Goodbye to the XM Nation

Hindi ko namalayang isang taon na pala ang nakalipas mula nang magpaalam ako sa XM radio sa dati kong kumpanya. Hindi ko pinaghihinayangan at pinagsisihan na dito ako nilagay nina HR Jayme at HR Karen nung pumasok ako sa kumpanya nila, kahit pa asar ako dahil sana sa Virgin Blue o sa E-mail support ng Sunrocket na lang sana nila ako nilagay.

Dahil dito sa XM Nation, marami akong natutunan at naging karanasan. Mga aral na dapat ay pahalagahan ng bawat call center agent. Mga karanasang di malilimutan.

Una, ang mga customer na pinupuri ka ay manghihingi ng refund o ng credit. Dalawang beses ko na naencounter to. Yung isa, mabait talaga, yung isa nagsungit pa. Ang lesson: wag magpadala sa compliment.

Pangalawa, may mga "The Monsters" na epal pag sup call. Yung tipong pag nakadalang beses (o minsan once lang) ka nang nagpasup call, irate-iratean sya sayo. As in sa yo nila ibubuhos yung galit ng customer. Pag ganito ang nangyari, minsan iisipin mo sana naging punching bag ka lang o sana naging ipis ka na lang. Yung "The Monster" na yun ay itago natin sa code name na Prayle.

Pangatlo, dapat pahalagahan ang QA scores at attendance dahil baka ito ang magbigay sa yo ng limpak limpak na salapi. Dapat patulan din ang upselling para madami ang kita. Yun nga lang... KAMUSTASA NAMAN ANG TAX?????

Pangapat. Wag magreklamo kung may nabago sa shift. Hindi mo alam kung anong surprise ang magaganap sa yo... (haaayyy *twinkling eyes* I still remember that night with "Oh MyLabs" Coogie... haaayyyy)

Panglima, mabigat sa bulsa ang mag time off. Hanggat maari, mag time off lang before ka magoff.

Pang-anim, dapat matuto kang mag-antay sa promotion, at wag padalos dalos. Matutong mag-antay, kahit 10,000 light years ka nang pinagaantay ng HR dahil nasa pinakailalim ng lupa yung EPIF at Application mo. Be patient. Patience is a virtue. My Patience (Gollum style).

Pangpito, wag masyadong dependent sa "The Masters" dahil hindi mo alam kung kelan sila ililipat ng account. Gaya na lang ng nangyari kina Mami Carmi, Dadi Ryan at Papa Ivan. Masakit magpaalam sa taong tiningala mo (at minsa'y naging pantasya mo).

Pangwalo, masarap matulog sa sleeping quarters, lalo na pag 1 hour break. Bwisit lang pag masyading maraming tao. Minsan, kwentuhan na lang kayo ng teammates mo para makatulog, di nyo namalayan tapos na ang break (at overbreak na kayo). Magandang bonding session rin ang matulog kahit papano. Bwisit lang yung mga Joklang Vading na natutulog sa LADIES' SLEEPING QUARTERS. Take note. BADING SA SLEEPING QUARTERS NG MGA BABAE. Lech talaga...

Pang siyam. Mahirap makipagtalo sa QA. Baka bawiin pa yung 100% na score na binigay nya sa yo lalo na kung napansin mong mali yung spelling nya. Mahirap iganti ang tropa na inaway ng QA.

Pangwalo, pahalagahan ang bawat downtime. At least may sweldo kahit walang ginagawa. Pagnagalit sila sayo, paki mo ba?

Pangsampu, masarap mag multitasking. Yung tipong naglalaro ng online games habang nagcacalls. Good luck sa QA mo.

Panglabing isa, mahirap makipagusap sa customer kung ang katabi mo eh taga outbound na rinig hanggang North Pole ang boses. Mahirap rin maghanap ng station, kaya dapat may kontratahin kang agent na magsasave sayo (minsan kahit teammates na rin).

Panglabingdalawa. Mag OT, lalo na kung may prize. Baka manalo ka ng TV.

Marami pang aral yan kaso mag-iisip pa ako. Pero ito lang ang masasabi ko... "And for the latest on XM products and programs online, visit www.xmradio.com. Have a nice day, Goodnight!"

Just be yourself by S.H.E.

love this one!

Telepono

Alam kong darating ang panahong kailangan kong bumalik sa pinanggalingan ko. At alam ko ring darating ang panahon kung kailan kailangan kong magtelepono muli. At nangyari na nga iyon kanina...

Dahil kaninang 10:30, pinagcalls ako ng RTA. HUWAAATTT??? Oo. Kaya pala may urge akong dalhin ang foam ng headset ko, kaya pala nag-aral ako ng web tree ng phones. AH, kaya pala!

Sobrang ngarag yung unang call ko. Feeling A-bay baga. Nalito pa ako dun sa path ng sign-in kasi puro Auto Care. Auto Care. auto care. AuTo CaRe. Which makes me wonder, pano kung di talaga makasign in yung customer at di makaconnect sa internet? Kailangan i mano-mano yun di ba?

Medyo irate yung customer ko kanina nung inassist ko, eh kasi ilang araw o buwan na siyang di makasign in eh. Nagtroubleshoot ako ng konti tapos inescalate ko na. Tapos, tapos na. Ngarag. Yun lang. Ayoko nang ulitin kaso asa pa ako. For sure bukas ay tatawagan nila ako para magcalls ulit. Ang masaklap nun, tatatlo lang kami ngayon, queuing rin kami kasi nagmultisession ako. 12 PM pa dapat ako magchachat, sa awa ng Dyos, nagqueuing sina Ailene at Suzie. Yey, chat time uli!

Naway bukas hindi ako mag calls...

a very long weekend

• my weekend started last saturday. nag e-day ako para tumulong magprepare for tagaytay the next day. (unfortunately, na NCNS ako... haaayyy...) feeling ko, nagkamuscle ako sa pagtatadtad ng baboy for the sisig. akala namin ni ate jenny, mga 9 pm na kami natapos. sa awa ng Dyos, mga 6 pm tapos na yung sisig
• di na ako natulog nung saturday night. cable marathon ito! if i'm not mistaken, nanood ako nung atlantis sa disney channel tsaka the party planner sa discovery travel and leisure, tapos maurry tsaka jerry springer (na di ko natapos)
• sunday morning, umalis na kami. first stop, sa bahay ng tita ko sa lemery (manila). tapos, nagkape (ng marami) at inantay sina mommy.
  
• tumuloy na kami sa tagaytay... at may natutunan akong bagong word - pinyahan rice terraces
• lumamon at naglibot sa tagaytay
• natulog sa van
• nagaway yung tito ko at si ate jenny, natulog sa van
• umuwi
• bumili ng kung anek anek
• natulog ulit sa van
• umuwi ng bahay
• matutulog sana kaso... ganda nung chinese series sa cts at ctv tapos may concert pa ang SHE weeee!!!!
• natulog ng late
• natulog
• natulog
• natulog...
  

Dominique's Kiko

another fave episode of TGIS

Good night, Dominique

one of my favorite TGIS episodes...

should I stay or should i go?

Is it time to leave everything behind?

Last Wednesday, I got a call from IBM Daksh. They got my application from Jobstreet. They asked me if I'm still interested for the post, and I said yes. After that call, a lot of what-if's began to flood my thoughts. What if I passed? What if they asked me to start right away? What if they didn't put me in the chat/e-mail support account? What if they did put me in the chat/email support account?

I suddenly realized that I had everything that I wanted in this work. I realized that I'm not yet ready to leave NCO because of a lot of things (and if I mention it here, I would take some time to read it). I realized that I'm not yet ready to jump ship.

I also realized that the two people that I didn't want to see or interact with, is working there. The first one would be my cousin's wife (we're in good terms, but I'm just scared that I will lose my job if we work together), and the second one is Vappie the vampire slayer (because I don't know how to face him).

I'm still confused with what to do. My mom told me that if they will give me a higher starting salary, I should grab the opportunity. My best friend told me to check on the benefits. My colleagues told me that I should give it a try, then decide later if I really want to work there or not. I want to give it a try, but I'm scared...


P.S.

IBM Daksh called me again... could this be the sign?

What do you do when the only one
that can make you stop crying,
is the person who made you cry?

Somtimes we have to let go,
just to be sure that there is something
there worth holding on to.

pink butterfly

carpool

course

Your Scholastic Strength Is Deep Thinking

You aren't afraid to delve head first into a difficult subject, with mastery as your goal. You are talented at adapting, motivating others, managing resources, and analyzing risk. You should major in: Philosophy Music Theology Art History Foreign language

What Should You Major In?

career

Your Career Type: Conventional

You are orderly and good at following a set plan. Your talents lie in working with written records and numbers in a systematic, orderly way. You would make an excellent: Bank Teller - Bookkeeper - Court Clerk Mail Carrier - Post Office Clerk - Secretary Timekeeper - Title Examiner - Typist The worst career options for your are artistic careers, like comedian or dancer.

What's Your Ideal Career?

Love and Acceptance

It was a busy morning, approximately 8:15 am, when an elderly gentleman, in his 80’s, came in to have sutures (stitches) removed from his thumb. He stated that he was in a hurry for an appointment at 9:00am. I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would to able to see him.

I saw him looking at his watch and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound. On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, we began to engage in conversation. I asked him if he had another doctor’s appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I then inquired as to her health. He told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer’s Disease. As we talked, and I finished dressing his wound, I asked if she would be worried if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now. I was surprised, and asked him. “And you still go every morning, even though she doesn’t know who you are?” He smiled as he patted my hand and said, “She doesn’t know me, but I still know who she is.”

