很安靜
Hen An Jing
要說得多華麗
Yao shuo de duo hua li
才能說出最默契的默契
Cai neng shuo chu zui mo qi de mo qi
我在你身邊
Wo zai ni shen bian
呼吸都沉默
Hu xi dou chen mo
你卻懂我每個情緒
Ni que dong wo mei ge qing xu
這世界太熱鬧
Zhe shi jie tai re nao
怎麽傾聽
Zen me qing ting
一顆心呼喚另一顆的聲音
Yi ge xin hu huan ling yi ge de sheng yin
這世界再熱鬧
Zhe shi jie zai re nao
還好我們
Hai hao wo men
剛好在這裏剛好很安靜
Gang hao zai zhe li gang hao hen an jing
所有感受不用形容
Suo you gan shou bu yong xing rong
已經那麽懂
Yi jing na me dong
所有的感動是安靜的心動
Suo you de gan dong shi an jing de xin dong
這世界再熱鬧
Zhe shi jie zai re nao
也沒關係
Ye mei guan xi
================
很安靜
Very Quiet
Singer: Fahrenheit
Lyrics: Lan Xiao Xie
Composer: Tank
ENGLISH TRANSLATIONS by aiwa@FRHGloba1
(I hear a bit of Chun's & Aaron voice in the background singing the background vocals)
要說得多華麗 (Calvin & Jiro)
What more beautiful words can I say
才能說出最默契的默契 (Calvin & Jiro)
To express the most tacit understanding
我在你身邊 (Calvin & Jiro)
When I am beside you
呼吸都沉默 (Calvin & Jiro)
My breath becomes silent
你卻懂我每個情緒 (Calvin & Jiro)
Yet you know each of my emotions
這世界太熱鬧 (Jiro)
This world is too busy
怎麽傾聽 (Jiro)
How can it be heard
一顆心呼喚另一顆的聲音 (Jiro)
One heart calling out to another one's beat
這世界再熱鬧 (Aaron)
No matter how busy this world becomes
還好我們 (Aaron)
Luckily that we still
剛好在這裏剛好很安靜 (Aaron) (剛好很安靜 Aaron)
Are very quiet here
所有感受不用形容 (Jiro)
There's no need to express any of the feelings
已經那麽懂 (Jiro) (已經那麽懂 Aaron)
Already have such a great understanding
所有的感動是安靜的心動 (Jiro) (安靜的心動 Calvin)
All the feelings are silently kept in the heart
這世界再熱鬧 (Aaron)
No matter how busy this world becomes
也沒關係 (Aaron)
There's no need to worry
Monday, October 26, 2009
The Guy
I have come to realize that he’s just a guy.
A great one, maybe.
But he’s not mine.
And I don’t need to do things to make him love me.
Coz if he really wanted to,
he would.
A great one, maybe.
But he’s not mine.
And I don’t need to do things to make him love me.
Coz if he really wanted to,
he would.
Smile
i love making other people smile...
but sometimes it gets too tiring
that i just find myself looking for someone
who could make me smile too...
Friday, October 16, 2009
Pirate Boy!
14 Blades...
I'm not sure if my impression is correct that this movie's going to be an international release. I saw a trailer, and it's on English. Can anyone enlighten me?
Anyways, here are some pics of Chun from that movie:
Isn't pirate boy a cutie?
I'm not sure if my impression is correct that this movie's going to be an international release. I saw a trailer, and it's on English. Can anyone enlighten me?
Anyways, here are some pics of Chun from that movie:
Isn't pirate boy a cutie?
Saturday, October 10, 2009
for those who are wondering...
Ears are OK now... I hope...
Need some tests to be done...
And still need to see the doctor...
No more pain
;)
i might get a second opinion if it would ache again
Need some tests to be done...
And still need to see the doctor...
No more pain
;)
i might get a second opinion if it would ache again
Friday, October 9, 2009
BRING FRH IN THE PHILIPPINES CAMPAIGN
Calling Out All Filipino Fahrenheit Fans!
If your a fan of Calvin, Chun, Jiro, Yalun or Fahrenheit group
itself it's yourtime to make yourself heard!
Join the Bring Fahrenheit To Manila Campaign.
It's just easy!
Get a piece of paper and write the words
"Please Bring Fahrenheit To Manila"
and take a photo of yourself holding it.
If your a fan of just one member you
can add the specific degree.
Example: "Please Bring Fahrenheit (95 degrees) To Manila"
Just change the degree word to degree symbol.
Calvin Chen is at 77 degrees, Jiro Wang is at 95 degrees,
Wu Chun is at 59 degrees,and Aaron Yan is at 41 degrees
If you have any Fahrenheit Collectible (album, photobook, etc)
just choose the best one and you can hold it together
with the paper.
Send it to bringfrhtomanila@yahoo.com
Subject of email kindly indicate "Photo"
Attach your photo or link of your photo if it's
already uploaded online.
Make sure to add your name and age.
One photo per person.
Kindly do not duplicate the email.
You can send more than one photo in one email.
(If you want to help your friends submit
their photo you can use your email it's fine)
No specific size of the photo as long as
the words are clearly seen.
Take a close-up shot and make sure your face
is seen so that it will be a
valid entry.
Deadline: November 15, 2009.
All your photos while be compiled in one
video and will be sent to people
that can help us bring the boys.
Tell your friends and the more fans
the more chances of seeing them.
Be part of this campaign and show how
Fahrenheit Filipino Fans want to
see them here in Manila.
For questions you can send an email to
bringfrhtomanila@yahoo.com
Subject of email kindly indicate "Question"
Campaign started by: buttercupmm (
Head of Fahrenheit Family Philippines)
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
I'm scared...
I'm scared...
Because if there's one thing I fear most in life, is that I lose one of my important senses. I fear that I will become a useless person if I did. I don't want to be blind, nor deaf, nor mute. I would rather be numb for the rest of my life, or have the inability to smell. But I'm not ready to be blind, deaf or mute.
I need my eyes so that I can see my surroundings. I need my ears to hear the music and to listen better. I need my mouth so that I can communicate with other people. I guess all of us needs these parts of our body, but isn't it ironic that we tend to neglect these important parts? We abuse our eyes by staying all night in front of a TV or a computer. We abuse our ears by playing loud music on our mp3 players. We abuse our voice by shouting and by saying cuss words.
Why am I saying this?
It's because there is a possibility that I'm going to be deaf soon.
I have an ear infection in my left ear, and according to the doctor, it's already perforated. My right ear is swollen inside. The doctor told me that I should see a specialist so that my left ear can be saved. Then I asked her, is there a possibility that I'm going to be deaf? She said yes.
When she told me that, I was fighting the urge to cry. I am not a musician, but I am a person that appreciates music. I can't live with silence, that I know. There are sounds in this world that I love, which I know I won't be able to hear anymore when I become deaf.
I might not be able to hear his voice again.
I might not be able to hear my friend's laughter again.
I might not be able to hear her soft sobs again.
I might not be able to hear those familiar music.
These thoughts have been hunting me till I got to sleep early this morning. All possible things that will happen when I become deaf. I've been asking myself, what will happen to me? Will I be able to keep my job, despite my handicap? And most of all, my mom... I'm worried about her. I know I've been a burden for her for years, and it was only this time that I was able to make it up to her, and in the end she have to take care of me.
I'm scared...
I really am...
I know God has a purpose why He gave this kind of condition to me. And I'm yet to see why. I know He will never give me something that I would not be able to handle. Maybe this is just a test of my faith in Him.
--
Dear God,
I'm leaving everything up to You. You know what's the best for me.
--
I promise to be a better listener if I get through this...
Because if there's one thing I fear most in life, is that I lose one of my important senses. I fear that I will become a useless person if I did. I don't want to be blind, nor deaf, nor mute. I would rather be numb for the rest of my life, or have the inability to smell. But I'm not ready to be blind, deaf or mute.
I need my eyes so that I can see my surroundings. I need my ears to hear the music and to listen better. I need my mouth so that I can communicate with other people. I guess all of us needs these parts of our body, but isn't it ironic that we tend to neglect these important parts? We abuse our eyes by staying all night in front of a TV or a computer. We abuse our ears by playing loud music on our mp3 players. We abuse our voice by shouting and by saying cuss words.
Why am I saying this?
It's because there is a possibility that I'm going to be deaf soon.
I have an ear infection in my left ear, and according to the doctor, it's already perforated. My right ear is swollen inside. The doctor told me that I should see a specialist so that my left ear can be saved. Then I asked her, is there a possibility that I'm going to be deaf? She said yes.
When she told me that, I was fighting the urge to cry. I am not a musician, but I am a person that appreciates music. I can't live with silence, that I know. There are sounds in this world that I love, which I know I won't be able to hear anymore when I become deaf.
I might not be able to hear his voice again.
I might not be able to hear my friend's laughter again.
