tinuloy ko siya. Sayang, pwede sanang ilagay yun dito sa blog ko, pero wala na rin akong time para hagilapin yung pinakahuling chapter at type yun.

Yun lang naman nangyari. Syempre, pagtapos na ang lahat, magsasabihan ng "Dapat gawin nating ito every week", pero syempre, di na naman matutuloy yun dahil busy-busyhan na naman ang lahat. Haaayyy... ang barkada ko nga naman...

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Barkada Moment - Part 1 - Coco

***Eto ang mga moment ng seryosong usapan naming ng mga tropa ko. Isipin mo na lang, nanonood ka ng TGiS na may mellow background music habang nakaupo kami ng tropa ko sa bangketa.

[Background music: Longer by Dan Fogelberg]

Si Coco.
Tahimik na tao.
Walang paki sa mundo.
Hindi masyadong nag-oopen ng problema.
Kaya hindi mo aakalain, na sa gabing ito, nag-open up sya sa kin ng problema...

Nagkakamustahan lang kami sa IM. Nagpaplano ng reunion ng tropa sa Starbucks. Hanggang nagkaron ng open forum... Actually nagsimula siya sa biro na naging seryoso...

Depressed siya. At syempre di ko sasabihin kong bakit. Nagkuwento siya sa nangyari sa buhay niya. Alam mo yung scene sa mga youth-oriented shows na nag-open up yung friend saisa niyang friend, tapos may drama? Ganun. Parang feeling ko umiiyak siya. Tuloy tuloy sa pagtype ng suliranin sa buhay. Ako naman, nakikinig at nagbabasa lang.

At that time, gusto kong lumipad sa bahay niya at yakapin siya. I feel for her. Minsan lang siya mag-oopen ng problema, pero pag nag-open siya, maski ikaw iiyak ng kasabay niya.

Ako, bilang kaibigan, nagbigay ng payo tsaka ng opinion ko sa mga desisyon niya. Yun lang naman yung kaya kong gawin. Pero kung kaya kong kunin yung sakit na nadarama niya, gagawin ko. Kung pwede lang...

Brokeback Mountain

I'm broke...

Kanina, medyo nagising ako ng sinabi ng nanay ko na magwiwithdraw siya sa ATM ko dahil wala na kaming panggastos. Umuo na lang ako kasi inaantok ako... at narealize ko na 4k na lang pala ang laman ng ATM ko. Anak ng pitong puting tupa talaga!!!

I'm broke! Mawawalan na ako ng pera! Ewan ko ba kung san napupunta yung mga sinusweldo ko... Bwisit kasi na tax yan, tapos ang mahal pa ng bilihin...

May mga naisip na akong paraan para magkapera ako:
  1. Maghanap ng part-time job
  2. Magtipid ng allowance
  3. Maghanap ng trabaho na mas malaki ang kita (why not? With my experience... pwede!)
  4. Magpapromote
  5. Karirin ang incentives
  6. Humingi ng raise

Pero kung yung option number 3, maraming backlog gaya ng

  1. Sayang ang MediCard
  2. Sayang ang 13th moth pay this December
  3. Ang jacket
  4. Sayang ang tax refund
  5. Sayang ang 5 kiyaw pag naka 2 taon na

Pero kung maghahanap ako ng trabaho dapat ganito:

  1. Dapat malaki ang offer, mga 18k plus allowance at incentives
  2. Dapat may HMO na
  3. E-mail or chat support dapat (last choice ang phone)
  4. Higher position kung hindi pwede sa e-mail or chat support

Demanding masyado di ba?

Waaahhh... kailangan ko ng pera!

Friday, April 13, 2007

Friday the 13th

Kanina pa ako minamalas. Una pa lang, ginising na ako ng ring ng telepono. Sykes Asia ang tumawag, pero hindi ako ang hinahanap kundi yung nanay ko. Matapos ang maikling phone interview, sabi sa kanya tatawagan na lang siya for results. Bagsak ata nanay ko sa phone interview.