I had to hold back tears as he left, I had goose bumps on my arms, and thought, “That is the kind of love I want in my life.”

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

It's too late

How does it feel when after 10 long years of being friends, you’ll just realize that you’re falling in love with your best friend? Painful, isn’t it? But it’s much painful when you’ll realize that the feeling is mutual but it’s too late for both of you… that’s what happened to Jenny and Albert…

Jenny never expected that what she felt toward her best buddy Albert could ever be more than just brotherly love. They were together everyday, they have lunch together after their algebra class, have snacks together. They share secrets, but there was one thing that Albert didn’t know about Jenny… that Jen was falling in love with him. Jen kept it because she was afraid to take the risk of ruining their friendship. When she’s alone, she would just write a letter for Albert telling him how much she loves him then she would keep it inside her drawer.

Albert always asks for Jenny’s advice or what Jenny thinks about the girl he’s courting. Then Jenny would just reply with an aching heart.. “She’s pretty, you look good together.” She uttered those words with a smile, but a smile that doesn’t reach her eyes… she felt that her heart was cut by a sharp knife. Then Albert would then smile back at her and hold her arms.

One day, Albert came rushing to Jen’s house with a big smile. He told Jenny that he already has a girlfriend. Jen felt that all her dreams were shattered, her heart was broken into pieces… she wanted to cry out loud… to tell Albert that she’s loved him even when they were still young… but it’s no use… Albert loves somebody else… she came back to reality… she gave Albert a sweet smile and hugged him… wished him luck. Albert hugged her too, then invited her to celebrate with his new girl… but Jenny refused… she cannot afford to see her beloved Albert with another woman… it would hurt her terribly.. so she made an excuse, she said that she needed to go to the doctor for her monthly check up.

Then she left. She drove her car without knowing where to go… she was crying… the pain was so unbearable… she wanted to scream… Albert called her “princess” before… but that was before… everything would be different now… Albert has a new princess in his life… her eyes were full of tears and her mind was reeling with memories of the past ten years she shared with Albert… she didn’t notice the car coming towards her… then there was a big clash… then darkness….

When Jenny opened her eyes, she’s already standing in a corner inside a white room. She noticed Albert sitting beside a bed holding a piece of paper… Albert was crying… when she came close, she saw herself lying on the bed… breathless…. reality came to her… she’s dead… Albert couldn’t see her… when she looked at the paper, it was her letter for Albert… the one that she kept on her drawer! Then she heard Albert saying…

Jen… why didn’t you tell me what you really felt…? Why didn’t you tell me that you love me… I was just waiting for any sign from you… but you did not give any… i love you too Jen… since the time that i learned what love means, i already loved you… why did you leave me my princess….?”

Jenny wanted to comfort Albert… she came closer and hugged him but she couldn’t even touch him… her tears rolled down from her eyes… she wanted to ask God for another chance… another chance to live again… to be with his prince…… but it’s too late…

Only Time

Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others…… including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment.

When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help. Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, “Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?” Richness answered, “I’m sorry, but here is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you.” Then love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, “Vanity, help me please.” I can’t help you”, Vanity said, “You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat.”

Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, “Sadness, please let me go with you.” Sadness answered, “Love, I’m sorry, but, I just need to be alone now.” Then, Love saw Happiness. Love cried out, “Happiness, please take me with you.” But happiness was so overjoyed that he didn’t hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry.

Then, she heard a voice say, “Come Love, I will take you with me.” It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way. Love realized how much she owed the elder.

Love then found knowledge and asked, “Who was it that helped me?” “It was Time”, Knowledge answered. “But why did Time help me when no one else would?”, Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, “Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is.”

Forever kind of love

One of our favorite patients had been in and out of our small, rural hospital several times, and all of us on med-surg had grown quite attached to her and her husband.

In spite of terminal cancer and resulting pain, she never failed to give us a smile or a hug. Whenever her husband came to visit, she glowed. He was a nice man, very polite and as friendly as his wife. I had grown quite attached to them and was always glad to care for her.

I admired their expression of love. Daily, he brought her fresh flowers and a smile, then sat by her bed as they held hands and talked quietly. When the pain was too much and she cried or became confused, he hugged her gently in his arms and whispered until she rested. He spent every available moment at her bedside, giving her small sips of water and stroking her brow. Every night, before he left for home, he closed the door so they could spend time alone together. When he was gone, we’d find her sleeping peacefully with a smile on her lips.

On this night, however, things were different. As soon as I entered report, the day nurses informed us she had steadily taken a turn for the worse and
wouldn’t make it through the night. Although I was sad, I knew that this was for the best. At least my friend wouldn’t be in pain any longer. I left report and checked on her first. When I entered the room, she aroused and smiled weakly, but her breathing was labored and I could tell it wouldn’t be long..

Her husband sat beside her, smiling, too, and said, “My Love is finally going to get her reward.”

Tears came to my eyes, so I asked if they needed anything and left quickly. I offered care and comfort throughout the evening, and at about midnight she passed away with her husband still holding her hand. I consoled him and with tears running down his cheeks he said, “May I please be alone with her for awhile?” I hugged him and closed the door behind me.

I stood outside the room, blotting my tears and missing my friend and her smile. And I could feel the pain of her husband in my own heart. Suddenly from the room came the most beautiful male voice I have ever heard singing. It was almost haunting the way it floated through the halls. All of the other nurses stepped out into the hallways to listen as he sang “Beautiful Brown Eyes” at the top of his lungs.

When the tune faded, the door opened and he called to me. He looked me in the eyes then hugged me saying, “I sang that song to her every night from the first day we met. Normally I close the door and keep my voice down so as not to disturb the other patients. But I had to make sure she heard me tonight as she was on her way to heaven. She had to know that she will always be my forever love. Please apologize to anyone I bothered. I just don’t know how I will make it without her, but I will continue to sing to her every night. Do you think she will hear me?”

I nodded my head “yes,” unable to stop my tears. He hugged me again, kissed my cheek, and thanked me for being their nurse and friend. He thanked the other nurses, then turned and walked down the hall, his back hunched, whistling the song softly as he went.

As I watched him leave I prayed that I, too, would someday know that kind of forever love.

Crazy 4 U

Lunes ng madaling araw.

Late ako umuwi ng bahay kasi wala naman si mama. Dun sya natulog sa house ng tita ko sa Lemery (hindi Batangas... Lemery St. sa Manila). Pagbaba ko ng taxi, may matandang babae sa may basketball court na parang may sinisigawan. Pero wala namang tao sa basketball court. Narinig ko ang kanyang boses na sumisigaw ng "Syet... cherky cherky cherky... No! Stupid! cherky cherky cherky... No! Stupid!"

At nagulantang ako. Agad akong tumakbo sa tapat ng bahay namin. Tinawag ko si ate Leny na nasa BM at sinabing buksan ang gate. (isipin mong isang scene yan mula sa horror movie kung saan eh hinahabol ng aswang yung bida, ganun yung nangyari.). Kinapa ko yung susi sa bag ko pero wa epek. Buti na lang hindi nakalock yung gate kaya nakapasok agad ako.

Syempre, sino ba naman hindi matatakot dun sa matandang yun? Yung nanay ko na nagmagandang loob sa kanya (nagbigay ng pera kasi tom jones na daw), eh hinaharass di ba? Baka mamaya lechunin ako nun.. gosh... gusto ko pang makita yung araw na dadaratin si Wu Zun dito sa pilipinas at idate ako (so mataas naman masyado ang pangrap ko di ba)

Pagbaba ko ulit after 5 minutes para kunin yung inorder kong triple burger at mineral water, sa awa ng Dyos, sumisigaw pa rin yung matanda ng "Syet... cherky cherky cherky No! Stupid! Stupid No! cherky cherky cherky..." (repeatr 1000x till fade).

Cherky talaga...

Some people say the worst way to miss someone is
when they are right next to you and
you know you can't have them,
but it's worse when you thought
you didn't want them anymore
and then all of a sudden you realize
you can't live without them.

father's day angst

fathers' day ngayon. wala lang. mas excited pa ako sa mothers' day at sa birthday ng nanay ko kesa sa okasyong ito. bukod sa good friday (na hatest ko talaga kasi walang mapanood sa tv bukod sa 10 commandments), ayokong icelebrate and fathers day.

konti at ilan lang ang nakakaalam ng tunay kong pagkatao. kasi pag sinabi ko ang totoo tungkol sa kin, ang daming tanong na hindi ko masagot at ayokong sagutin. gaya na lang ng "nasan ang tatay mo?", "ano ang pakiramdam ng walang tatay?", "bakit ka walang tatay?", "gusto mo pa bang makilala ang tatay mo?" yung mga ganong klaseng tanong. kaya di mo ako masisisi kung nung bata pa lang ako, nagsisinungaling na ako sa tunay kong pagkatao. hindi sa kinahihiya ko yung sarili ko, pero may mga bagay na maski ako, hindi ko maintindihan.

minsan, nag-uusap kami ni pie kung paano pag wala na sila ni mark, kung pano nya eexplain kay bubu na wala na sila. sabi ko sa kanya, kung matatag siya, kaya niyang buhayin mag-isa si bubu gaya ng ginawa ng nanay ko. kaso, narealize ko, hindi lahat ng babae gaya ng nanay ko. hindi ganung klase si pie (na galing din sa broken family). mas gusto nya na maging buo ang pamilya nya kaya ganun. balik tayo sa kwento... sabay humirit si pie ng tungkol sa tatay ko...

sa totoo lang, ayokong pag-usapan yon. idiscuss na natin lahat, maski yung tungkol kay vappie the vampire slayer, wag lang yung subject na yon. kasi wala akong alam sa subject na yon. tatahimik na lang ako, pag yung topic na iyon ang inopen mo.

ewan ko kung bakit ko sinusulat tong entry na to. marahil, dito ko lang mailalabas yung saloobin ko tungkol sa celebration ng father's day. wala naman akong galit sa lahat ng tatay. bilib pa nga ako dun sa mga tatay na talagang pinaglalaban yung mga anak nila e, yung sa kin lang, wala talaga akong dahilan para icelebrate ito. patay na ang lolo ko, puro mga tito na lang at hindi pa ako ganun kaclose sa kanila. wala talaga...