I might not be able to hear her soft sobs again.
I might not be able to hear those familiar music.
These thoughts have been hunting me till I got to sleep early this morning. All possible things that will happen when I become deaf. I've been asking myself, what will happen to me? Will I be able to keep my job, despite my handicap? And most of all, my mom... I'm worried about her. I know I've been a burden for her for years, and it was only this time that I was able to make it up to her, and in the end she have to take care of me.
I'm scared...
I really am...
I know God has a purpose why He gave this kind of condition to me. And I'm yet to see why. I know He will never give me something that I would not be able to handle. Maybe this is just a test of my faith in Him.
--
Dear God,
I'm leaving everything up to You. You know what's the best for me.
--
I promise to be a better listener if I get through this...
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Quarterlife Crisis Chronicles #34: let's do one crazy thing... one spontaneous, impromptu and crazy thing...
I don't know when this will end...
I don't know where will start...
I don't even know if I will survive...
March 25.
Set the date.
The adventure of a lifetime will begin...
I don't know where will start...
I don't even know if I will survive...
March 25.
Set the date.
The adventure of a lifetime will begin...
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
I feel bad for ToGetHer
Golden Bell Award nominees are out.
I only got to see the nominees for Best Actor, Best Actress, Best Drama Series, Best Supporting Actor, and Best Supporting Actress. Honestly, I'm kinda disappointed. OK, you all know I am a big ToGetHer fan, and now a big DongLin fan... but it's very frustrating to find out that Rainie Yang wasn't nominated. She had two dramas this year, and none of them were nominated in the above categories.
I have not posted my review for ToGetHer here, but for you who have watched it, you will agree to me that her role as Chen Mo Mo is one of the most touching characters you've ever seen, right? I mean, I was moved when she sacrificed herself for Mars, so that he can be popular again. I cried when Mars sang "Mo Mo" to her, and admitted to his audience that he love her with all that he have. I cried when Jia Sen realized that his angel could not love him as he love her.
Maybe for some, ToGetHer is just an idol drama, but you see, unlike other idol dramas, it has depth. It's story is unlike the stories of other idol dramas out there. And Chen Mo Mo for me is the best character ever!
So, you wouldn't blame me if I feel bad as well when Rainie Yang didn't get to be nominated for her two dramas.
I only got to see the nominees for Best Actor, Best Actress, Best Drama Series, Best Supporting Actor, and Best Supporting Actress. Honestly, I'm kinda disappointed. OK, you all know I am a big ToGetHer fan, and now a big DongLin fan... but it's very frustrating to find out that Rainie Yang wasn't nominated. She had two dramas this year, and none of them were nominated in the above categories.
I have not posted my review for ToGetHer here, but for you who have watched it, you will agree to me that her role as Chen Mo Mo is one of the most touching characters you've ever seen, right? I mean, I was moved when she sacrificed herself for Mars, so that he can be popular again. I cried when Mars sang "Mo Mo" to her, and admitted to his audience that he love her with all that he have. I cried when Jia Sen realized that his angel could not love him as he love her.
Maybe for some, ToGetHer is just an idol drama, but you see, unlike other idol dramas, it has depth. It's story is unlike the stories of other idol dramas out there. And Chen Mo Mo for me is the best character ever!
So, you wouldn't blame me if I feel bad as well when Rainie Yang didn't get to be nominated for her two dramas.
Friday, September 11, 2009
revsed edition ulit bago yung panibagong list
lets see kung ano ang nangyari at nagbago
- bumalik ng school
- mapromote - syempre paano mangyayari itetch ala na ako sa nco -> asa tier 2 na ako
- bumili ng dvd player - meron na
- movie marathon - ng? series marathon lang nga ginagawa ko eh
- maglaro sa ulan
- magkaron ng business
- magpapayat -> seryoso na talaga to
- live independently
- pumunta ng baguio -> nakapunta na
- maglakbay sa lugar na hindi pa masyadong napupuntahan ng mga tao
- mahanap si "the one"
- magsulat ng novel -> can you consider 99 paper cranes a novel?
- sumali sa deal or no deal o sa game knb? -> muntikan na sa 1 vs 100
- magkaron ng laptop -> meron na
- magkaron ng kotse
- maging pasaway
- mag-aral magdrive
- pumunta ng hongkong
- mag-ipon ng P50,000
- magpakulay ng buhok
- magpahinga sa bahay ng 10 araw - more than 10 days na!
- matutong magchinese -> may alam na akong konti lang
- sumakay sa space shuttle
- magkaron ng starbucks planner -> meron na
- magbakasyon sa davao, boracay or puerto galera
- matutong magdrums
- magkaron ng dream satellite -> oks na ako sa destiny cable
- magkaron ng credit card -> meron na
- magkaron ng sariling bahay
- makipag speed dating
- bumili ng dream toy ko nung bata ako
- sumama sa high school reunion
- tumambay kasama ang mga da vinci - tumambay kasama ang FRH family
- kumain ng fishball sa may wall
- mamasyal sa wow philippines
- magpicnic sa wall
- libutin yung buong wall
- sumulat kay joe d manggo
- pinturahan ng violet ang kwarto
- magretreat sa tagaytay
- magoff pag holidays -> nagawa ko na
- magkaron ng studio pic kasama ang tropa
- mag-aral magbake
- magbake ng cake at cookies
- umattend ng kasal
- magninang sa binyag
- maging mommy
- magshopping spree sa divisoria
- magkaron ng latest na gadgets
- maglaro ng maglaro
- magkaroon ng normal na buhay
- magkaroon ng 500 friends sa friendster
- magroadtrip
- baybayin ang magkabilang dulo ng edsa at c5
- sumulat ng letter para sa mga taong minamahal
- gumawa ng chain letter
- manalo sa palanca award
- bumili ng gown
- magtrabaho ng walang break - ha! always ito!
- magdrawing ng anime character
- tapusin lahat ng novel na naiisip ko
- magpasa ng script sa movie outfit
- maging extra sa movie
- gumawa ng short film
- tapusin ang diablo 1
- basahin lahat ng books ni danielle steel at dan brown
- maghiking sa bundok
- magstargazing
- magpahula sa quiapo
- makakuha ng dream job - i already did... but i really want to be a writer
- magpunta sa aming tribo
- makapagpublish ng book
- mahanap at makipagkamay kay bob ong
- magpunta ng disneyland
- sumakay ng barko
- magtagal sa isang kumpanya
- umiyak sa kakatawa
- magpaaral ng matalinong bata
- maggym
- magretire ng maaga
- bumili ng maraming magazines at books
- bumukod ng bahay
- magtulog maghapon
- sakyan lahat ng tren sa pilipinas
- magassemble ng computer
- gumawa ng malupit na web site or software
- tumulong sa kamag-anak
- tumaya sa lotto
- libutin ang buong makati
- pumunta sa sm south mall
- pumunta sa the fort -> nakapunta na
- gumimik
- manood ng concert
- manood ng shows ng mga stand-up comedians - done
- bumoto ng hindi kilalang kandidato
- magkaroon ng diploma
- libutin ang buong maynila
- bumili ng swimsuit - meron na?
- mag-aral maghigh heels
- matutong mag makeup
- wala na!
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Qi Xi Jie - The Night of Sevens
Qi Xi Jie - The Night of Sevens
Today is Qi Xi Jie - also knows at the magpie festival. This is being celebrated every seventh month of the seventh day in the lunar festival. Ancient beliefs told that on this day, the two forlorn lovers, Niu Lang, the cowherd and Zhi Nu, the weaver girl. I first heard of their story from Ariel Lin and Ocean Ou De Yang's song, Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu or "Lonely Northern Hemisphere" Here's Ariel Lin's MV of that song (which is the OST from her drama "Love Contract"). Coincidentally, her drama, "Love Contract", which also stars Mike He, is almost similar to Zhi Nu and Niu Lang's story. Please don't ask me what the story is, as I haven't watched it yet hehehe
And here's the translation of the lyrics
I use your “Good Morning” to accompany me during dinner time
Remember to deposit the yearnings into the piggy bank
I’m staring towards the sky of shining stars
I’m listening to cowherd telling the weaver girl to be brave
I’m not afraid that we’re both in opposing part of the earth
I’m watching your greetings and riding the magic carpet
Flying; you fly towards me with the speed of the light
You let me see that the Northern Star is accompanied by the Southern Cross
Lack of your arms as my pillows; I’m still not used to it
Your telescope cannot see; my loneliness here in the Northern Hemisphere
The tides of the Pacific Ocean are following the Earth circling back and forth
I will patiently wait until the day that you come ashore
Lack of your hugs as my heater; I’m still not used to it
The photos that I emailed to you didn’t show my loneliness here at Northern Hemisphere
It doesn’t matter how huge the world is, two true hearts will keep each other warm
I won’t be lazy at missing you
I’ll let you keep all of my dreams
As tradition, young single girls demontrate their domestic skills, especially in embroidering.