Kanina namang madaling araw, pag-uwi ko, sinabi ng nanay ko naladt episode na ng Hana Kimi. Last episode. Ineenjoy ko pa lang nga, last episode na! Ni hindi ko nga napanood yung kaunaunahang episode eh! OK, sige, papanoorin ko na lang ang replay niya ng hapon.
Pagdating ng hapon, nanood ako ng Hana Kimi. OK, kilig factor na naman ito. Malapit ng magtapos ng bigla siyang icut. Ibang show na ang pinalabas. Grrrr... Bad trip naman! Last episoide na nga eh, di ko pa mapanood... mukhang download na naman ang gagawin ko nito or panonooring ko sa YouTube yung lahat ng episode. Kailangan kong bumili ng DVD player para makabili ng DVD ng Hana Kimi... gosh... mamimiss ko si Yi Quan!

Tapos, nagpunta ako ng Banco De Oro para ipasa yung application at requirements ko for the Credit Card. OK naman, tinanggap naman nila, kaso for investigation pa ako at update ko na lang sa call center nila... sana di nila makita yung utang ng tito ko...

SO pagkatapos namin magpunta ng BDO, pumunta na sa SM si nother para kunin yung advantage card namin. Pumunta naman akong McDo para bumili ng Bubble gum na McFloat. Ang galing galing, naiwan ko yung pitaka ko sa bahay. Umuwi tuloy ako para kunin yung pitaka ko.

Ganda ng araw na ito. Dapat, Happy Day ko ito, kaso parang puro malas. I miss Yi Quan! huhuhuhu...


P.S.
Di lang pala dun nagtatapos ang kamalasan ko. Nagkaroon ako ng session na umabot ng 1 1/2 hours. Medyo shugaers yung cutomer ko, pero resolve naman siya!


P.P.S.
Kanina, pag-uwi ko ng bahay, kinuwento ng nanay ko na nag-away ang tito ko at ang kapitbahay namin. Parang may shooting sa dami ng tao. Tapos muntik ng magpatayan. Sa awa ng Diyos, magdedemndahan na lang sila. Wala tuloy cable yung TV ko ngayon...

Thursday, April 12, 2007

Until the time is through - Eksena sa utak ko Part 2

"Now and forever... until the time is through..."

Ilang beses ko na bang pinatutugtog ito sa mp3 player ko. Kakadownload ko lang nito kahapon.
Swerte at nadownload ko siya. Sa pagkakaalam ko, summer yun bago ako mag 4th yeat sa St. Jo nung sumikat itong kantang ito.

Maaring nagtataka ka. Bakit may sariling entry itong kantang ito? Simple lang ang sagot: matagal ko nang hindi naririnig ito kaya naman may entry siya dito.

"I can't believe it, don't know where to start...So many questions deep inside my heart..."

Meron din kasing sentimental value itong kantang ito sa kin eh. Eto ang pasimuno ng lahat. Kasi
lahat ng gusto kong sabihin andito na. Pero, kahit ganun pa man, hindi ko masabi.

Kailangan pa ba niyang malaman? Noon kasi, sabi ng tropa kausapin ko siya para clear ang lahat. Baka sakaling mawala yung nararamdaman ko. Naniniwala kasi silang bukod sa sarili ko, siya lang ang makakatulong sa kin.

Marami rin akong tanong sa kanya. Bakit ba ako na inlove sa yo? Bakit sa dinami-dami ng gwapong lalaki sa mundo, ikaw pa? Ganun ka rin ba sa kin, o mas pipiliin mo siya? May nararamdaman ka rin ba sa kin kahit papano?

Pero di na nasagot ang tanong na yon. Tanong pa rin siya hanggang ngayon...

"Give me a moment before you go, there's something you ought to know..."

Dapat pa kaya niyang malaman? Naalala ko nun, naglasing pa ako para may lakas ako ng loob na sabihin sa kanya, pero sa awa ng Dyos, di ko nasabi dahil sa sobrang kalasingan. Di ko rin alam
kung nagets nya nung huling nag-usap kami bago ako malasing. Arrr... pag-ibig nga naman...