Me and My Wild Imagination - Part 1

What does it feel like to be Paris Hilton for just one day?

Wait, hate ko pala si Paris Hilton. Siguro si Athina Onasis-Roussel na lang kaya? Or si Kris Aquino? Or si Ruffa Guttierez? Or si Gretchen Baretto? Or si Chynna Cojuangco? Or si Patty Laurel?

What does it feel like to be a celebrity? To be rich and famous? What does it feel like to be "the talk of the town"? Ano kaya pakiramdam ng hinahabol habol ka ng lahat?

Dati, naiisip ko, kung bibigyan ako ng 3 wishes, it would be power, wealth and beauty. It seems like to be really be famous, you need to have these things, and the rest will also come to you. Kung magiging invisible ako for one day, gusto kong masuri yung isang araw sa buhay ng mga sikat na celebrity. Malungkot ba, o masaya? Exciting ba or boring? Malaya ba ang pakiramdam, o nakakasakal?

Kung may opinion ang mga ordinaryong tao sa mga celebrities na nabanggit ko, may opnion rin kaya sila sa mga ordinaryong taong kagaya ko? May pakialam kaya sila sa mga nangyayari sa paligid nila? Ramdam ba nila ang global warming, o hindi dahil andun sila sa kwartong de-aircon, nakahiga sa kamang malambot at nagbabasa ng latest edition ng Vogue. Excited din kaya sila pag may nagpadala sa kanilang balikbayan box? Naranasan na rin kaya nilang magutom ng isang araw, o sinasadya talaga nilang huwag kumain para pumayat? Nagtatrabaho ba sila para magkapera, o dahil uber bored na sila sa malapalasyo nilang bahay?

Ang dami kong tanong sa utak. Feeling ko kasi, exciting ang buhay ng mga rich and famous. Oh well...

I wish I had the guts to walk away
and forget about what we had.
But, I can’t because I know you won't come after me,
and I guess that's what hurts the most.

Some people think that it's holding
on that makes one strong;
sometimes it's letting go.

No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You Cry

What happens when he's your prince charming,
but you're not his Cinderella?

How Can You Be Friends With Someone
If Everytime You Look At Them It Makes
You Want Them Even More?

WeeMee symbolism

• Halo - feeling-feelingan na anghel kahit sa apelido lang talaga anghel (at kahit minsan nagdidilang demonyo ako according sa best friend kong si Pie) feeling mabait na rin para masaya
  
• Teddy bear - hindi ako makatulog pag walang yakap
• Necktie - feeling professional
• jeans - ayokong naka formal attire eh
• violet na shoes - feel ko anf violet na shoes. bibili ako pagnakakita ako
• backgorund - Paris! (feeling KC Concepcion, kasi nga KC pangalan ko no!)
• phone booth - telebabad ito at dahil sa call center ako nagtatrabaho
  

i'm 48% hated by teachers

[] gotten a referral
[x ] gotten detention
[ ] gotten your cellphone taken away
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] chewed gum during class

TOTAL: 2

[x] gotten late to a class more than10 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times


[x] turned at least 5 projects late
[x] missed school cause you felt like it
[ ] skipped class at least 3 times

TOTAL: 4

[ ] got your mom/dad etc.get you out of school
[x] texted people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher cause he/she was funny

TOTAL: 8

[ ] pulled fown the fire alarm
[ ] went on myspace;xanga;etc on the
computer library -- (as if we have net
sa comp lab)

[] took pictures during class
[] listened to an iPod/cd player/mp3
during class.

TOTAL: 8

[ ] threw something at the teacher

[x] went outside the classroom without permission for important reasons
[x] broke the dress code
[x]ate food during class.

TOTAL: 11

[ ] gotten a call home
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved bad
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[ ] gotten a referral slip and ripped it up
[ ] uses passes from other days/or make fake pass
[] said a curse word during class loud enough so the teacher could hear. naman eh.

TOTAL: 12

add up your score and multiply it by 4

i wish forgetting my feelings for someone was as easy as digging a hole in the backyard, burying it there and leaving a cross over it to remind me how beautiful it once was. but it could never be like that. the truth is, forgetting this feelings is much like digging my very own grave and burying myself alive...

i was grateful for what he had done for me,

and i thought he should be grateful for what i had done for him.

i was used to seeing the world through his eyes.

well, that is what the world was like for me,

a reflection of him.

is that love?

or is it dependency?

shift bid

4x11 na shift... kakayanin ko kaya?

di pa magbabago yung sked ko next week. sayang, plano pa naman namin pumunta ng tagaytay pero oks lang kasi may seminar pala ako sa tuesday... yung non-fraternization echos...

ok na sana yun binid ko kaso may umapela... ibig sabihn, yung 9:30 am ko eh ang off eh magiging thurs fri sat (siguro) . ok na rin kasi makakagimik pa ako ng friday, pero kailangan kong matulog ng maaga ng sabado para pumasok the next day. di rin ako makakasimba.. haaayyy.... pero ok na yun ang importante eh may week end off ako at makakasama ko pa yung tropa ko... ok na siguro yun.

can't wait na magbago yung sked at makasama sa mga team meetings... haayy coco, gimikan na ito!!!

ano pa bang pwede kong gawin...
bukod sa
tingnan ka mula sa malayo?

Libis...

... magtataxi sa madaling araw
... baba ng cyberone building
... aakyat ng escalator (as in akyat, kasi di pa umaandar ang escalator ng madaling araw)
... magaantay ng elevator
... may mga makakasabay ng taga e-telecare at mabubuwisit kasi every floor humihinto ang elevator
... papasok sa pinto
... magahahanap ng team mates
... maghahanap ng gumaganang pc
... mag-aantay na maglog-out yung kasunod mo pc
... maglolog-in/log-out sa bakanteng nortel
... magcacalls (sunod sunod, walang acw... log out kung log out) with the standard opening spiel "wlecome to the XM radio. may name is kc how may i help you?"
... makikipag away sa customer
... makikipag away sa qa
... hihingi ng VTO (voluntary time off) sa rta
... bio break ever 3 calls
... maglologin ng exemptions sa log out tracker
... magrerefund
... magpapasup call
... naka not ready habang naglalaro ng spongebob
... makikipgkwentuhan sa katabi
... maglulunch
... mag-aantay ng uwian
... preshift (na post shift na) meeting
... maglalagay ng katarantaduhan sa log book
... maguupload ng chismax sa yahoo groups
... kasabay ang mga team mates, maglalakad mula cyberone hanggang labas ng eastwood city
... sasakay ng jeep papuntang cubao
... sasakay ulit ng jeep pauwing bahay
... minsan maglalakwatsa muna kasama ang mga friendships

nakakamiss rin pala magtrabaho sa libis... nakakamiss rin yung buhay namin nun, at nakakamiss rin ang charotz hehehehe

binibining sexy...

***ako ba ito??? nyahahahah!!


Pagbaba pa lang ng kombi tinitigan ko na
Tibok ng puso ko niyayanig ng lakad nya
Forty-six ang waist, fifty-eight ang bra
Three hundred fifty pounds na gumigiling sa kalsada

Tuwing sya'y ngumingiti hirap ang facial muscles nya
Kahit di ko nakikita love na love ko cheek bones nya
Tuwing syang nagdadabog, limilindol sa barangay
Pag sya'y tumatawa bilbil nya'y kumakaway

Binibining sexy (4x)

Eh ano ngayon kung mataba sya
Mas masarap daw magmahal ang babaeng lumba lumba
Eh ano ngayon kung mabigat sya
Imbis na tawaging baboy, porkchop, lechon baka, balyena
Since there's more of her, there's more to love (more to love)

Binibining sexy (type kita)
Binibining sexy (kahit matabang matabang mataba ka)
Binibining sexy (love kita)
Binibining sexy

Legs nya'y malatroso ang dating
Pamatay ng dalag pwedeng paddle sa hazing
Salwal nya'y pwedeng trapal pag may libing
Ano mang sabihin ng friends ko sa friendster
Sa skwela, sa bahay, pati na sa barangay
Wala na bang karapatang mainlove ang ubod ng taba (alright)

Binibining sexy (you may be fat)
Binibining sexy (but i love you like that)
Binibining sexy (don't say you look like a pig)
Binibining sexy (but i like my women really big)

Matabamatabamataba...

Salamat...

Salamat kasi tiningnan mo yung Friendster profile ko. Kahit man lang sa cyberspace ay napansin mo ang isang papapampam (papansin) na kagaya ko. Matagal na kitang gustong i-add, kaso natatakot ako kasi baka magalit ka. Sa totoo lang, matagal na kitang gustong makafriendster kaso di mo naman inaccept yung invitation ko, kaya kinansela ko lang yung invitation. Ginamit ko na lang yung friendster ng tropa ko (na friendships mo rin) para maadd kita.