"A young cowherd named Niulang (Chinese: 牛郎; pinyin: niú láng; literally "[the] cowherd"), came across seven fairy sisters bathing in a lake. Encouraged by his mischievous companion the ox, he steals their clothes and waits to see what will happen. The fairy sisters elect the youngest and most beautiful sister Zhinü (simplified Chinese: 织女; traditional Chinese: 織女; pinyin: zhī nǚ; literally "[the] weaver girl", who represents the star Vega) to retrieve their clothing. She agrees to do so, but since Niulang has seen her naked, she must agree to his request for marriage. She proves to be a wonderful wife, and Niulang to be a good husband. They lived happily and had two children. But the Goddess of Heaven (in some versions Zhinü's mother) finds out that Zhinü, a fairy girl, has married a mere mortal human. She is furious and orders her to return to Heaven. (In another version, the Goddess forced the weaver fairy back to her former duty of weaving colorful clouds in the sky because she could not do her job while married to Niulang, a mortal.) Down on Earth, Niulang is very upset that his wife is gone. Suddenly, his cow begins to talk, telling him that if he kills him and puts on his hide, he will be able to go up to Heaven to find his wife. Crying bitterly, he killed the cow, put on the skin. Carrying his two children with him, he went off to Heaven to find Zhinü. The Goddess found out that he had come and was very angry. Taking out her hairpin, the Goddess scratched a wide river in the sky to separate the two lovers forever (thus forming the Milky Way, which separates Altair and Vega).
Another story tells the following:
Today is Qi Xi Jie - also knows at the magpie festival. This is being celebrated every seventh month of the seventh day in the lunar festival. Ancient beliefs told that on this day, the two forlorn lovers, Niu Lang, the cowherd and Zhi Nu, the weaver girl. I first heard of their story from Ariel Lin and Ocean Ou De Yang's song, Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu or "Lonely Northern Hemisphere" Here's Ariel Lin's MV of that song (which is the OST from her drama "Love Contract"). Coincidentally, her drama, "Love Contract", which also stars Mike He, is almost similar to Zhi Nu and Niu Lang's story. Please don't ask me what the story is, as I haven't watched it yet hehehe
And here's the translation of the lyrics
I use your “Good Morning” to accompany me during dinner time
Remember to deposit the yearnings into the piggy bank
I’m staring towards the sky of shining stars
I’m listening to cowherd telling the weaver girl to be brave
I’m not afraid that we’re both in opposing part of the earth
I’m watching your greetings and riding the magic carpet
Flying; you fly towards me with the speed of the light
You let me see that the Northern Star is accompanied by the Southern Cross
Lack of your arms as my pillows; I’m still not used to it
Your telescope cannot see; my loneliness here in the Northern Hemisphere
The tides of the Pacific Ocean are following the Earth circling back and forth
I will patiently wait until the day that you come ashore
Lack of your hugs as my heater; I’m still not used to it
The photos that I emailed to you didn’t show my loneliness here at Northern Hemisphere
It doesn’t matter how huge the world is, two true hearts will keep each other warm
I won’t be lazy at missing you
I’ll let you keep all of my dreams
As tradition, young single girls demontrate their domestic skills, especially in embroidering.
On Qi Xi, a festoon is placed in the yard and the single or newly married women in the household make an offering to Niulang and Zhinü consisting of fruit, flowers, tea, and facial powder (makeup). After finishing the offering, half of the facial powder is thrown on the roof and the other half divided among the young women. It is believed by doing this the women are bound in beauty with Zhinü.
Another tradition is for young girls to throw a sewing needle into a bowl full of water on the night of Qi Xi as a test of embroidery skills. If the needle floats on top of the water instead of sinking, it is believed to be an indication of the girl's being a skilled embroideress.
And yes, young girls can wish for a good husband. Hmmm... since I am young and single, maybe I can wish for a good husband myself, LOL!
And by the way, Qi Xi Jie is also called the Chinese Valentine's day. I'm not sure if girls can give chocolates to the guys they like on this day...
"A young cowherd named Niulang (Chinese: 牛郎; pinyin: niú láng; literally "[the] cowherd"), came across seven fairy sisters bathing in a lake. Encouraged by his mischievous companion the ox, he steals their clothes and waits to see what will happen. The fairy sisters elect the youngest and most beautiful sister Zhinü (simplified Chinese: 织女; traditional Chinese: 織女; pinyin: zhī nǚ; literally "[the] weaver girl", who represents the star Vega) to retrieve their clothing. She agrees to do so, but since Niulang has seen her naked, she must agree to his request for marriage. She proves to be a wonderful wife, and Niulang to be a good husband. They lived happily and had two children. But the Goddess of Heaven (in some versions Zhinü's mother) finds out that Zhinü, a fairy girl, has married a mere mortal human. She is furious and orders her to return to Heaven. (In another version, the Goddess forced the weaver fairy back to her former duty of weaving colorful clouds in the sky because she could not do her job while married to Niulang, a mortal.) Down on Earth, Niulang is very upset that his wife is gone. Suddenly, his cow begins to talk, telling him that if he kills him and puts on his hide, he will be able to go up to Heaven to find his wife. Crying bitterly, he killed the cow, put on the skin. Carrying his two children with him, he went off to Heaven to find Zhinü. The Goddess found out that he had come and was very angry. Taking out her hairpin, the Goddess scratched a wide river in the sky to separate the two lovers forever (thus forming the Milky Way, which separates Altair and Vega).
Zhinü must sit forever on one side of the river, sadly weaving on her loom, while Niulang watches her from afar and takes care of their two children (his flanking stars β and γ Aquilae or by their Chinese names Hè Gu 1 and Hè Gu 3).
But once a year all the magpies in the world would take pity on them and fly up into heaven to form a bridge (鵲橋, "the bridge of magpies", Que Qiao) over the star Deneb in the Cygnus constellation so the lovers may be together for a single night, which is the seventh night of the seventh moon.
It is said that if it rains on the night of Qi Xi, it is the tears of Niulang and Zhinü crying at the misery of their life because the magpies will not come on a night that rains."
Another story tells the following:
Long time ago, there was a poor cowherd, Niulang. His parents died and he lived with his elder brother and sister-in-law, who were both mean and treat Niulang badly. They kicked Niulang out of the house and left him old clothes and an old ox.
Niulang built a cottage at the foot of mountain and took good care of that old ox. One day the ox spoke to him and told that it used to be Taurus, a proud star in the night sky but was published due to his violation to law of the Heavenly Palace. The old ox told Niulang some goodness would come to the pond not far away from his cottage for having a bathe; Zhinu was among them, who is daughter of king in Heaven, the kind and the most beautiful; If he could take her clothes away, she would left and become his wife.
Niulang listened to the old ox, and went to the pond at appointed day. When the goddness came and took off their silk ropes then jumped into the water. Niulang found Zhinu's clothes and hide away. Other goddesses witnessed Niulang and dressed up quickly and flew away, only Zhinu left. He had adored her from the first moment he saw her. They looked into each other's eyes. The heavenly girl told the poor cowherd that she would be his wife.
The soon got married lived together in that cottage. Niulang worked hard to grow crops and Zhinv raised silkworms. They lived a simple but happy life, with a little boy and girl Zhinu give birth afterwards.
One day the old ox died and they preserve the its hide according to its words left. At the same time, the king and queen of the heaven found that Zhinu married a man and had babies. The queen flew down to earth with her solders and caught Zhinu away. Niulang came back home and found Zhinu not at home, only the children left. The babies cried and told him where Zhinu was going. Niulang remembered what the old ox told him and placed the twins in wicker baskets on a pole to carry on his shoulder, put on the magic hide, and flew up, up into the sky. The queen noticed that Niulang was following them, she became angry, with wave of her arm, and a raging torrent immediately appeared between her group and Niulang. He could not get past this wide swollen river. Heartbroken, Niulang and his children could only look and weep bitterly. The King in his Heavenly Palace was moved by the sound of their crying, and decided to allow Niulang and Zhinu to meet once a year on the seventh day of the seventh lunar month.
This sad love story was passed down from ancient times, with little magpies were seen on double seventh day, as most of them fly to Milky River to form a bridge for the annual meeting of Niulang and Zhinu.
In ancient times, the double seventh day was an important festival for young women and young girls. No matter poor or rich, they would put on their best clothes and place an incense burner in the courtyard and lay out some fruit as offerings. Then all the girls in the family would kowtow to Niulang and Zhinu and pray for ingenuity.