Lumipas ang pitong taon at hindi ko pa rin naipagtatapat ang unrequited love ko.

"Baby,now and forever... until the time is through, I'll be waiting here..."

Ang tagal din ng inantay ko, pero di ko pa rin masabi-sabi sa kanya. Ang tagal kong nagpakatanga, napunta lang lahat sa wala...

Pero gayunpaman, masaya ako kasi nakilala ko siya. May dahilan kung bakit...

Ngayon, pag naririnig ko itong kantang to, ang pumapasok sa utak ko... Boy Band na nagpeperform sa asap, with matching steps at makukulay at terno ternong damit...

Hanggang sa susunod na eksena sa utak ko!

Monday, April 9, 2007

It's just emotions, taking me over... - Eksena sa utak ko Part 1

Dahil in love na ako sa monitor ko, at paulit-ulit ang mga kantang, naririnig ko sa mp3 player ko... ang utak ko ay lumilipad patungo sa kawalan. In other words, day dreaming na ito!

Bawat kanta, may naiisip akong scene at pwedeng i-emote gaya ng mga sumusunod:

If the feeling is gone (Kyla) - naaalala ko, madalas ko itong mapakinggan SIMULA nung sagutin ko ang last BF ko (FYI: pag nakakarinig ako ng sad songs at may karelasyon ako, expect ko na mga after 3 days break na kami). Pwedeng background music pag nahuli mo ang syota mo na may kahalikang ibang babae sa pad niya, at nang nakita mo, nag-walk out ka. Maglalakad ka sa side walk habang pinipigilan mo ang luha mo na tumulo sa iyong mga mata (naks! napaka makata!)

Hanggang Ngayon (Kyla pa rin) - naging favorite song ito nung ex-bf ko. Nung friends na lang kami. Naalala ko nung nakikinig ako sa "Slow Jam" ng Magic 89.9 (basta sunday night yun...) intro pa lang, nagsasalit na yung DJ at sinabi nya... "Dianne, you have to accept the fact that Carlo's gone..." Gone? anong klaseng gone? Gone as in hindi na babalik sa yo kasi may iba na? O, gone, na dedbols na? Tapos sabi ng DJ, "He will never come back..." Ahhh... dedbols na pala ang BF ni Dianne na si Carlo (sa pagkakaintindi ko...) kaya pag naririnig ko ito, ang eksena sa utak ko eh namatayan ako ng syota... bagay ito sa mga namatayan... hehehe

Standing at the edge of the earth (Belssid Union of Souls) - anime ang naaalala ko dito. Naaalala ko kasi yung eksena na si Detective Conan eh nakatayo sa cliff, nagiisip kung sino ang lumason sa kanya, sabay sina Yoji, Aya, Ken at Omi eh sumusugod, at si Recca eh nagpakawala ng dragon. Sa commercial ng anime sa GMA 7 ko ito narinig. Kaya pag naririnig ko ito, feelin ko ako si Detective Conan na nakatayo sa cliff...

Invincible (Christian Bautista) - parang super heroes na may kakaibang powers. Yun lang.

My Boo (Usher and Alicia Keys) - kasayaw ko yung crush ko nito nun eh... kaya sya ang naalala ko pag naririnig ko ito. At si BuBu pala na kumakanta ng "1...2...3... My Oh, my oh, My BoooOOooOO" may kulot na ang boses ng inaanak ko hehehe

Warrior is a Child - naalala ko si Rico Yan kasi yan yung pinatugtog nung libing niya. Pero naiimagine ko dito si Prince Alexi sa story ko na "Warlock and Thieves", yung isa sa ga di matapos-tapos na novela ko.

If I was the one (Ruff Endz) - ito yung kanta ko sa mga crush ko. Syete! kung ako na lang niligawan mo, eh di sana hindi ka badingerzi ngayon? Kung ako na lang sana pinili mo, eh di masaya life mo! Aalagaan kita, di kita sasaktan, at mas lalong hindi kita paiiyakin... magpapakamartyr ako sa yo, magbubunjee jumping ako para sa yo... yun na yun!