Salamat kasi naging parte ka ng buhay ko. Marami akong natutunan tungkol sa pag-ibig nang dahil sa yo. Salamat kasi naging inspirasyon kita.

Sana, pag nagkita ulit tayo, pansinin mo pa rin ako. Sana hindi ka na galit sa kin... salamat...

earphones

feeling ko, ang malas ko sa earphones. simula nung nagka walkman ako, nakailang palit na ako ng earphones kasi wala pang isang linggo, nasisira na. either yung isang ear piece eh di gumagana, or may problema sa connector. ang pinakamatagal na earphone (or headphone) ko eh yung nasa computer ko, kaso, may tama na rin yung wire sa may ear piece (lumabas na yung wire mula dun sa insulator) tsaka di na rin siya masyadong gumagana.

eto naman yung problema ko sa earphone ng mp3 ko. may problema sa may connector kaya di gumagana yung isang piece. bad trip talaga... mapapabili na naman ako ng bagong earphones...

Random Thoughts Part 3

• ambush interview kay mommy gie... last day na nya sa wednesday tas si abikay malapit na rin... haaayyy amoretto...
• wala na akong maisip para sa susunod na chapter... pero pipilitin kong matapos yung story
• birthday ni coco tomorrow at may inuman sa kanila ngayon... sayang kasi di ako makakaattend dahil sa trabaho... happy birthday tol!
• haayyy nawa'y ibigay ni tita yung laptop nya sa kin...
  

Mabuhay Ka, O San Jose!!! Part 3

• bawal ang soft drinks at chichirya pero nakakabili ka nito sa waiting area, at minsan dun sa aleng nagtitinda ng juice
• nagpapasahan ng notes pag walang magawa
• kinukutkot mo yung brown paint sa upuan mo
• masarap ang buhay pag wala ang teacher
• common foods sa canteen: chicken strips, pancit, spaghetti, barbecue, lugaw, lugaw na may itlog, mango shake, iced tea, tocino, beef steak, malteesers (dati kinse lang siya), lollipop na lipstick, crunch (kinse rin ito dati), hershey's, non stop, lotsa pizza, popo at niko na chichirya
  
• either sa bookstore sa canteen ka bibili ng gamit or sa bookstore malapit sa college department
• bumibili ka ng garter sa sewing room para makapag 10-20
• memorized mo yung version ng st. jo ng panatang makabayan
• mass every first fridays
• ginagawang locker yung likod ng blackboard
• mag-aaply ka ng locker sa principal's office

isip pa ako...

Random Thoughts Part 2

• Tatlo na naman ang nalagas sa spAmoretto... yung dating 12 eh 9 na lang dahil nalagasan ng 3... sabagay, wala naman akong magagawa kasi desisyon yun... pero sayang kasi hindi na sila umabot sa anniversary namin... sayang talaga... pero ok lang, magkikita naman kami pag nagcelebrate kami ng 1st year anniversary namin.
  
• sa pagkakaalam ko, yung nesvita, tumutulong na mapabuti ang digestion, pero bat simula nung nag nesvita ako, hirap ako sa number 2?
  

Story - I will wait forever - chapter 22

I WILL WAIT FOREVER - CHAPTER 22 - Missing you

The hardest part of loving someone
is knowing when to let go,
and knowing when to say goodbye...

"So how do you find Paris, Macy?" Drew asked as he turned the stove on. Macy, who's still chopping the vegetables, looked at him. "It's a beautiful place! I wish I could go around Paris before the school starts..." she said. Daniel looked at her, and smiled. "Don't worry, we still have two more weeks before the school starts. Maybe we could show you around..."
"Yeah! It's a good idea!" Drew said. "I haven't gone to my favorite places since last semester. My schedule is sooo hectic!"

Macy got to know more about her flat mates as the talked. Even though they really don't have to get part-time jobs since their scholarship covered almost everything, she found out that the three are still taking part-time jobs "just to keep ourselves sane", as Drew puts it. Drew works as an intern in a fashion magazine, Cynthia works at the cinema as a ticket seller, and Daniel works as a waiter in a nearby cafe'.

"Actually, Daniel really didn't have to work because..." Drew paused as he saw Daniel looking sternly at him, and making a hand sign to keep quiet. "... because he's the super scholar!" he simply said. Macy got confused. "Super scholar?"
"Actually, my mom still sends me allowance although she knows I have work here." Daniel explained. "Oh, I see..."

As they were about to set the table, Cynthia got home. "I'm home!" she shouted as she entered the door. Drew rolled his eyes and put his hands on his waist. "You're late!" he said in a sarcastic tone. "I know, I know! I have to cover for the other girl because she's late..." Cynthia explained.

Cynthia put her things on the table, including her groceries. "Wow! Goodies!" Drew explained. "Yeah I know! That's the reason why I'm late, so don't complain!"
"Fine! Let me put this away..."

Daniel helped Drew with the groceries. "How's your sleep, Macy?" Cynthia asked. "It's OK..."
"Actually," they heard Drew said. "Daniel disturbed her..."
"Hey, I didn't!" Daniel said defensively. "It's OK..." Macy said. "I was having nightmares, and good thing Daniel woke me up..."

Daniel smiled. "Is that the reason why you were crying why you're sleeping?" he thought. Cynthia smiled at Macy, and put her arms around her. "It's OK, Macy. We're just teasing Danie." she explained. "Come one guys," Drew said. The three looked at him, as he put the food on the table. "Let's have dinner. I'm starving!"

====================================================================

Manila.

Ryan just finished his class. He was walking at the lobby, when he passed by Macy's locker. He stopped, as he stared at her locker. She still have her name on it, but there's no lock. He carefully opened the locker, hoping she left something inside, but the locker's empty. He was disappointed, so he just closed the locker. "She's really gone..." he thought. It has been three days after she left, and he felt his life has been hell. "It's all my fault..." he said to himself.

He felt a pat on his shoulder. He turned around, and he saw Justin. "Are you OK?" he asked. Ryan smiled at him. "Do you want me to lie?"
"Yes."
"I'm OK..."
"Good. I'm scared that my friend would commit suicide anytime soon..."

Ryan started to walk away from him. Justin followed him. "Man, it's a joke..."
"I'm not in a mood for any jokes, Justin..."
"But making your life a hell won't make Macy come back..."

Ryan stopped from walking, and faced Justin again. "I lost the girl I love. I was not able to stop her from leaving. I've treated her badly. I've hurt her, and no matter what I say, I know it won't ease the pain that she's going through... tell me if my life's a hell or not." he said. "Ryan, no matter how hard you try, you can never bring back those times and change everything..." Justin answered. "Both of you have to move on. She chose to leave so that she can forget the pain... you have to understand that, Ryan..."

Ryan lowered his head as he listened to Justin. "I know you miss him... we miss her as well, Ryan. She's my friend too. And I know, you're the one that's hurting the most. She needs time to heal her heart. One day she'll be back, and I know, when that time comes, she'll be ready to love you again..." Justin continued. "And if she does not?" Ryan asked. Justin smiles as he put his hand on his shoulder. "Then, you're not meant for each other, and you have to learn to let her go..."

===================================================================

Back in Paris.

It was almost midnight, and Macy can't sleep. She's at the front porch, staring at the stars. It has been her second night in Paris, and she's starting to be home sick. She's starting to worry about her mom, and her younger sister, Lia, and she's starting to miss her friends. Somehow, she felt that she's also starting to miss Ryan.

"Ryan..." she thought. The night that she saw Ryan and Meg together in bed, she felt like a part of her died. She was shattered. Ryan told her before that he wanted them to be together, but he decided to pursue his relationship with her cousin.

"The only girl that I want to spend my life with is you..." she remembered him say. "I never loved her... they're nothing compared to you..."

She could feel the tears starting to fall from her eyes again. She closed her eyes to stop it. "Stop crying, Macy..." she told herself. "He's not worth your tears..."

She decided to go to Paris to heal her heart. She knows that as long as she sees Ryan, she wouldn't forget him, and forgive him for hurting her. It was her last resort. She also knows that as long as she sees Ryan with other girls or her cousin, she'll be hurt. She have to move on, and no one can help her but herself. Moving on is simple, but what makes it difficult are the things that you leave behind. She have to leave the places and things that would constantly remind her of Ryan.

She knows it's going to be a tough one, but she have to be strong. She have to learn to love herself first, and then maybe someday, she might find another love...



To be continued...

some things are not meant to be kept forever...

you know you have to stop

and let go when things aren't going right,

and everything you have are abused...

it is wiser to be alone but happy,

than be with somebody who does nothing but to make you feel stupid...

always remember that

if a person loved you once,

even after a hundred years,

there will still be

some of that

love left...

no matter how much

that person denies it...

you need to feel

a bit deprived

at times,

a bit lonely

and in a way

incomplete.. .

cause if you have

everything here on earth

would you still look up to heaven?

Story - I will wait forever - chapter 21

I WILL WAIT FOREVER - CHAPTER 21 - A new life

sometimes we can't let go of hurt...
because it's a constant reminder of one great
love story we never expected to come to an end...

Paris, France.

"Bienvenue vers Paris, Mademoiselle Macy Perea" (Welcome to Paris, Ms. Macy Perea) she thought as she walked to the exit the airport.

Paris.

It was supposed to be the most romantic city in the world, but here she is, alone and trying to mend her broken heart.