Anyway, whatever the story is, maybe by now, Zhi Nu and Niu Lang must have already met. Maybe they have crossed that bridge that the fairies or the magpies have created for them to be together for a short time. At least on this day, this star-crossed lover would find their happiness even for just one day. Theirs was a sad story, not to tragic as Romeo and Juliet or as Liang Shan Bo and Zhu Ying Tai. Nothing can be more sadder than knowin that you love each other, that you know in your heart that the two of you are meant to be, but circumstances and situations won't let you be together. Maybe one day, Zhi Nu and Niu Lang will be together, when the Jade Emperor realizes that their love is stronger than anyone else.
As my favorite tagalog quote goes, "Darating ang araw na magkakasama sila ulit, pag tama na ang mali at pwede na ang hindi."
I wish I could find my Niu Lang as well... well I just hope mine would have a happy ending... but anyways, there won't be happy ending if there won't be sad parts, right?
Saturday, August 22, 2009
The World Shuts Down
The World Shuts Down
By Tank
連你都會殘忍隔絕 我的心能要誰了解
Lian ni dou hui can ren ge jue Wo de xin neng yao shei liao jie
Even you cruelly isolated me, who will understand my heart?
眼中燭光搖晃著熄滅
Yan zhong zhu guang yao huang zhe xi mie
The candlelight is gradually going out in my eyes
為何把我推向邊緣 被砸壞了的一切
Wei he ba wo tui xiang bian yuan Bei za huai le de yi qie
Why did you push me towards the edge, everything that's been broken
卡住了我讓我無法往前
Ka zhu le wo rang wo wu fa wang qian
Blocked me so I couldn't move forward
囚禁在距離笑聲最遠的房間
Qiu jin zai qu li xiao sheng zui yuan de fang jian
Imprisoned in the room furthest away from the sound of laughter
單獨隔離 寂寞地盤旋
Dan du ge li Ji mo de pan xuan
Isolated in a spiral of loneliness
全世界都停了電 全世界都封了街
Quan shi jie dou ting le dian Quan shi jie dou feng le jie
The whole world's electricity has stopped The whole world has closed up its streets
我所有窗子外面 被貼上黑夜
Wo suo you chuang zi wai mian Bei tie shang hei ye
A black night has been stuck Outside all my windows
我吶喊思念 卻沒人聽見
Wo na han si nian Que mei ren ting jian
I cry yearning But no-one hears
絕望到極點剩的是疲倦
Jue wang dao ji dian shen de shi pi juan
Desperate to the extreme All that's left is tiredness
全世界都停了電 全世界白雪滿天
Quan shi jie dou ting le dian Quan shi jie bai xue man tian
The whole world's electricity has stopped The whole world's sky is full of white snow
才發覺在我心間 有回憶碎片
Cai fa jue zai wo xin jian You hui yi sui pian
Then I realise that my heart Has broken fragments of memories
一作夢翻身 就刺痛流血
Yi zuo meng fan shen Wo ci tong liu xue
When I dream and turn over I feel a stab of pain and bleed
我卷著身體縮成一個圈 像一個句點
Wo juan zhe shen ti suo cheng yi quan Xiang yi ge ju dian
I curl up into a circle Just like a full stop
By Tank
連你都會殘忍隔絕 我的心能要誰了解
Lian ni dou hui can ren ge jue Wo de xin neng yao shei liao jie
Even you cruelly isolated me, who will understand my heart?
眼中燭光搖晃著熄滅
Yan zhong zhu guang yao huang zhe xi mie
The candlelight is gradually going out in my eyes
為何把我推向邊緣 被砸壞了的一切
Wei he ba wo tui xiang bian yuan Bei za huai le de yi qie
Why did you push me towards the edge, everything that's been broken
卡住了我讓我無法往前
Ka zhu le wo rang wo wu fa wang qian
Blocked me so I couldn't move forward
囚禁在距離笑聲最遠的房間
Qiu jin zai qu li xiao sheng zui yuan de fang jian
Imprisoned in the room furthest away from the sound of laughter
單獨隔離 寂寞地盤旋
Dan du ge li Ji mo de pan xuan
Isolated in a spiral of loneliness
全世界都停了電 全世界都封了街
Quan shi jie dou ting le dian Quan shi jie dou feng le jie
The whole world's electricity has stopped The whole world has closed up its streets
我所有窗子外面 被貼上黑夜
Wo suo you chuang zi wai mian Bei tie shang hei ye
A black night has been stuck Outside all my windows
我吶喊思念 卻沒人聽見
Wo na han si nian Que mei ren ting jian
I cry yearning But no-one hears
絕望到極點剩的是疲倦
Jue wang dao ji dian shen de shi pi juan
Desperate to the extreme All that's left is tiredness
全世界都停了電 全世界白雪滿天
Quan shi jie dou ting le dian Quan shi jie bai xue man tian
The whole world's electricity has stopped The whole world's sky is full of white snow
才發覺在我心間 有回憶碎片
Cai fa jue zai wo xin jian You hui yi sui pian
Then I realise that my heart Has broken fragments of memories
一作夢翻身 就刺痛流血
Yi zuo meng fan shen Wo ci tong liu xue
When I dream and turn over I feel a stab of pain and bleed
我卷著身體縮成一個圈 像一個句點
Wo juan zhe shen ti suo cheng yi quan Xiang yi ge ju dian
I curl up into a circle Just like a full stop
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Quarterlife Crisis Chronicle #32 - Definitely
It's official
I will die...
fat,
a spinster
unloved
and still a virgin
...
...
...
...
shit!
I will die...
fat,
a spinster
unloved
and still a virgin
...
...
...
...
shit!
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
The One That Got Away
The One That Got Away
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal
In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with… and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way.
I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentially become deal breakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re
ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully, you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it
doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.
You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.
If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your
marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been”, but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.
But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not too late? Simple… find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?
Ask him out to coffee; ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is you “the one that got away.”
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”
“Everything happens for a reason…”
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal
In your life, you’ll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There’s the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you lost your virginity to, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you’re with… and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it’s that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn’t fall the right way.
I believe in the fact that ending up with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without even realizing it? When you’re not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn’t matter who you’re with, it just doesn’t work. Small problems become big; inconsequentially become deal breakers simply because you’re not ready and it shows. It’s not that you and the person you’re with are no good; it’s just that it’s not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you’re ready. You really are. And when this happens you’ll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it’ll work because you’re
ready. It’ll work because it’s the right time and you’ll make it work. And it’ll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you’re finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want and you’ve become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there’s no telling when this day will come. Hopefully, you’re single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it
doesn’t matter. All you know is that you’ve changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.
You’ll think about them because you’ll wonder, “What if they were here today?” You’ll wonder, “What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?” That’s what the one that got away is. The biggest “What if?” you’ll have in your life.
If you’re married, you’ll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you’re mature enough to realize that you’re already with the one you’re with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your
marriage when you get past it. Sure, you’ll think about him/her every so often, but it’s alright. It’s never nice to live with a “might have been”, but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who’s already married. In which case it’s the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you’re old and gray and reminiscing.
But if neither of that is the case, then it’s different. What do you do if it’s not too late? Simple… find him, find her. Because the very existence of a “one that got away” means that you’ll always wonder, what if you got that one?
Ask him out to coffee; ask her out to a movie, it doesn’t matter if you’ve dropped in from out of nowhere. You’d be surprised, you just might be “the one that got away” as well for the person who is you “the one that got away.”
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won’t make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it’ll just fall into place somehow and you know, I’m thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, “Hey you, you’re the one that almost got away.”
“Everything happens for a reason…”
Monday, August 10, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
the dance of life
There were two hearts who met in a dance. That moment was magical. There was a sweet
song playing, there was harmony and soon, love in the air. They fell in love and they started
building castles in their dreams and promised forever with all certainty. But somewhere in
the midst of the fun, they got lost in the dance, something went wrong but they can never do anything. They were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart. There were so many questions, but no one had an answer.
The music stopped and then there was silence.......
When we truly love someone, we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our
intention. But sometimes that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason. That
someone must have loved us but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he
truly felt.
Now we are faced with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting. We have burdened ourselves
long enough but we still can't get out of this emotional trap. Let us remember that the more
we try to forget someone we love.....the more painful letting go will become.
Sometimes we never had to take that person out of our hearts at all, for he will always be there
no matter how hard we try to drive him away. It isn't his presence that makes this difficult. It is
our stubbornness to accept destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible. We keep a cold
face but deep in our hearts, there is still that lingering hope for reconciliation . Somehow, we
still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts.
These thoughts give us hope but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair.
The only way to forget is to accept and the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the
footprints of the past be blown by the wind of time. Only then can our hearts find a partner in
the dance of life and hopefully never get lost again.
song playing, there was harmony and soon, love in the air. They fell in love and they started
building castles in their dreams and promised forever with all certainty. But somewhere in
the midst of the fun, they got lost in the dance, something went wrong but they can never do anything. They were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart. There were so many questions, but no one had an answer.
The music stopped and then there was silence.......