Marami pa yan... kaya mag-iisip muna ako para sa part two

Syete, naiinlove na ako sa PC monitor ko...

4 pm Manila Time. Yan ang start ng shift ko. 3 pm pa lang, nasa opisina na ako para magset-up ng tools, makipagchikahan sa mga kaopisina, mag-antay ng log-in time, mangulit sa clinic o sa HR, at para magbrowse. Ganyan ang buhay ko. 4 pm na shift. 4 na oras na walang chat session. Walang magawa sa buhay.

Natigil lang ang lahat ng mahuli ako ni "Mama bear" na bukas ang IM at browsing without permission. Haaay... saklap ng buhay... kaya eto, kapag walang session, nakatitig sa monitor. Nakikinig ng mp3, nageemote, nagiisip ng kung anu-ano, nakatitig sa monito. Pero mas madalas, nakatitig sa monitor.

Minsan naluluha ako, hindi dahil sa may naalala akong makabagbag-damdaming tagpo, ngunit dahil sumasakit ang mata ko kakatitig sa monitor. Minsan nga, parang nakikita ko na ang hagdan patungong impyerno pag nakatitig ako sa monitor. Ang saklap nito, parang naiinlove na ako sa monitor ko... syet!

Sa lahat ng bagay na pwede akong ma-in love, sa monitor pa. Kasi pag tinititigan mo, parang gumaganda... marami kang naiisip na bagay na pwedeng gawin. Marami na rin akong naisip na entry para sa blog ko.

Syet... ayoko ng ganito... maghahanap lang ng unconditional love, sa monitor pa... Mozilla!!! Asan ka na ba?

Yi Shi De Mei Hao / Beauty Of Losing

Hai de shi nian mian yan bu jue
Zhong yu he tian zai di pang xian jiao hui
Ai ru guo zou de gou yuan
Ying gai ye hui gen xin fu xian jian

Cheng nuo chang chang hen xiang hu die
Mei li de fei pan xuan ran hou bu jian
Dan wo xiang xin ni gei wo de shi yan
Jiu xiang yi ding hui lai de chun tian


Wo shi zhong dai zhao ni ai de wei xiao
Yi lu shang xun zhao wo yi shi de mei hao
Bu xiao xin dang lei hua zui jiao
Jiu yong ni wo guo de shou mo diao

Zai duo de feng jing ye cong bu ting kao
Zhi yi xin xun zhao wo yi shi de mei hao
You de ren shou bu qing na li hao
Dan jiu shi shui dou ti dai bu le


Zai zui kai shi de na yi miao
You xie shi zao yi jing zhu ding yao dao lao
Sui ran ming yun ai kai wan xiao
Zhen xin hui he zhen xin yun dao


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The longing of the sea rolls endlessly
Eventually meeting with the sky at the horizon
If love can run far enough
It ought to also meet and see happiness

Promises are often very much like butterflies
Flying beautifully, fluttering in circles but afterwards it cannot be seen
But I believe in the promise that you have given me
Just like the spring that is sure to come

I still always wear the smile that you love
The whole way, I have been seeking the beauty of losing
Negligently letting tears slide to the corner of my mouth
I use the hand that you once held to wipe it away
Yet more landscapes have never stopped me
Only searching wholeheartedly for the beauty of losing
There are some people who can't clearly say where
But it is exactly what no one can replace

At the very second of the very beginning
There were some things that were already meant to reach oldness
Although fate loves to play jokes
A true heart will meet with a true heart

Sunday, April 8, 2007

Mabuhay ka, o San Jose!!!