After getting her bags, she went to the waiting area of the airport. From there, she was greeted by a woman. "Êtes-vous mme. Macy Perea ?" (Are you Ms. Macy Perea?) she said, smiling at her. "Oui." (Yes.)
"D'ailleurs, je suis Greta Sommereaux, d'University de Paris." (By the way, I'm Greta Sommereaux, from University of Paris.) The woman said. She helped Macy with her things, and they went inside a van. "Ainsi, comment votre vol, mme. était-il Perea ?" (So, how was your flight, Ms. Perea?) Greta asked.
"Il Est OK. Juste fatiguant..." (It's OK. Just a little tiring...)

After a few minutes, they have arrived to the apartment where she is going to stay. "Vous partagerez cet appartement avec trois étudiants philippins." (You'll be sharing this apartment with three Filipino students.) Greta said as they unload her things from the van. As they entered the apartment, they were greeted by a girl and a gay.

"Mademoiselle Macy, they will be your flat mates. This is Monsieur Andrew Chen, and Mademoiselle Cynthia Santos." Greta said. Macy simply smiled at them as she shook their hands. "By the way," Greta said. "Where is Monsieur Ferrer?"

Just then, a guy came down from the stairs. Macy looked up at him, and she suddenly remembered him. "That's the guy who gave me the handkerchief!" she thought. The guy smiled at her as he extended his hands to her. "Hi! I'm Daniel!" he said. "I'll be your flat mate..."

===================================================================

Greta gave her a short orientation of what she would expect at the University, and she told her about the house rules. After showing her room, she left. She'll be sharing a room with Cynthia. "You must be really tired after that flight." Cynthia said as she helped Macy unpack her things. "Yes..." she said.
"So what are you taking up?"
"Electronics and Communications Engineering..."

Cynthia smiled at her. "You must be really smart!" she said. "Not really..." she replied, as she smiled back at Cynthia. "I'm taking up Theater Arts. Drew is taking up Fashion Design, and Danie's taking up International Studies..." she said.
"I think... I saw Daniel before..."
"You should. He used to go at your school."

After they finished unpacking her things, Cynthia excused herself because she have to go to her part-time job. "Take a nap first. I know you're tired. I'll be back before 6 PM." she said as she left the room. As soon as she's alone, Macy decided to rest and take a nap.

===================================================================

She find herself inside Ryan's pad. "What am I doing here?" she thought. She walked towards his room, and from the door, she could hear a faint noise. She slowly opened the door, and she saw Meg and Ryan kissing. As she watched them kiss, tears began fall down from her eyes. She slowly closed the door and ran as fast as she could.

She didn't have an idea where she's going to. What she knows is that she want to get away from the place, and heal her heart. She was running through a dark lobby, until she bumped into a guy. She immediately got herself back, and stood up. "I'm sorry..." she said. The guy handed her the handkerchief. As she took the handkerchief, she saw the guy's initial in it. "I remember this..." she thought. She looked up and she saw Daniel smiling at her. "Trust me..." he said.

===================================================================

Daniel watched Macy as she sleeps. He noticed that tears didn't stop flowing from her eyes. "I wonder what she's dreaming about..." he thought. Ever since the day he saw her, she has been either crying or running away. "Are you running away from something, that's why you're here in Paris?" he thought. He gently wiped the tears in her eyes. He thought that whoever have caused her to cry just didn't appreciate her at all. He doesn't deserve Macy at all.

Macy slowly opened her eyes, and she saw Daniel by her side. She immediately sat up from her bed. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up..." Daniel said. He was a little worried because Macy might think that his intentions are not good. "No, it's OK..." she replied. "I was just wondering what would you like to have for dinner?"

Macy shrugged her shoulders. "I don't know..." she said. Daniel smiled at her and held her hand. "Come on..." he said. "Let's check what we could cook for dinner."

===================================================================

"Bonsoir, Macy! Bonsoir, Danie!" Drew said the moment he saw the two coming down from the stairs. "Bonsoir, Mademoiselle Drew..." Daniel said. The two sat down, as they watched Drew take out the food from the refrigerator. "I'm going to cook my ever famous recipe. Want to help?" Drew asked them. Daniel and Macy said yes , and they began to help Drew.



To be continued...

Story - I will wait forever - chapter 20

I WILL WAIT FOREVER – CHAPTER 20 – Goodbye


In every hello, there is goodbye, because we cannot hold someone forever in our arms…

Ryan rushed Macy at the nearest hospital. He was so scared that he’ll lose Macy. "Macy… please wake up…" he whispered to her as the ambulance rush her to the hospital. Once they reached the hospital’s emergency room, he called her mom, and told her about the accident. "Where’s my daughter?" Macy’s mom said the moment they saw Ryan. "She’s still inside. The doctors are attending to her, and they won’t let me in…" he explained.

Just then, the doctor came out. "You must be Ms. Macy Perea’s mother?" he asked. "Yes, I am."
"You’re daughter’s OK. We checked, and there’s no head or brain injury." The doctor said. Both Ryan and her mom were relieved when they heard it from the doctor. "But, she fainted… is that serious?" Ryan asked. The doctor smiled and shook his head. "That’s just normal, especially after bumping the head. She should be waking up after an hour."

==================================================================

The next day, Ryan visited Macy at the hospital. When he opened the door, he saw the nurse fixing her bed. "Nurse, where’s the girl who’s staying here?" he asked. The nurse looked up at him and smiled. "Oh, Ms. Macy Perea? The just went home. She said she’s fine, and she can rest at home." The nurse explained. Ryan said his thanks to the nurse, and went to Macy’s house.

Ryan went to her house, and her mom greeted him. "I’m sorry, Ryan, but she’s not feeling well. She have to rest first before…" her mom explained to him. Ryan was sad that he was not able to see Macy. Then, he remembered the bouquet of roses that he brought for her. "Please give this to her, ma’am, and please tell her to get well soon…" he said. He left after giving her mom the roses. What he didn’t know, Macy was watching him the whole time that her mom talked to him. She asked her mom that she can’t face him.

===================================================================

The following week.

Macy was able to go to school after the accident. She still avoids Ryan whenever he’s around. Ryan still tried to talk to her, but she always makes it look like she’s busy. Even her friend, Rica would avoid him.

One time, Ryan saw her by her locker as she was fixing her things. He got the courage to approach her. "Hi!" he said. Macy looked at him, and gave him a faint smile. She put her attention back to her locker. "Uhmmm I would like to say thanks for saving me last week…" he said. Macy did not looked back at him. "It’s my pleasure." She said. "Macy, can we talk?"
"We are talking."
"I mean… about us…"
"There’s nothing to talk about us."

He watched her as she put the things on her locker, and put it in a box. "Are you changing lockers?" he asked. "Yeah." She answered. After she finished putting her things on the box, she carried it and began to walk away from him. "Macy…" he called. Macy looked back at him. "I… I hope we could hang out… just like before…" he said. Macy just smiled and started to walk away from him.

====================================================================

Weeks have passed and it’s almost the end of the first semester. Ryan was worried because he hasn’t seen Macy around. He asked Justin about her, but he couldn’t give him a definite answer. "I wish I know where she is, but I really have no idea…" he would always say to him. His last resort is Rica. Even thought he doesn’t know she’s mad at him, he got the courage to talk to her.
He waited for her until her class was finished.

The moment Rica saw Ryan outside his classroom, she avoided him. Ryan ran after her. "Rica… please… I just want to talk to you!" he shouted. "No, sorry, I don’t talk to strangers!" she shouted back. "Rica, I’m you’re friend!" he shouted again. Rica faced him, and went to him. "Our friendship ended after Macy left." She said.

Rica blames Ryan for hurting her best friend. She’s also mad with Ryan because he’s the reason why Macy decided to go to France.

"I just want to know where she is…" he said in a low voice. "You want to know where she is? Why? Are you going to follow her?" she said in a loud voice. "Yes. I will follow her."

She could feel her body’s quivering because of her fury. "Stop hurting my friend." She said as she tried to stop her anger. "The reason why she’s not here is because of you…"
"Just let me know where she is…"
"Let her go, Ryan. I will not tell you where she is… she deserves to be happy." After saying that, Rica left him alone.

====================================================================
It was the day that she was supposed to fly to France. Since her flight is scheduled that evening, she decided to visit Ryan’s pad. She couldn’t get inside his pad, because the last time that she was here, she left her key.

"Hi! You must be Ryan’s girlfriend?" she heard a voice say. She turned around, and she saw his neighbor smiling at him. "By the way, I’m his neighbor. He said that if you came, I should give it to you…" she said as she hand her the key. Macy smiled at her. "Thanks…"

She opened the door to his pad, and went inside. She stared at his empty pad. There were a lot of good and bad things that they shared here. She would usually catch him kissing other girls, whenever she make a surprise visit. They would hang out to this place whenever they have time to waste. As she looked around, she remembered the first time that they met. She also remembered the day that he told him that she loves him, and that night when he told her that he also feels the same.

She opened the door to his bedroom, and the memory that lingers to her mind is the night that she saw her cousin and Ryan on his bed. Suddenly, she felt her eyes are wet again. "I love you Ryan…" she said to herself. "But my heart’s already tired of loving you…"

She held the silver angel pendant that Ryan gave her on her birthday. "This will be your guardian angel…" he said before. "If this is my guardian angel, then why didn’t it protected me from all the heartaches you gave me?" she said to herself.

She still love Ryan, but she’s tired of loving him, of waiting for him, of being hurt by him. She decided to go, because she knows it’s the only way that she can forget the hurt, and maybe someday, when he’s ready to love her, all the pain would be gone.