When we truly love someone, we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our
intention. But sometimes that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason. That
someone must have loved us but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he
truly felt.
Now we are faced with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting. We have burdened ourselves
long enough but we still can't get out of this emotional trap. Let us remember that the more
we try to forget someone we love.....the more painful letting go will become.
Sometimes we never had to take that person out of our hearts at all, for he will always be there
no matter how hard we try to drive him away. It isn't his presence that makes this difficult. It is
our stubbornness to accept destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible. We keep a cold
face but deep in our hearts, there is still that lingering hope for reconciliation . Somehow, we
still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts.
These thoughts give us hope but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair.
The only way to forget is to accept and the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the
footprints of the past be blown by the wind of time. Only then can our hearts find a partner in
the dance of life and hopefully never get lost again.
joe d mango story
Joe D'Mango's Love Story.
Of course you've heard of Joe D'Mango. He gives advice on love and
relationships on Wave 89.1 ( Philippines ) . Have you ever wondered what he
does when he has his own love problems? Does he give advice to himself?
Does he handle it very well?
Three fridays ago, our guru on relationships, Joe D'Mango, read a letter
to his wife on his popular radio program Love Notes. For the past 11
years, he had been giving advice to people who would write him letters
about their personal problems. To the surprise of his listeners that
Friday, instead of reading one of his usual letters, he read one that he
had written himself to his wife Bing. Joe felt that he had to tell his
listeners that even someone like him could go through a marital crisis, but
that he survived it. Here's how his letter goes:
In our 11 years of marriage it was just the two of us. I never had a close
circle of friends and she never had one either. Life for us was just "you
and me," day in and day out. We were literally sleeping beside each other
for 11 years. It came to a point that there was nothing more interesting to
talk about. I was aware I was doing that but I never did anything about it.
We were so close yet it seemed like we were so distant. Then came her new
circle of friends.
They recently had an elementary and high school reunion. Remember her
persistent suitor since elementary days? He was there. We already had four
daughters and the guy had four kids of his own. They exchanged phone
numbers. They started to text each other and this bothered me. A big part
of it was insecurity and other part was that she once denied that she was
texting the guy.
I felt bad because she started hiding things from me. Then the guy asked
her if they could meet for lunch. It became a source of tension between us.
I finally agreed, but before that, I told her that I felt that I was going
through the same pain again. I have seen so many stories like this. If you
told me the first part of the story, I would already know where it would
lead to.
Bing accused me of being a "know-it-all" person. But deep in my heart, I
knew where she was heading. Why would a married guy see a married girl
unless it was for business or professional reasons? Finally, even if it was
against my will, I drove her to the meeting place.
While I was waiting at the radio station, I wanted to call her but knew it
wasn't proper. So I just waited for her to tell me how their meeting went.
When she related to me what happened I felt that she was keeping the other
details. I was afraid to ask because I wasn't prepared to accept her
answers. I told her that it would be best if that was their last meeting.
She got mad and told me that I was starting to control her life.
The following day, I saw a small, torn piece of paper that had the words,
"lose you" in the trash can at home. I started picking up the pieces of
paper and putting them together. She had written: "Felt sad because I felt
that this will be our last meeting." "Wanted to hug you..." Before I could
figure out what the third one was, Bing was already at my back. She wanted
to get the torn pieces of paper back. She said it was private property. We
decided to talk.
By then, I was able to figure out the third line: "Not sure if afraid to
lose you." She had crossed it out and beside it, she had written, "Wanted
to cry."
That was what hit me. How could you lose something that's not even with you
yet? That was a confirmation that she was getting emotionally attached to
the guy. We fought because she didn't want to admit it. She said that what
she had written was all about friendship and not about love. For the first
time in our marriage she asked for freedom from me. For 11 years we were
always together, and now this.
She had discovered her own little world and wanted to explore it. I didn't
want to give it to her but finally I gave in. I told her that she could do
anything she wanted and not worry about how I would feel. In fact, I told
her that I was planning to leave her and kids for a while so we could give
each other the chance to be alone. We decided to give the new arrangement a
try.
The following day, Thursday, I went to work early and she texted me. I
never answered back. When I didn't respond, she called me. She said, "I'm
sorry. I love you and I miss you." For the first time in our mariage I
said, "I love you and I miss you too" with tears in my eyes.
I realized how much I loved her but I also knew how much she wanted her
freedom. When I arrived at the station I asked for a leave. My boss advised
me to think it over, but he said that he would allow me to go on leave.
After letting it all out I felt relieved. It was the first time in my life
that I asked for advice about our relationship.
While I was talking with my boss, a messenger arrived with 12 white roses
arranged in a basket. It came from Bing. Then a text message on my
cellphone came, "I know that no material things can ease the pain that
you're feeling right now, but these flowers signify my pure and sincere
intentions. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me."
Still, a question continued to bug me: "I'm giving you the freedom. Will
you choose to stay or go on?" I read the card, and it had the answer to my
question: "Dear Dad, I finally realized that I made a very big mistake in
choosing a new-found friendship at the expense of our long-time friendship.
Please forgive me. I wil always love you."
Bing called the guy and told him that she wanted to end the friendship.
He said that they could just text or call each other. Bing said that there
was no need.
We had dinner and talked up to 1 am. It was like getting married all over
again. We lost each other and found our way back. I do not want to go
through the same pain again.
Friday came and it was the first time in the history of Love Notes that I
couldn't do Love Notes. I scheduled a replay. When I was at the station at
9 am, I composed a letter to Bing. I was asking myself, should I read this
or do a replay? I chose to read the letter. It is not unusual to hear
people say "I love you because...," but this story has shown us that the
deeper and greater love is having to say "I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF..."
Of course you've heard of Joe D'Mango. He gives advice on love and
relationships on Wave 89.1 ( Philippines ) . Have you ever wondered what he
does when he has his own love problems? Does he give advice to himself?
Does he handle it very well?
Three fridays ago, our guru on relationships, Joe D'Mango, read a letter
to his wife on his popular radio program Love Notes. For the past 11
years, he had been giving advice to people who would write him letters
about their personal problems. To the surprise of his listeners that
Friday, instead of reading one of his usual letters, he read one that he
had written himself to his wife Bing. Joe felt that he had to tell his
listeners that even someone like him could go through a marital crisis, but
that he survived it. Here's how his letter goes:
In our 11 years of marriage it was just the two of us. I never had a close
circle of friends and she never had one either. Life for us was just "you
and me," day in and day out. We were literally sleeping beside each other
for 11 years. It came to a point that there was nothing more interesting to
talk about. I was aware I was doing that but I never did anything about it.
We were so close yet it seemed like we were so distant. Then came her new
circle of friends.
They recently had an elementary and high school reunion. Remember her
persistent suitor since elementary days? He was there. We already had four
daughters and the guy had four kids of his own. They exchanged phone
numbers. They started to text each other and this bothered me. A big part
of it was insecurity and other part was that she once denied that she was
texting the guy.
I felt bad because she started hiding things from me. Then the guy asked
her if they could meet for lunch. It became a source of tension between us.
I finally agreed, but before that, I told her that I felt that I was going
through the same pain again. I have seen so many stories like this. If you
told me the first part of the story, I would already know where it would
lead to.
Bing accused me of being a "know-it-all" person. But deep in my heart, I
knew where she was heading. Why would a married guy see a married girl
unless it was for business or professional reasons? Finally, even if it was
against my will, I drove her to the meeting place.
While I was waiting at the radio station, I wanted to call her but knew it
wasn't proper. So I just waited for her to tell me how their meeting went.
When she related to me what happened I felt that she was keeping the other
details. I was afraid to ask because I wasn't prepared to accept her
answers. I told her that it would be best if that was their last meeting.
She got mad and told me that I was starting to control her life.
The following day, I saw a small, torn piece of paper that had the words,
"lose you" in the trash can at home. I started picking up the pieces of
paper and putting them together. She had written: "Felt sad because I felt
that this will be our last meeting." "Wanted to hug you..." Before I could
figure out what the third one was, Bing was already at my back. She wanted
to get the torn pieces of paper back. She said it was private property. We
decided to talk.
By then, I was able to figure out the third line: "Not sure if afraid to
lose you." She had crossed it out and beside it, she had written, "Wanted
to cry."
That was what hit me. How could you lose something that's not even with you
yet? That was a confirmation that she was getting emotionally attached to
the guy. We fought because she didn't want to admit it. She said that what
she had written was all about friendship and not about love. For the first
time in our marriage she asked for freedom from me. For 11 years we were
always together, and now this.
She had discovered her own little world and wanted to explore it. I didn't
want to give it to her but finally I gave in. I told her that she could do
anything she wanted and not worry about how I would feel. In fact, I told
her that I was planning to leave her and kids for a while so we could give
each other the chance to be alone. We decided to give the new arrangement a
try.