  • kailangan, 6:45 am nasa school ka na para umabot sa flag ceremony
  • naging monday and friday na lang ang flag ceremony
  • pag friday naman, co-curricular club. pag nasa hs ka, 3 pm to 4 m ang meeting sa club. sa gs naman, 2 pm to 3 pm
  • nagfifive ka minsan para maabutan mo yung mga tropa mong panghapon
  • napunta ka na sa little banawe
  • who can ever forget mrs. banta's infamous pink sago
  • sa mga nagsschool bus, sa back gate ka madalas tambay
  • alam mo kung nasaan ang schutten bldg.
  • grumaduate ka na't lahat, di mo pa rin alam kung nasan ang secret garden at ang swimming pool
  • tambay ka sa jergen's hall
  • nakita mo yung mukha sa wall sa may mda
  • nakakapagod pumunta ng mda
  • lahat ng presentation, nasa mda
  • nag shakespearean play kayo
  • inaabangan mo lang sa intrams eh yung cheer dancing competition. palagi pang si alexi ang ang drummer kahit graduate na
  • palagi kang may sinasabihan ng "happy day!"
  • may ka number ka, or ka on
  • *naging girl scout ka

isip pa ako

Kid of the 90's

***nakita ko lang sa PEX to... (http://www.pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=180081) kaya kinopya ko... lagyan ko na rin ng side comments para maganda!


1. You loved dancing to the tune of Macarena.
* arrr... oo aminado ako, sinayaw ko ito nung grade 6 ako... tsaka yung lick it... tsaka yung...

2. You watched POWER RANGERS religiously on abs-cbn every Friday nights.
*yup! isama mo na rinsi Sailor moon, magic knight rayearth, BTX, etc. etc. etc.

3. You got addicted to “are you afraid of the dark” and gets scared every after episode.
*ayoko lang nung tinagalized sya

4. You were considered sosyal if you’re subscribed to a CABLE operator (like sky cable).
*dahil alam ng nanay ko na addict ako sa TV, hindi sya nagpalagay ng cable

5. You enjoyed playing TEX and POG.
*POG??? hmmm... naalala ko, pinaswap ko sa crush ko yung tansan ko ng coke sa POG nya... ahihihi

6. You had fun singing the theme songs of Beauty and the Beast, Aladdin, and Pocahontas.
*a whole new world, beauty and the beast, part of your world... lahat!

7. You had a favorite member of the SPICE GIRLS.
*di ko masyadong type ang spice girls kasi akala ko bakla sila, pero type ko si sporty spice

8. You got hooked with shows like atbp, hiraya manawari, sine skwela.
*natuto ako ng science ng dahil sa sineskwela, at alam ko pa rin yung abc song ng atbp.

9. You and your yaya loved watching MARIMAR.
*ahhh... si sergio na may nakakatakot na balahibo sa dibdib

10. You loved singing the songs of the Backstreet Boys.
*get down, get down, and move it all around!

11. You enjoyed wearing long shorts and loose shirts.
*at polo na nakapatong sa shirt, baggy pants, at flare pants nung late 90's

12. You enjoyed watching cartoons dubbed in tagalog every afternoon or morning (like blue blink, sarah ang munting prinsesa, little women, cedi, Julio at Julia, and a lot more)
*oo naman, maganda kasi anime sa dos noon, di gaya ngayon

13. You wanted to be a part of ANG TV
*at ng 5 and up... crush ko sa angtv si sarji ruiz, pinanood ko rin yung kaybol na spin off ng ang tv

14. Boys were considered astig when they wear NIKE rubber shoes.
*di ko matandaan

15. Girls loved wearing accessories like butterfly hairclips or rings.
*alam ko yung butterfly clip nung 1999 yun, yung mga classmates kong pagirl, kapag humihindi sila, yung pakpak ng butterfly clip eh lumilipad!