She took the pendant from her neck, and together with her letter, she placed it on his bed. "Goodbye, Ryan… I wish you happiness…"

===================================================================

Justin watched Ryan as he stared at Macy’s picture. He knows that his friend misses Macy a lot. Lately, Ryan’s not being himself. He knows that he’s always thinking of Macy. "Do you really love her?" he asked Ryan. He looked up at him and gave him a faint smile. "I do…" he said. "Have you talked to her yet?"
"I wasn’t able to find her…"

Silence.

"I made the biggest mistake of my life…" Ryan finally said. "I’ve hurt the girl I loved too many times… I told her she’s the one that I love, but she saw me in bed with her cousin…" he continued. Justin just listened to him. "I never loved Meg… I never loved the girls I dated before… it was always her… she’s the only girl I want to spend my life with…"
"Ryan, this is the moment that I’ve been afraid of…" Justin said. "She loves you, but one day, she will get tired because you chose to do your old ways instead of changing for her…"
"I know it, Justin. And I regret hurting her…"

Tears started to roll from his eyes. Justin’s hurt to see his friend hurting. He wanted to tell her where Macy is, but he remembered his promise. "Don’t tell him I’m leaving…" Macy told him. But he couldn’t bear to see his friend suffer, so he decided to tell him her plans.

"I have not been completely honest with you, Ryan…" he began. Ryan looked at him, and started to listen. "I know where she is all this time…"
"Tell me where she is, Justin. I’ll follow her…"

Justin took a deep breath before beginning what he’s about to say. "She’s leaving for France tonight. All the time the she’s not in school, she was in Baguio for her training. She took the scholarship grant in a French university…" he explained. "Why… why didn’t you tell me?"
"I promised her we won’t tell you… that’s the reason why Rica’s avoiding you…"

Ryan stood up from his chair. He was about to go, when Justin stopped him. "We think it’s for the best Ryan…"
"You don’t understand!" Ryan shouted at him. "I love her! You’re telling me to let go the girl that I’ve loved most!"

Ryan took his hand away, and ran. Justin called him again. "Ryan!" he said as he reach him. "Flight 206. 6:38 PM. You could still stop her."

===================================================================

Traffic caused Ryan not to be able to get to the airport on time. He went home, feeling so low. The girl that he loved most is gone, and it was all because of him. As he entered his room, he noticed the letter on his bed. "Was she here?" he thought. Beside the letter is the silver angel pendant that he gave her on her birthday. He took the pendant, and began to read the letter.

Dear Ryan,

Being with you for the past 2 years had been a roller coaster ride. It was fun, yet full of pain. Pain, because you always took me for granted. Pain, because I'm always on the sidelines. Pain, because no matter how much I loved you, you can never love me back.I try to hold back all the tears whenever I'm with you. But God knows, that I cry myself every night, hoping he'll hear my prayer - that someday, you'll realize my worth.I'm giving up something that I knew I never had from the start - your love. I'm letting go of all the good and bad memories that we both had. But most of all, I'm letting you go.I hope you will someday find the girl who will love you as much as I loved you, and I do hope that you will love her back...

Macy

Tears started to flow from his eyes as he read her letter. "She’s gone…" he said to himself. "The girl I love is gone…"

To be continued...

Story - I will wait forever - chapter 19

I WILL WAIT FOREVER – CHAPTER 19 – Fallen Angel


"All I ask is just a little honesty, though I know that you’re not coming back to me…"

Before midterms, the news broke out – Ryan Santillan and Meg Lorenzana are the hottest and newest couple of St. Joseph University. The supposed to be school project ended in bed, and since then, Meg would make sure that she’s always at Ryan’s side.

They were at Meg’s apartment, doing their school project, when Meg suddenly kissed him. Ryan tried to stop her. "Why, Ryan? Don’t you like me?" she said in a hurtful tone. "No, Meg… you’re pretty, and I know a lot of guys like you… but…"
"But what Ryan? Are you in love with someone else?"

Ryan wanted to tell Meg that she’s in love with her cousin, but before he could, Meg started kissing him. Being only a man, he was carried away. The long, passionate kiss ended up in bed, and the rest, they say is history.

Of course, Macy’s hurt about this, but she simply understood Ryan. She knows that he have to do his "because he’s the most popular guy in school." Knowing Ryan, she knew that his relationship with Meg would end soon, but that was what she thought. Their relationship lasted for two months. Justin was mad, because he thought Ryan would keep his word this time. He wanted to hurt him to defend Macy, but Macy stopped him. "I don’t want to ruin your friendship…" she said. "I did my best to patch things up between you two, I don’t want to be the reason why you’ll be strangers again…" she explained.

Macy wanted to talk to Ryan, but she never had a chance because Meg’s always by his side. Ryan also wanted to talk to her, but Meg would stop him. "What is it that you want from my cousin?" she asked every time he tell Meg that he have to talk to Macy. "I want to tell her something important…"
"Why don’t you tell it to me, and I’ll tell her?"

Deep in his heart, he knew that it’s still Macy that he loves. He tried to learn to love Meg, but she’s simply opposite Macy. Everything that she loved about Macy, he can’t see that with Meg. Macy’s understand, and Meg’s very jealous. Macy’s smart, but Meg is not. They would always fight about simple things. One time, they had a serious fight over his ex-girlfriend. They were not able to resolve it, and they broke up. The day after they broke up, Meg went abroad for a photo shoot. He was able to find a chance to talk to Macy.

He found Macy at the library. He took a seat beside her, as he watched her write her laboratory. "Macy…" he said in a low voice. Macy looked at him, and then continued writing. "Can we talk?" he asked. Macy didn’t respond. "My cousin might see us…" she said. "She’s not here…"
"But she might get mad at me…"
"We’ll just talk, Macy."
"About what?"
"About us…"

Macy looked up at him again. He could see her eyes are red and puffy from crying. "I didn’t mean to hurt you, Macy." He said. "I… I understand…" she could feel the tear were about to cascade from her eyes. Since the day she heard the news about him and her cousin, she would cry herself every night, until she could fall asleep. She would always dream about him, and when she wakes up, her eyes and pillow are already wet. "Macy, let me explain… please… I want to make it up to you." He continued.

They went to the chapel to talk. Good thing, there were no people around. "Meg and I broke up…" he started. Macy just looked at him as he talked. She was happy to hear about their break up, but she didn’t let it show. "I guess it’s really over this time…"
"Maybe you could still patch things up with her after she came back…"
"No, Macy… I don’t want to patch things up with her."

Ryan held her hand and looked her into her eyes. "Before we got together, there’s something that I’ve been meaning to tell you…" he said. "I love you, Macy. I wanted us to be together. Macy, I’m ready to tell the world that I love you… but Meg came into the picture, and…"
"And you started dating her." Macy said, finishing his statement. "It could’ve been any girl, Ryan. But why her? She was my favorite cousin…"
"I’m sorry Macy…"

Macy stared at the large cross on the wall of the altar. "Ever since we were kids, I envy Meg. She’s the prettiest among us, and their family is rich. She can get whatever she wants, while I have to work hard for it. And now, I still envy her because she got the man that I loved the most…" she said. He out his arms around her and hugged her. "Macy, you have my heart. From the start, you’ve always had it…"
"But you could never be proud of me… I accept now that we can never be together, Ryan…"
"Please don’t say that, Macy…" This time, Ryan’s already crying. "The only girl that I want to spend my life with is you. Only you, Macy. Please give me another chance…"

Macy looked up at him, as he wiped her tears. "Please say that you still love me, Macy…" he said. Macy nodded her head. "I do. I still do, Ryan Santillan…" He hugged her tight. This time he will be ready to tell the world that she’s the girl he loves, and he will never ever let her go.

==================================================================

Two days later.

They decided to have dinner together at his place. Ryan was busy preparing their food when suddenly, Meg came. "Hi, sweety!" she said the moment he opened the door. He was surprised when he saw Meg. "What are you doing here? We already broke up, remember?" he said. Meg entered his pad. "I know it was so unbecoming of me, but I missed you. Please give me another chance, please?" she said as she out her arms around her. He turned his eyes away from her. "I’m sorry, Meg. It’s over." He said. "Why? Is there someone else?" she asked. He looked her into her eyes before he answered. "Yes."

Meg was so mad, that he pushed him away from her. "No! You can’t do this to me, Ryan. I’m the one you love!" she shouted. He held her on her arms to stop her. "Meg, listen to me… I’ve loved her since the day I met her… She’s the one I want to spend my life with…"
"No! Ryan, I’m the one you love, not her! Please tell me that…"

Meg was already crying. Ryan didn’t answer her. "I’m sorry, Meg. I could’ve told you earlier… but…" Just then, Meg started kissing him. He stopped Meg, but she didn’t. Before he knew it, they were already in his room.

====================================================================

"I’m here!" Macy shouted as she opened the door to his pad. She turned the lights on, and placed the cake on the table. "Ryan? Ryan are you here?" she called. She went to the kitchen, and he saw the foods that he prepared. "He’s so sweet, he prepared my favorites…" she thought. She continued searching for Ryan.

She decided to go to his room. "Are you here?" she called again. There was no response from Ryan. She immediately opened the door, and what she saw shocked her. She saw Ryan and Meg lying side-by-side, naked. She felt her hands become numb, and she couldn’t think straight. She slowly closed the door, and the moment she did, she leaned on the wall, and slowly fell on the floor. The tears uncontrollably fell from her eyes. "How could you do this to me, Ryan… I thought you loved me?" her mind shouted. She lowered her head as she cried silently. "Why? Why do you have to do this to me?"