The following day, Thursday, I went to work early and she texted me. I
never answered back. When I didn't respond, she called me. She said, "I'm
sorry. I love you and I miss you." For the first time in our mariage I
said, "I love you and I miss you too" with tears in my eyes.
I realized how much I loved her but I also knew how much she wanted her
freedom. When I arrived at the station I asked for a leave. My boss advised
me to think it over, but he said that he would allow me to go on leave.
After letting it all out I felt relieved. It was the first time in my life
that I asked for advice about our relationship.
While I was talking with my boss, a messenger arrived with 12 white roses
arranged in a basket. It came from Bing. Then a text message on my
cellphone came, "I know that no material things can ease the pain that
you're feeling right now, but these flowers signify my pure and sincere
intentions. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me."
Still, a question continued to bug me: "I'm giving you the freedom. Will
you choose to stay or go on?" I read the card, and it had the answer to my
question: "Dear Dad, I finally realized that I made a very big mistake in
choosing a new-found friendship at the expense of our long-time friendship.
Please forgive me. I wil always love you."
Bing called the guy and told him that she wanted to end the friendship.
He said that they could just text or call each other. Bing said that there
was no need.
We had dinner and talked up to 1 am. It was like getting married all over
again. We lost each other and found our way back. I do not want to go
through the same pain again.
Friday came and it was the first time in the history of Love Notes that I
couldn't do Love Notes. I scheduled a replay. When I was at the station at
9 am, I composed a letter to Bing. I was asking myself, should I read this
or do a replay? I chose to read the letter. It is not unusual to hear
people say "I love you because...," but this story has shown us that the
deeper and greater love is having to say "I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF..."
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
shit... ayoko talaga ng ganitong feeling...
shit...
di na ako makapgtrabaho...
feeling ko napapranoid na ako. ako ba ang dahilan? ako ba ang dahilan bat nagkakaganyan ka? sana ako na lang... sana ako na lang para may dahilan ako para maging masaya. sana ako na lang nga para tumatak sa isip ko na may halaga ako sa yo...
sana nga ako na lang...
di na ako makapgtrabaho...
feeling ko napapranoid na ako. ako ba ang dahilan? ako ba ang dahilan bat nagkakaganyan ka? sana ako na lang... sana ako na lang para may dahilan ako para maging masaya. sana ako na lang nga para tumatak sa isip ko na may halaga ako sa yo...
sana nga ako na lang...
bakit? sabihin mo sa kin, bakit?
May 26, 2009
Nagleave ako ng message sa yo. In English. Sa ayaw kong mag chinese eh, malay ko ba kung maiintindihan mo yung chinese ko? tapos, sabi ni mei mei nag log in ka, eh amputsa kakaleave ko lang ng message sa yo...
bigla kang na english...
tapos may english na lahat ng posts mo...
BAKIT???
iniisip ko ginagaya mo lang si kuya, pero hindi rin eh
the last time na nakita kitang ganyan, sa wretch blog mo pa...
Bakit ka biglang nagenglish???
Nagleave ako ng message sa yo. In English. Sa ayaw kong mag chinese eh, malay ko ba kung maiintindihan mo yung chinese ko? tapos, sabi ni mei mei nag log in ka, eh amputsa kakaleave ko lang ng message sa yo...
bigla kang na english...
tapos may english na lahat ng posts mo...
BAKIT???
iniisip ko ginagaya mo lang si kuya, pero hindi rin eh
the last time na nakita kitang ganyan, sa wretch blog mo pa...
Bakit ka biglang nagenglish???
Thursday, July 16, 2009
paquiz lang hehehehehe
a) ano ang english name ni lin lai sui?
b) mv ng anong kanta sa anong drama series ang inispoof sa ISWAK? (dalawa ang sagot dito)
c) ano ang tunay na dahilan ng pagkagiba ng bahay nina xiang qin?
d) sinong actor yung nagdub kay chun sa tokyo juliet
e) sang drama series bida yung actor sa question d?
f) ano ang pangalan ng house na pinuntahan ni mei-chan at mame shiba?
g) sa reaching for the stars, ano ang english name (yung tunay na pangalan nya) ng kababata ni lei lei sa reaching for the stars? (clue: english name na binigay ng qtv sa kababata nya, hindi yung ginamit nyang name nung nagpakilala sya)
h) ano ang binake ni riiko sa absolute boyfriend special kapalit nung dapat na ibebake nya sa presentation nila?
i) kelan ang birthday ni jin xiu yi? (hindi yung actor na gumanap na jin xiu yi... si jin xiu yi mismo)
j) ano ang title ng movie/series na finifilm ni danson ngayon?
post nyo lang dito yung mga sagot nyo. first person to answer correctly all of the above questions, may prize sa kin sa eb
Friday, July 3, 2009
what's with today?
alam ko bday ng mama ko... pero bat parang may something sa araw na ito? gaya nung nakalimutan ko yung id ko sa bangko. nasa kamuning na ako nung naalala ko sya. pagbaba ko ng jeep saka naman may dalawa - I REPEAT - dalawang fermina express na aircon na bus. at dahil kailangan ko yung id ko dahil 1) nakasabit yung susi ng pedestal ko dun 2) nakasabit yung susi ng kensington lock ko dun 3) wala akong ibang id na dala bukod sa maxicare ko at di ako makakapasok ng rcbc plaza - eh no choice ako kundi balikan yung id ko. buti na lang talaga bukas pa yung bangko
pero bago yun, nawawala naman yung sss id ko. amputch. kung kelan naman maglilipat ng bahay, ang daming nawawala. so hinanap ko pa yun. tapos on the way to work, nagtext si gerald na di sya makakapasok. eh medyo nagcocontemplate ako na wag na pumasok dahil uber late na ako at di pa ako nakakapag impake. tapos sinabi ng nanay ko sa sunday na lang daw kami lilipat.
sounds familiar? parang nangyari na "http://weepingangel25.multiply.com/journal/item/50/Friday_the_13thito dati...
pero bago yun, nawawala naman yung sss id ko. amputch. kung kelan naman maglilipat ng bahay, ang daming nawawala. so hinanap ko pa yun. tapos on the way to work, nagtext si gerald na di sya makakapasok. eh medyo nagcocontemplate ako na wag na pumasok dahil uber late na ako at di pa ako nakakapag impake. tapos sinabi ng nanay ko sa sunday na lang daw kami lilipat.
sounds familiar? parang nangyari na "http://weepingangel25.multiply.com/journal/item/50/Friday_the_13thito dati...
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Here we are again...
Eto na naman tayo...
I'm writing this letter to you, although there's a slim chance you would be able to read this. But nevertheless, I'm writing this to you.
I miss you.
You know that I do.
You know that we have been together for more than 10 years. We have been through thick and thin. We've seen each other at our worsts and at our weakest. We have shared each other's thoughts and secrets. Andun ako para sa'yo nung panahong nagrerebelde ka. Andyan ka naman para sa kin nung panahong may problema ako. We give each others advices that we don't seem to listen to. Gaya nung sinabi mo sa king kalimutan ko na sya. At gaya ng panahong sinabi ko sa yong makinig ka sa mama mo. Ikaw yung takbuhan ko pag kailangan kong umiyak. Ganun ka rin sa kin. Mas madalas ikaw yung ganun sa kin. In you, I find the courage to make the most crucial decisions of my life. May mga times na mas nauuna ka pang makaalam ng magagandang nangyari sa buhay ko kesa sa nanay ko.
Palagi tayong may tampuhan, kasi may mga bagay akong nagagawa na nakakasakit sa yo. Pero minsan, ganun ka rin naman. Nagkataon lang na ako palagi kitang iniintindi. Ako, minsan hindi mo ako naiintindihan. Gaya na lang nung nagtampo ka sa kin dahil di kita sinamahan mag-apply sa trabaho. Sige, sabihin na natin na ma excuse ako kaya di kita nasamahan, kasi nung mga panahon na yun alam mo naman na wala akong ibang maaasahan sa trabaho. Gaya rin nung panahong nagkasagutan tayo dahil sa isang bagay na gusto mong gawin na kinontra ko. Kumontra ako kasi alam kong may mga bagay pang pede mong paglaanan ng panahon at pera.
Ngayon, nagalit ka sa kin ulit dahil di kita pinagbigyan sa isang bagay. Kung di man kita napagbigyan, I'm sorry... Sorry kung naging maramot ako.Sorry kung sa palagay mo hindi kita pinagkakatiwalaan. Yung totoo, buo ang tiwala ko sa yo. Yung totoo, hindi lang ikaw ang may problema sa ganung aspeto. I'm sorry kung sa palagay mo di ako naging mabuting kaibigan dahil hindi kita napagbigyan. At nang dahil dun, halos kalahating taon ata tayong di nagusap. Kung dati, linggo lang yung binibilang, ngayon alam kong galit na galit ka sa kin kasi ilang buwan mo na akong di kinakausap.