16. You were considered “in” if you have a game boy.
*i badly wanted 1 pero hanggang brick game lang ako

17. You watched the concert of Michael Jackson with your parents in Manila.
*di ko trip si MJ

18. You felt cool whenever you sing the songs of Eraserheads.
*super idol! tsaka parokya ni edgar...

19. You loved watching okay ka fairy ko with your yayas at home.
*cute kasi ni aiza nung hindi pa siya tibo

20. You enjoyed watching movies via VHS.
*araw araw akong nagrerent

21. Girls loved to play polly pocket.
*oh yeah!

22. You memorized the members of Ninja Turtles.
*raphael, donatello, michael angelo, leonardo

23. You never missed an episode of Captain Planet.
*earth, wind, fire, water, heart! go planet!

24. Boys loved to play some cute pellet guns.
*addict pinsan ko dito

25. You enjoyed kidding your friends with magic bomb.
*na meron lang sa school pag fair!


dagdagan ko lang ng mga sumusunod
  • nauso ang buddy bag
  • di mo pwedeng mamiss ang episode ng tropang trumpo o bubble gang
  • pag sunday, pinapanood mo ang takeshi's castle at america's funniest video
  • may english shows pa sa 2 at 7
  • matagal matapos ang soap operas
  • uso ang pager at celphone. libre pa text noon
  • natuto kang mag-internet
  • magkaaway ang tgis fans at gimik fans sa klase nyo
  • pinagaagawan nyo sina rico yan, onemig bondoc, diether ocampo, etc.
  • spoof ng mga commercials
  • memorize mo pa rin yung "dear diary" commercial ng purefoods hotdog
  • nang nauso ang mirc, "wholesome" pa ang mga nakakachat mo
  • sikat ka pag may family computer or ps 1
  • yung mga lalaki, may earrings
  • hate mo sina april boy, renz verano, et al pero na lss ka sa kanta nila
  • roller blades!
  • uso ang retro (70's) style. ngayon kasi 80's na ang ginagaya
  • casio na magic diary
  • nauso ang gel pen
  • pintoora na bubble gum
  • nerds na candy
  • addict ka sa sweet valley
isip pa ako...

www.ihatetax.com

I hate tax. I really hate tax. Nakakainis kapag ang laki ng sinuweldo mo, tapos malaki rin yung binawas sa yong tax. Sino ba nagpasimuno nitong tax na ito?

Dati rati, nasa P600 to P700 lang ang tax ko. Lumaki lang siya nun dahil naging 15k ang sweldo ko, tapos may incentives pa at $5 commission. Pero pag wala naman yung nga yun, P600 to P700 lang ang tax ko, hindi pa kasama dun yunh SSS, PAGIBIG, at PhilHealth. Pero ngayon, nak ng tokwa, P1000 ang incentive ko, 1.5 k naman ang tax ko. Syet na malagket!

Kaya rin siguro malaki yung tax ko dahil Single ang Tax status ko. Eh kahit naman ba single eh dapat hindi naman ganun kalaki. Sana kung napapakinabangan ko yun, yung tipng monthly, narereceive ko siya as pension. Pero wala rin. Yung tax ko, ginagamit lang ng Team Unity panggastos sa kampanya nila. Naka ng pitong puting pating talaga...

I hate tax. I really really hate tax. Bwisit na tax. Bwisit na Gobyerno. Bwisit na payroll!

Friday, April 6, 2007

Addictus

Ayokong gumising ng maaga, lalo na kung may pasok ako. Wala akong balak. Dapat ang gising ko mga 1 om pa. PERO dahil sa fanatic ako, gumising ako ng 11 am kanina para kumain at maligo ng maaga. 1 pm kasi, rerun ng Hana Kimi sa CTS. At dahil hindi ko sya maabutan pag gabi na (8 pm kasi yung bagong epi, may replay ng 11:30 pm... schucks! Memorize ko na!), naisipan kong gumising ng maaga at magprepare ng maaga para maabutan ko yung rerun niya.

Hindi naman ako ganito. Dati, pag di ko naaabutan si Spongebob, ok lang sa kin. Pag di ko napapanood si Ginger Foutley, OK lang din. Pag di ko napapanood ang TGiS at Growing Up, ok pa rin... although naiiyak na ako nun dahil hindi ko napanood yung episode ng sabadong iyon.