She stayed that way for several minutes. The moment that she was able to compose herself, she stood up and went to the table where she put the box of cake. She opened it. "Happy 18th month anniversary!" it says. She smudged the writing on the cake, and threw it. She left his pad with tears still streaming down her face. "It’s over Ryan…" she said. "Goodbye…"

===================================================================

He opened the door to his room to see Macy outside. She was not the same Macy – she cut her long hair, and she wore a short, formal dress. She looked prettier than before. He smiled at her. He ran to her and hugged her, but Macy remained stationary. "Macy! I missed you! I’m so happy you came back!" he said. He looked at her, to find sadness in her eyes. "Macy… is there something wrong?"

"I’m leaving, Ryan." She said bluntly, without any expression on her words. She was neither happy to see him, nor sad. He was stun. "Macy, please don’t leave… I love you…"
"I did love you, but it’s over. Someone’s there, waiting for me. I know he’ll take care of me… I know he’ll do things that you didn’t do… and most of all, I know that he loves only me…"
Ryan let go of her. She slowly walked outside his room, and he the only thing he can do is stare. "Macy!" he shouted. He ran outside his pad, and he saw Macy hugging a tall man. She looked at him lovingly, and she could see the happiness in her face. It’s a smile that he never saw when they were together. The guy and Macy looked back at him. "Goodbye, Ryan…" she said. Then, they walked away from him.

"Macy!" Ryan shouted. He opened his eyes, and he saw himself naked and alone in his room that morning. He remembered that Meg came. He was about to tell her about him and Macy, but she kissed him, and they ended in bed. "Macy…" he thought. He remembered that they were supposed to have dinner last night. He immediately put the blanket around him, and went outside his room. He saw a box of cake on the trash can. The greetings were smudged, but he can still read what it says. "Happy 18th month anniversary…" he read. "She was here!" He went back to the table and he saw the key that he gave her. "I blew it…" he said to himself. He was sorry that he got carried away with Meg’s kiss. He wished he just asked Meg to leave last night. "I have to find her… I have to explain everything to her…" he thought. He went back to his room to prepare, and to find Macy.

====================================================================
Justin and Rica were talking at the lobby when they saw Macy, walking as fast as she could. "Hey, Macy!" Rica called. Macy didn’t respond to her, but she kept on walking. "What’s wrong?" Justin asked Rica. She didn’t answer. Instead, she followed Macy.

Macy stopped in front of the bulletin board where the post about a scholarship in France is posted. She stared at it for a while, and then she took it from the bulletin board. The two saw what she did. "Macy!" Justin and Rica shouted. She still didn’t answer them. They followed her until she went to the Office of Academic Affairs. "What do you think she’s doing?" Justin asked again, still confused and worried about how Macy acted. "Let’s just wait for her to come out…"

Inside the office, Mr. Vicar greeted her. "What can I do for you, Ms. Perea?" he smiled at her. Macy put the posting on his table. "Send me to France." She demanded. Mr. Vicar leaned back and smiled at her. "I will. You will have to go to Baguio this coming week to..."
"I don’t care. Just send me to France next sem, Mr. Vicar. Send me anywhere…"

===================================================================


Justin and Rica waited until Macy got out of the office. "Macy…" Rica said. Macy looked at them, and gave them the news. "I’m going to France next month." She said directly. The two were surprised. "What?" Rica exclaimed. "Why are you making such hasty decisions?" Justin asked. Macy walked, as the two followed her. "It’s about time that I take that scholarship. There’s no use staying here at the university."
"Is this about Ryan?" Justin asked again. Macy stopped and faced them. She could already feel the tears about to fall on her face. Rica didn’t wait for her answer. Instead, she simply hugged her. Justin also hugged her, and she began to breakdown.

===================================================================

Ryan finally saw Macy. She was at the bus stop, waiting for the bus. "Macy!" he said. Macy saw him, and she decided to walk away from him. Ryan followed her until she was able to reach her. He held her arms, and called her. "Macy, please listen to me…" he said. "Let me go Ryan… I have to go…" she said. Ryan let go of her arms, and he watched him as she crossed the street. He still followed her, but he stopped in the middle of the street. "Macy please…" he shouted. Macy just ignored her. He knew how much he hurt Macy, and that whatever he does, she will never listen to him. He gave up, and decided to go at the opposite side if the road. Macy stood still as tears began to flow from her eyes again.

Then, she heard a loud honk from a bus. She turned back and she saw Ryan still standing at the middle of the street. "Ryan!" she shouted, but he couldn’t hear her. She threw her things and ran towards him. "This is the last time that I’m going to be your angel…" she thought as she run to save Ryan.

The bus is already a few inches away from Ryan. She pushed him until, they fell at the safe side of the road. Ryan was surprised, but when he saw the bus stop in front of his very eyes, he understood why Macy pushed him. Macy’s body was still over his, as she protected him. She looked down on him and smiled. "This is the… last time… I’ll be… your…angel" she said in a low voice. Ryan looked at her. Then, blood flowed out from his forehead, and she lost consciousness. "Macy!" he shouted. He tried to wake her up, but she didn’t open her eyes.



To be continued...

Story - I will wait forever - chapter 18

I WILL WAIT FOREVER – CHAPTER 18 - Nemesis



Ryan was lucky that his professor for his first class has not yet arrived. “He’s late, I’m not…” he said to himself. He greeted his classmates, and took the seat at the back. He took out the book from his bag, and read it.

“Excuse me,” he heard a girl say. “Is this the Natural Sciences class?” Ryan looked up, and he saw Meg. Ryan smiled at her. “Hey, Meg! Yeah, this is NatSci 101.” He said. Meg looked at him, and smiled. “Hey, Ryan! I never thought we’d meet again…” she said. She took the seat beside Ryan, and they chatted until their professor came in.

================================================================================

Since Meg is new in school, Ryan decided to tour her around the university after their classes ended. He was supposed to have a soccer practice that time, but their coach cancelled the practice because of an emergency. After their tour, they decided to eat at the cafeteria. “And this is the cafeteria, where most of the students hang out.” He said as they entered the cafeteria. “Ryan, thanks for helping me out,” she said as she held his hand. “I know my cousin’s really busy, so thanks for taking time to show me around the school…” she continued. “No problem. Since you’re Macy’s cousin, consider me as your friend as well.” He said.

They were about to eat when they saw Macy enter the cafeteria. Ryan quickly saw her, and called her to join them. “Hey, Macy! We’re here!” Ryan shouted. Macy waved at them, and immediately joined them. “I never thought I’ll see you guys here…” she said as she took her seat beside Ryan. “I though you have a practice this time?”
“Well, coach said he will just meet us tomorrow. He has an emergency that he need to attend to.”

After a while, Ryan accompanied Macy to buy her food. They left Meg alone at the table. “Why does she have to bother us?” she thought after they left. She has irritated when Ryan just talked to Macy, and he ignored her. “What does my nerdy cousin have that I don’t?” she thought. The two went back to their table as soon as they were able to buy food. Meg simply observed the two as they ate. Ryan would help Macy with her food, or wipe her face if there’s a sauce on her face. “Don’t tell me my cousin’s his girlfriend… they don’t look good together!” Meg thought. After they ate, Ryan said goodbye to the two girls and went to his class.

========================================================================================

Macy and Meg walked together to their next class. As they walked at the lobby, they talked about Ryan. “I heard Ryan’s a really popular guy here in school. Is that true?” Meg asked. “Yeah, he’s really popular because he’s part of the varsity team.” Macy answered. “Really? That’s cool! He should’ve been hanging out with the popular kids here in school… well, no offense to you…”

Macy shook her head and smiled at her cousin. “No… actually, we became close friends because I used to tutor him in calculus way back in first year.” She said. “Oh, that’s cool… does he have a girlfriend?” Meg asked again. Macy wanted to tell her cousin about his so-called relationship with Ryan, but she had second thoughts. “Should I tell her? But Ryan haven’t told me anything about us…” she thought. “I guess I’ll pass for now… I’ll explain to everything to her in the future…”
“Cuz?”
“Oh, I’m sorry… you were asking if Ryan have a girlfriend right now?”
Meg nodded her head. “Well, I didn’t see him hanging out with some girls this week, so it makes him single for this week… only.” She said. “Really? That’s great!” Meg, said, smiling from ear to ear. “I’m going to make him fall for me… I swear…” she thought.

Just then, a car stopped in front of them. A guy got out of the car, and walked towards Meg. It was his boyfriend. Meg introduced her cousin to her boyfriends, and after a small chat, she said goodbye to her cousin and went with her boyfriend.

========================================================================================

“Justin… I’m ready.” Ryan said. They were at the study hall that time, waiting for their next class. Justin, who was doing his assignment, looked at him with a confused expression on his face. “Ready for what?” he asked. “I’m ready to be good boyfriend to Macy…”
“Are you sure?”
“Yeah… why? Is there something wrong?”

Justin went back to write his assignment. “Man, don’t be like that…” Ryan said. “Well, I’m just tired of hearing you say that… and every time you do, you’re in the arms of another girl…” Justin said. Ryan lean backed and smiled at Justin. “You knew that I’m just doing that to impress my teammates… but this time, I’m really sure.” He said. “Every time I see her, I’m falling more in love with her…”

Justin just smiled without looking back at him. “I see.” He just said. Ryan was a little irritated, and slightly pushed Justin. “Hey! My assignment!”
“I’m serious, Justin!”
Justin looked up at Ryan. “I’m also serious, man. If you can’t stop being a playboy, then don’t tell Macy that you want to commit yourself to her. You’ll just end up hurting her. But if you can behave yourself, then go ahead and propose to her.” He said. “Thanks man…”
“But,” Justin continued. “if you start to hurt her again, I’ll punch you in the face. I’m not kidding.”