Kung mababasa mo man ito, sana maintindihan mo ako. Sana magkabati na tayo. Namimimiss na kita, at namimiss ko na rin yung batang halos itinuring ko na ring parang anak...
I'm writing this letter to you, although there's a slim chance you would be able to read this. But nevertheless, I'm writing this to you.
I miss you.
You know that I do.
You know that we have been together for more than 10 years. We have been through thick and thin. We've seen each other at our worsts and at our weakest. We have shared each other's thoughts and secrets. Andun ako para sa'yo nung panahong nagrerebelde ka. Andyan ka naman para sa kin nung panahong may problema ako. We give each others advices that we don't seem to listen to. Gaya nung sinabi mo sa king kalimutan ko na sya. At gaya ng panahong sinabi ko sa yong makinig ka sa mama mo. Ikaw yung takbuhan ko pag kailangan kong umiyak. Ganun ka rin sa kin. Mas madalas ikaw yung ganun sa kin. In you, I find the courage to make the most crucial decisions of my life. May mga times na mas nauuna ka pang makaalam ng magagandang nangyari sa buhay ko kesa sa nanay ko.
Palagi tayong may tampuhan, kasi may mga bagay akong nagagawa na nakakasakit sa yo. Pero minsan, ganun ka rin naman. Nagkataon lang na ako palagi kitang iniintindi. Ako, minsan hindi mo ako naiintindihan. Gaya na lang nung nagtampo ka sa kin dahil di kita sinamahan mag-apply sa trabaho. Sige, sabihin na natin na ma excuse ako kaya di kita nasamahan, kasi nung mga panahon na yun alam mo naman na wala akong ibang maaasahan sa trabaho. Gaya rin nung panahong nagkasagutan tayo dahil sa isang bagay na gusto mong gawin na kinontra ko. Kumontra ako kasi alam kong may mga bagay pang pede mong paglaanan ng panahon at pera.
Ngayon, nagalit ka sa kin ulit dahil di kita pinagbigyan sa isang bagay. Kung di man kita napagbigyan, I'm sorry... Sorry kung naging maramot ako.Sorry kung sa palagay mo hindi kita pinagkakatiwalaan. Yung totoo, buo ang tiwala ko sa yo. Yung totoo, hindi lang ikaw ang may problema sa ganung aspeto. I'm sorry kung sa palagay mo di ako naging mabuting kaibigan dahil hindi kita napagbigyan. At nang dahil dun, halos kalahating taon ata tayong di nagusap. Kung dati, linggo lang yung binibilang, ngayon alam kong galit na galit ka sa kin kasi ilang buwan mo na akong di kinakausap.
Kung mababasa mo man ito, sana maintindihan mo ako. Sana magkabati na tayo. Namimimiss na kita, at namimiss ko na rin yung batang halos itinuring ko na ring parang anak...
Friday, June 26, 2009
Magiisang taon mula ngayon
Mga ganitong panahon last year, naghahanda na kami sa pagdating nyo. ginulantang kasi kami ni kuya sa sinabi nyan, oo am bi to na sya...
haaayyyy
ambilis ng panahon
haaayyyy
ambilis ng panahon
Friday, June 19, 2009
Training...
Shet training na next week... whole day the whole week kasama si... siya basta sya yung kinatatakutan kong tier 2...
isa pang nakakatakot
mga seniors kasama naman... kakatakot baka mamaya pag nagtanong kami sa kanya, barahin kami nung mga seniors
isa pang nakakatakot
mga seniors kasama naman... kakatakot baka mamaya pag nagtanong kami sa kanya, barahin kami nung mga seniors
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
this is me...
- taong walang paki sa uso
- taong walang kasense sense sa fashion
- taong mahilig mangolekta ng sad quotes
- taong mahilig sa tragic ending
- taong adik kay bob ong
- taong mahilig sa mga forwarded email messages
- taong mahilig magtulog pag off nya
- taong petiks lang
- taong minsa'y nangarap na maging engineer
- taong walang ibang pinagkagastusan kundi pagkain, gadgets at gift para sa inaanak nya
- taong sanay na magisa, loner kumbaga
- taong kuntento sa loyal best friend nya
- taong nakuliling na ang tenga kakarinig sa reklamo sa buhay ng best friend nya
ngayon...
hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko
maraming nawala
maramng nawawala
at di ko na alam ang gagawin ko...
Monday, June 15, 2009
Gusto ko rin ng butler, yung kasing gwapo ni Hiro!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Something New In My Life - Stephen Bishop
i guess i wanted something new in my life
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for
dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me
you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along
i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you
whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on
i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for
dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me
you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along
i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you
whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on
i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...
| something new in m... |
Something New In My Life - Stephen Bishop
i guess i wanted something new in my life
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for
dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me
you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along
i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you
whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on
i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for
dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me
you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along
i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you
whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on
i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...
|
Friday, June 5, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
mundo
hindi naman kailangan ang maraming tao para bumuo ng mundo eh minsan isang tao lang ang kailangan mo buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay
- kapitan sino (bob ong's new book)
comment: hmmm... oo nga naman...
- kapitan sino (bob ong's new book)
comment: hmmm... oo nga naman...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Quarterlife Crisis Chronicle #30 - Let's analyze this
AM I GOING TO END THIS CHRONICLE SOON???
unfortunately, not yet.
A lot of things have been happening in my life, that I can't even find time to blog about it. Thank god for Plurk that somehow, i get to plurk what's inside my paranoid mind.
Let's start off with my work. My senior just resigned, leaving me, Gerald and Rachel struggling. We are fondly called the EMEA Tier 2 Team (for all we know is the EMEA clients). God, I can't believe I have survived almost six months of being a Tier 2. I heard the guy-who-made-me-cry-through-email would be coming home this June, and he will train us. So... hopefully, after he trained us, I would be able to do on call.
Honetly, I am quite scared of being left alone. Knowing myself, I am a perfectionist, I am afraid to make mistakes. But us Dan said, mistake is inevitable, and you learn from them. You are not perfect, so of course, you will somehow make mistakes... but make sure that you don't repeat it. So... well cheer on me... Jia you, Keisi! Wow... I'm getting surprised with this newfound confidence I have...
Next, home. My Tita Nita just came home from the states last March and went back this April. She'll be cominig home again this October to fix some things regarding her building. That's all...
As for my second family... well... we celebrated our first year anniv last April... but to tell you honestly... I am feeling a little fall off with them. We (the officers) don't get to see each other as much as we could. May EB... well... I'm not sure if there is going to be one. I'm getting a little OP on plurk as they were all talking about SUJU, DBSK, Big Bang... which of course I like but not too familiar with. I admit, I am a c-pop fan ever since... (this is going to be in the next paragraph) and it seems like I don't see myself belonging to them anymore. (this is too dramatic) I know... people who would read this blog might get mad at me or something, but I need to let this off my chest. Pede naman siguro magtampo paminsan minsan.... it's just that I miss the closeness that we had before. Nuff said.
Addiction: I'm getting addicted to S.H.E once again. Rainie Yang as well. I bought a CD of the concert of S.H.E, and it really amazes me how good they are when they perform live! God... it is my ultimate dream to watch their concert live in person. I really want to hear their angelic voices. Rainie Yang.... yes I love her to bits! I just finished watching Why Why love, and I have watched a few episodes of ToGetHer, and I really love her being paired up with Jiro. I'm still looking for a streaming of her movie, though. Another new addiction is Tank. He is gwapo naman in all fairness. Talented as well. May anggulong gwapo sya... yung nakatalikod hehehe. He may not have the face like Wu Chun or Calvin or Danson... but hll the voice man, the voice! Another addiction is Nic Teo. Thanks to Josche. Danson Tang, just because. JS, mala dreamsounds din sila like Khalil Fong.
Anyway, I'm also doing another fan fic. I know I mentioned somewhere before that I wish I could make a fan fic as mysterious as "Star" or even like "My Only Angel"? I was able to to do it. I thought no one was reading my works, and I was surprised to see that a lot (well... not a lot) of people were reading it... and liking it. I feel satisfied, contented and happy because of that. and because of my fic, and my story blog, I was able to meet a girl who became my inspiration. Well, from what I see in her blog, I was the one who inspired her, when it's the other way around. She, and the other readers inspires me to finish my story :)
Lovelife: I realized it;s about time to move on. It's about time to give up for something I know that will never be mine. I gave up on him. no... i'm not being bitter here. I'm happy pa nga eh. Just so happen that I prefer to be a single girl. Mahirap magpapansin sa taong ayaw kang pansinin. Malay ko... si the one pala nasa tabi tabi lang... maybe he's just out there waiting to be noticed by me. And OK... I promise not to be jealous na if Calvin Chen will be linked to another girl (struggle ito!) and I'll accept it na if Danson Tang have a GF na... also I'll accept it na that Nanba-senpai is already married to that Ayaka girl Anjan pa naman si Tamaki eh wahahaahhaa
So, will this chronicle about to end na? No, not yet... my 25 years here on earth is not yet done. There are still a lot of places to go, people to meet, stories to tell, things to experience... and I think this will be extended until the day I stop writing.