Siguro addict lang ako ngayon sa Hana Kimi. Wala kasi akong magustuhang koreanovela o chinovela ngayon (haller??? Ju mong at Princess Hours? OK, sikta sila pero di ko sila type). Tsaka ang gwapo ni Wu Zun eh, bagay sila ni Ella Chen...

Haaay... grabe na ito, pati rin sa panaginip ko nagchichinese na ako... Bong chwai la? Chi dee di kong kwai la? A bu chi kik...

Thursday, April 5, 2007

Maudlin Thursday

Mahal na araw ngayon (Maundy Thursday to be exact), at wala akong ginawa ngayon kundi makinig ng senti na music. Senti, sad songs... you name it! Pinakamasayang kanta pa lang na naririnig ko ngayon eh yung "Zen Me Ban" ng S.H.E. Nakikiuso ba ako sa season ngayon, o eto talaga mood ko? Me thinks...

Di naman ako malungkot. Masaya pa nga ako kasi last tuesday eh nagkita na rin kami sa wakas ni Pie. OK naman ako... well, for the fact na di ko aabutan mamaya ang Hana Kimi at bukas ko pa mapapanood ang rerun, at sobrang miss ko na si Wu Zun, eh OK naman ako. Enjoy pa rin ang single life ko...

Pero bat nga ba ako nagpapakasenti ngayon? Siguro kasi, yung first 100 songs sa MP3 player ko eh senti. Kasi hinanap at dinownload ko yung mga sad songs na gusto ko. Kasi yun ang gusto ko dati. Kasi mahal na araw ngayon at di pwede ang mga kantang gaya ng "Itaktak mo" at "Boom Tarat".

At eto ako ngayon, inuulit ko na naman ang makabagbag-damdaming kantang "How do you heal a broken heart" ni Chris Walker. How do you heal a broken heart... hmmm... magandang topic para sa isang entry ko dito... pero pass muna ako dahil hindi ako broken hearted.

Parang kailan lang (haaay... eto na naman ako - sabi ng alter ego ko) may isang tao akong iniiyakan. Yung parang pag naririnig mo yung intro ng malungkot na kanta, o mabasa mo lang ang sad quote sa telepono mo, papatak na ang luha mo. Hindi ko namimiss yun. Mahirap nang magsayang ng luha sa taong hindi ka naman pinapahalagahan, at kilala.

Parang kailan lang, naging therapy ko ang mangolekta ng sad quotes, makinig ng sad songs, at magbasa ng sad stories. Noon, sabi ko pa sa sarili ko, hinding hindi ko ipapapanood sa anak ako ng Little Mermaid na version ni Disney. Kasi hindi lahat ng fairy tales, happy ending. Hindi lahat ng prinsipe at prinsesa ay nagkakatuluyan. May exception.

Parang kailan lang, dinadama ko ang story na binabasa ni Joe D' Mango sa Lovenotes. Pero ngayon, natatangahan ako sa mga nagsusulat sa kanya... Simple lang naman ang solusyon sa problema nila eh - LET GO...

Hindi na senti ang pinapakinggan ko ngayon, "Higher" ng Creed. Minumuni muni ko na lang ang alaala ko nung high school... hehehehe

Zen Me Ban

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Of Love and Men (from GirlTalk)

The Hard Lessons on Love and Men…
by Aileen Endaya Wink

1. A man won’t let go if he really loves you.

Do not hold on to someone who has let go of you. He does not love you and does not value having you. Believe me, he will not let go if he really loves you. There is another reason he is not willing to tell.

2. Do not look for reasons why he ended the relationship.

There is only one reason why he ended your relationship. He just does not love you. Do not waste your time thinking of reasons or what you should have done. Move on and be open to a man who will truly love you.

3. Do not get hang up on your past.

Do not nag or distrust your current boyfriend just because your ex hurt you. Do not treat him or the relationship the same way. Do not compare. He will not react the same way as your ex. Do not be worried that your simple mistakes will cause him to look for another girl. What happened with your ex was not your fault. It was not because you didn’t guard him enough or you didn’t make him happy enough.