Ryan simply gave him a doubtful look. “Are you sure?” he asked. Justin smiled at him, and pats his shoulder. “I’m not kidding.”

======================================================================================

The next day, their professor gave their project for that semester. “I’ll be grouping you into 15 groups. So it means, there will be two or three persons in that group. You need to investigate and research on your subject, and report your findings in front of the class.” Their professor said. “I hope we’ll be partners…” Meg whispered to Ryan as they listened to their professor. The professor called out the names that will be partners for the project. The two eagerly listened for their names, until finally, they were called. “… and the last pair is Ms. Meg Lorenzana and Mr. Ryan Santillan. Get your subjects on the table.”

Meg was so happy that she was partnered to Ryan. “Fate is on my side…” she thought. “Now I can plan how to make you mine…” she said to herself as she stared at Ryan. Ryan stood up from his seat to get their subject for their project. He stared at the paper that was given to him as he went back to his seat. “So what’s our subject?” Meg said as soon as Ryan sat on his seat. “I don’t know what this is, but this seems hard…” he said. Meg took a look at the paper. “Hmmm… Different kinds of pollutants and ways to eliminate it? That’s not hard…”
“I know, but sir said we have to cover everything.”

Meg simply smiled at him. “Don’t worry,” she said as she hold his hand. “we can do this project…”

====================================================================================

That afternoon, Ryan took Macy home. “Thanks for the ride.” Macy said the moment he parked his car in front of their house. Ryan smiled at her. “Anything for my angel…”

She kissed him on the cheek before she opened the door, but then, Ryan held her hand. “Wait…” he said. Macy looked at him again and smiled. “Yes?”
“I forgot to give you something…”

He leaned back from his seat to get his gift for Macy – it was a bouquet of red roses. She gave it to Macy, who was still surprised about his gift. “For you…” he said, then he kissed her on the cheek. “Thanks Ryan.” She said. Ryan kissed her again and said “I love you, Macy…”

============================================================================

Ryan just finished their soccer practice, when he saw Meg waiting for him outside the field. The moment he saw Meg, he waved at her. Meg immediately ran to Ryan. “Hey, what are you doing here?” he asked. “I’m here to tell you about our project. We need to discuss about the details, and we have to start soon…” she said. “OK, I’ll meet you later at the study hall.
Before she left, Meg, winked at him, and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He was shocked. His teammates saw this, and started to come near him. They were surprised with what they saw. “Man, that’s Meg Lorenzana… the cover girl…” one of his teammates said. “Man, I can’t believe he kissed you…”
“Is she your girlfriend or something?”

Ryan simply smiled at his teammates. “I don’t know…” he said, still in awe. “Maybe she likes you?” another teammate suggested. His teammates agreed in unison. “Guys… we’re just partners in our project… and besides, she doesn’t know me long enough…” he said. “But it still seems that she’s interested in you. Why don’t you date her so that you’ll know if she likes you? Besides, you didn’t have a new girlfriend since the school started. You used to have a lot” his teammates agreed again in unison.

Ryan didn’t want to date Meg or any girls in particular. He just wanted to focus on Macy, and he wants to prove to her and their friends, Justin and Rica, that he can be faithful to her. “After all the hurt I’ve done to her…” he thought. His teammates still badgered him about dating Meg, and he decided to give in. “One last time…” he thought. “Fine…” he told his teammates. “I’ll ask her out.” His teammates cheered for him.


To be continued...

update

natapos ko na yung chapter 20 ng "I will wait forever" kaso dahil nagloko yung computer ko at nagkaron ng spyware, hindi ko siya naupload dito. Pero iuupload ko rin sya.

Sa lahat ng nagbabasa nung story ko, lalo na kina maya at coco, maraming salamat sa inyo. nawa'y magiwan kayo ng comment para masaya...

nung college:

1.ANO'NG STUDENT NUMBER MO?
- 2000108130... yes memorize ko pa!

2. ANO ANG FIRST CHOICE MO NA COURSE?
- Tie and Journalism at Comp Eng'g

3. SECOND CHOICE?
- Architecture (kahit di ako marunong magdrawing)

4. ANO COURSE MO NA NATAPOS?
- wala

5. NAG-SHIFT KA BA?
- binalak ko magshift ng IE

6. CHINITO/CHINITA KA BA?
- kasama ba ito?

7. NAKAPAG-DORM KA BA?
- yup

8. NAKA UNO KA BA?
- yup

9. NAGKA-3?
-madalas

10. LAGI KA BANG PUMAPASOK SA KLASE?
- hindi

11. MAY SCHOLARSHIP KA BA?
- scholar ako ng pari

12. ILANG UNITS NA ANG NAIPASA MO?
- basta may 14 units pa akong natitira at babalika sa october or january

13. NANGARAP KA BA NA MAG-CUM LAUDE?
- di naman, gusto ko lang higitan yung average nung imbentor ng moon buggy na 1.000000001 something

14. FAVE PROF
- maramba, zoleta, echevarria, yung prof ko sa integral calculus, si madriaga, mam lecy, tsaka yung prof ko sa circuits 2 lab at ECE563

15. WORST TEACHER:
- si mam jack, si et santos,

16. FAVE SUBJECT/S:
- c++ theory of computations (naks), software lec, circuits, compiler theory

17. WORST SUBJECT:
- physics, algebra, theory of computations

18. FAVE BUILDING:
- north building, west building na fourth floor

19. PABORITONG KAINAN:
- canteen, wall, eskinita labas

20. NUNG ESTUDYANTE KA PA MAGKANO BA
ANG BINABAYAD MO SA JEEP?
- 9 tas naging 14

21. LAGI KA BA SA LIBRARY?
- yup

22. NAGPUNTA KA BA SA CLINIC NUN ?
- yup

23. MAY CRUSH KA BA SA CAMPUS?
- naman!

24. ANU-ANO ANG MGA NAGING PE MO?
- aerobics, ballroom dancing, indoor games, volleyball

25. KAMUSTA NAMAN ANG BLOCK NYO?
- walang kwenta

26. MEMORIZE MO BA ANG ALMA MATER SONG
NIYO?
- HINDI!

27. MEMBER KA BA NG VARSITY TEAM?
- no!

28. NAKA-PERFECT KA NA BA NG EXAM?
- yes!!haha

29. DITO KA BA NATUTONG UMINOM NG BEER?
- hindi...

high school queries

1. Bakit ka nahuhuli sa pila bago mag- flag ceremony?
- pag nasiraan ang school bus or pag nalate ng gising

2. Anong fave mong bilhin sa canteen?
- barbecue, cake, spaghetti, mango shake, lechon kawali, tocino, beef steak, chicke strips...

3. Na-guidance/principal's/csde office ka na ba?
- yup

4. Sinong fave teacher mo doon?
- miss candelario

5. Sinong HATEST teacher mo nmn?
- yung nambatok saking english supervisor

6.San ka usually tumatambay? Why?
- sa room, kajammingan ang tropa... sa library, naghahanap ng inspirasyon sa palanca award-winning novel ko, sa waiting area, lumalamon

7. What's your most unforgettable
experience?
- marami... bequeathal, camping, graduation, intrams, songfest, shakespearean play

9. Varsity?
- sa patintero

10. Sinong una mong nakilala sa high school mo?
- mga kabatch ko nung grade 6

11. Sino-sino mga ka close mo nung HS?
- mga tropa ko, lil sis ko

12. Nami-miss mo na ba yong uniformnyo?
- yup

13. Ilang beses mo nang nawawala ung ID mo?
- once, muntikan na

14. Favorite teacher's quotable quote?
- in waiting one hopes, in hoping, one loves, in loving, one suffers against the world of uncertainties... from mrs. soriano

15. Most unforgettable person?
- si janice peralta?

16. Kelan sa tingin mo dadating ang yearbook?
- WALA! HINDI NA DADATING YUN! magrereunion na't lahat wala pa rin...

17. I-describe ang mukha mo sa grad
- maganda

18. Anong binibili mo sa labas tuwing uwian?
- pink sago ni manang banta

19. Nakakita ka na ba ng multo sa school?
- sa picture

21. Anong unang-una mong ginawa right after graduation?
- lumamon

22. Ano naman ang papel mo sa Intrams?
- pep squad, bench warmer sa basketball, patintero

23. Favorite Janitor/Janitress?
- manong ben?

24. Kung papalitan ang color ng uniform..
- ok na ang maroon kasi tatak na ng st jo yun... ayusin nila yung blouse para wala ng blousy

25. Nasa Friendster mo ba yung crush mo?
- hehehe

26. Did you ever regret going to your HS?
- nope

27. Kilala mo ba kung sino ang nag-post nito?
- abby

28. Sino sa batch niyo ang dapat isali sa STARSTRUCK?
- si SHERRIE RACHEL SANTOS

29. San ka na nag-aaral ngayon? Course? ngayon?
- nagtatrabaho na ako (maghanda ka na... Mapua...)

30. Sino ang favorite love team sa batch mo?
- sa tropa ko? coco and... m...

31. Anu ang best section mo?
- its a tie between st. cecilia and st. ma. goretti