4. Do not look into images.

How many times have you met a girl who didn’t have the best image in school or at the office, but you get to know the girl and found out she was actually extremely nice? Do not rely on images. Oftentimes, it is far from reality. Do not fear men just because your “supposedly” perfect ex-boyfriend mistreated you.

5. Always have your own set of rules.

Set your limits on how far you’d go for a guy. It’s perfectly ok to give and do everything as long as it’s worth it. And it’s worth it if the guy is treating you right.

6. Do not be scared to lose him.

Don’t be scared that he’ll break up with you. Once you are afraid of losing him, you easily can be taken advantage. Be strong and if something is unacceptable, do not accept it and speak up.

7. Avoid calling your guy.

It’s a guy thing. The relationship will definitely be better if it’s the guy who’s calling, not the girl. He will get tired of you if you keep on calling. He will lose interest and challenge. More so, he will get annoyed. But it’s a girl thing also that your fingers get too itchy until you dial his number. But avoid as much as possible. Call only if really needed (like checking if your suspicions are reasonable).

8. There is a guy who will value you.

There is a guy out there who can make you feel valued, appreciated, and loved. And I mean, not just during your first few weeks together. So don’t lose hope. Don’t settle for a lesbian if you are not attracted to women. There is a man out there who can love you like a girl can (*wink*).

Also, do not believe him when he says it’s just the way he really is. He’s not the sweet or expressive-type. Remember during your first few weeks together? Where has that sweet guy gone? He simply is not that into you anymore.

9. Always be the only one, no matter what.

Do not ever fall for a guy who has another girl, be it his wife, girlfriend, or any girl that he says he just can’t get rid of for whatever reason. If you truly believe that he loves you and for some reason, he can’t leave or let go of another girl, then you are no different from any ordinary mistress.

10. He must respect you.

No matter how long the relationship has been, he should always show respect towards you.

11. If he fooled you, end it.

Philandering once is enough. You can never trust nor respect the person again.

12. Never start a relationship the wrong way.

Do not steal another girl’s man, for whatever reason. Nor should you enter a relationship for the wrong reasons (loneliness, on the rebound, getting back at your ex, man-dependency, etc.) it is bound not to last. You will only end up wasting more years of your life.

13. Do not force yourself into a relationship.

Do not get into a relationship just because your friends are getting impatient with your dating escapades and the one hasn’t come yet. Do not choose who to say yes to based on superficial things like money, looks, cars, etc.. If you are even thinking of these things, you have not fallen in love yet.

14. Do not settle.

If you are not happy anymore with your relationship, break up instantly. He will not stay with you forever no matter how upright he might seem to be. Eventually, he will also want love and happiness in his life.

15. A relationship has to have love.

Love is the only thing that will push you to give your efforts into making the relationship work. And believe me, keeping a relationship requires genuine efforts of both parties.

16. Don’t be afraid to be single.

It’s fun to be single, try it. You can go out whenever and wherever you want. You are free. You can date whomever you want and you get to go out for free! Do not get a boyfriend just for the sake of having one. Do not settle.

17. Be a good girl.

Be a good girl to attract a good guy. Enter the relationship with sincere intentions. Take the guy and the relationship seriously with the plan of spending the rest of your life with that person (of course, this is after you had your bit of fun in your younger years). If you compare your flings from your real relationships, you will know that the latter makes you happier and more fulfilled.

18. Love without limits.

Whether you loved and gave everything or loved but held out for some things, if the relationship ends, you still get hurt. But if you gave your everything, you were happy and you could say that it was worth it. If you didn’t give your all, you get hurt for nothing.

19. You will get over him.

Love is over-stated. Love eventually ends and you are free to love another.

20. Be the one.

Act like you are the one. Don’t be a nagger. Don’t hinder his gimmicks. Don’t give in to him too easily. Make him treat you as important. Don’t be easy. Don’t be like every other girl he had in his life.