Maybe the chronicle will be on hiatus for a while. It needs to rest din naman like the author no! hehehe. the author is already busy with a lot of things na kasi...
Wow... can't believe it... dati I rant about work and life itself, but then I learned to let things be.
And so...
Keisi will be putting you on hold for a minute or so...
unfortunately, not yet.
A lot of things have been happening in my life, that I can't even find time to blog about it. Thank god for Plurk that somehow, i get to plurk what's inside my paranoid mind.
Let's start off with my work. My senior just resigned, leaving me, Gerald and Rachel struggling. We are fondly called the EMEA Tier 2 Team (for all we know is the EMEA clients). God, I can't believe I have survived almost six months of being a Tier 2. I heard the guy-who-made-me-cry-through-email would be coming home this June, and he will train us. So... hopefully, after he trained us, I would be able to do on call.
Honetly, I am quite scared of being left alone. Knowing myself, I am a perfectionist, I am afraid to make mistakes. But us Dan said, mistake is inevitable, and you learn from them. You are not perfect, so of course, you will somehow make mistakes... but make sure that you don't repeat it. So... well cheer on me... Jia you, Keisi! Wow... I'm getting surprised with this newfound confidence I have...
Next, home. My Tita Nita just came home from the states last March and went back this April. She'll be cominig home again this October to fix some things regarding her building. That's all...
As for my second family... well... we celebrated our first year anniv last April... but to tell you honestly... I am feeling a little fall off with them. We (the officers) don't get to see each other as much as we could. May EB... well... I'm not sure if there is going to be one. I'm getting a little OP on plurk as they were all talking about SUJU, DBSK, Big Bang... which of course I like but not too familiar with. I admit, I am a c-pop fan ever since... (this is going to be in the next paragraph) and it seems like I don't see myself belonging to them anymore. (this is too dramatic) I know... people who would read this blog might get mad at me or something, but I need to let this off my chest. Pede naman siguro magtampo paminsan minsan.... it's just that I miss the closeness that we had before. Nuff said.
Addiction: I'm getting addicted to S.H.E once again. Rainie Yang as well. I bought a CD of the concert of S.H.E, and it really amazes me how good they are when they perform live! God... it is my ultimate dream to watch their concert live in person. I really want to hear their angelic voices. Rainie Yang.... yes I love her to bits! I just finished watching Why Why love, and I have watched a few episodes of ToGetHer, and I really love her being paired up with Jiro. I'm still looking for a streaming of her movie, though. Another new addiction is Tank. He is gwapo naman in all fairness. Talented as well. May anggulong gwapo sya... yung nakatalikod hehehe. He may not have the face like Wu Chun or Calvin or Danson... but hll the voice man, the voice! Another addiction is Nic Teo. Thanks to Josche. Danson Tang, just because. JS, mala dreamsounds din sila like Khalil Fong.
Anyway, I'm also doing another fan fic. I know I mentioned somewhere before that I wish I could make a fan fic as mysterious as "Star" or even like "My Only Angel"? I was able to to do it. I thought no one was reading my works, and I was surprised to see that a lot (well... not a lot) of people were reading it... and liking it. I feel satisfied, contented and happy because of that. and because of my fic, and my story blog, I was able to meet a girl who became my inspiration. Well, from what I see in her blog, I was the one who inspired her, when it's the other way around. She, and the other readers inspires me to finish my story :)
Lovelife: I realized it;s about time to move on. It's about time to give up for something I know that will never be mine. I gave up on him. no... i'm not being bitter here. I'm happy pa nga eh. Just so happen that I prefer to be a single girl. Mahirap magpapansin sa taong ayaw kang pansinin. Malay ko... si the one pala nasa tabi tabi lang... maybe he's just out there waiting to be noticed by me. And OK... I promise not to be jealous na if Calvin Chen will be linked to another girl (struggle ito!) and I'll accept it na if Danson Tang have a GF na... also I'll accept it na that Nanba-senpai is already married to that Ayaka girl Anjan pa naman si Tamaki eh wahahaahhaa
So, will this chronicle about to end na? No, not yet... my 25 years here on earth is not yet done. There are still a lot of places to go, people to meet, stories to tell, things to experience... and I think this will be extended until the day I stop writing.
Maybe the chronicle will be on hiatus for a while. It needs to rest din naman like the author no! hehehe. the author is already busy with a lot of things na kasi...
Wow... can't believe it... dati I rant about work and life itself, but then I learned to let things be.
And so...
Keisi will be putting you on hold for a minute or so...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
wow naman, for the second time around!
For the second time around...
Gusto ko pumatay ng payroll!!!
PAKINGSHET NAMAN!
Naayos na nga siya last month eh!
Sinabi na ng manager ko na panggabi ako, tapos babawasan nyo na naman ng 2K yung transpo allowance ko????
WOW, MAN!!!
more reason to resign?
MOST DEFINITELY!!!
Gusto ko pumatay ng payroll!!!
PAKINGSHET NAMAN!
Naayos na nga siya last month eh!
Sinabi na ng manager ko na panggabi ako, tapos babawasan nyo na naman ng 2K yung transpo allowance ko????
WOW, MAN!!!
more reason to resign?
MOST DEFINITELY!!!
Monday, April 6, 2009
Friday, April 3, 2009
Thursday, April 2, 2009
huh?
Calvin: I will tell her, “There’s you in my life, and there’s me in your life. Can we take care of each other?” I don’t need to say too many touching words. If she has the feeling, of course she’ll feel touched. If she doesn’t feel the same way, then it won’t matter how much I say. I won’t do exaggerated actions to pursue someone now. For example, when I was still a student, I would bring flowers and wait in front of her school. Now it’s about inner feelings.
--->> Don't worry, I'll take care of you (queue Richard Poon's song, "I'll Take Care of you" here)
--->> Don't worry, I'll take care of you (queue Richard Poon's song, "I'll Take Care of you" here)
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Did you know why I love you so?
It's because of the way I feel when I'm with you, my girls... the way I feel that I truly belonged. Whenever we're together, I forget all my problems. When you girl laugh, it's music to my ears. I feel I can tell everything to you, all my problems, all my worries and fears... With just one word, you guys take it all away..
.
It's because when I'm with you, I can be myself. I can be who I want to be. I love the long chat through the day, the meeting-turned-chikahan-sessions, the overnights, the shrieks, the kilig moments... I feel the happiness I've never felt before...
Sounds mushy, but honestly, having you as my second family is the best thing that happened in my entire 25 years on earth. Whatever it is I've done to deserve your love and acceptance, I'm glad I did it. I will never regret going to MOA that Sunday afternoon, because if I didn't, I wouldn't be able to be meet such lovely girls.
Thank you for being part of my life. I'm looking forwards for the next years ahead of us. Hope we'll stay stronger... because this friendship... it's something I want to last forever...
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It's because when I'm with you, I can be myself. I can be who I want to be. I love the long chat through the day, the meeting-turned-chikahan-sessions, the overnights, the shrieks, the kilig moments... I feel the happiness I've never felt before...
Sounds mushy, but honestly, having you as my second family is the best thing that happened in my entire 25 years on earth. Whatever it is I've done to deserve your love and acceptance, I'm glad I did it. I will never regret going to MOA that Sunday afternoon, because if I didn't, I wouldn't be able to be meet such lovely girls.
Thank you for being part of my life. I'm looking forwards for the next years ahead of us. Hope we'll stay stronger... because this friendship... it's something I want to last forever...
Monday, March 30, 2009
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!!!!
One year of friendship...
Of Laughter...
Of tears...
Of chikahan...
Of being fanatic...
One Year...
And we're going strong...
I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!
Of Laughter...
Of tears...
Of chikahan...
Of being fanatic...
One Year...
And we're going strong...
I LOVE YOU GIRLS!!!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Back to my old self again
I feel like I'm going back to my old, introvert self. I didn't like going out lately... i prefer staying at the house, watching DVD or writing stories. What scares me most is that I feel I'm getting tired of all these. Yes, tired of these. I mean, I love the four boys, but somehow I feel like my fanaticism for them is slowly dying. I am not updated with them, I didn't have the latest pic, have not heard the latest news. Maybe it's because I'm into fan fics lately. it's like I prefer being in the fantasy world than in the real world. I'm a little frustrated with things happening to me lately, that may be another reason... or maybe because I'm more focused on work now. I don't know... I am not sure... It's like I'm going to lie low or something... maybe because a lot of people already know them, and I wanted to be a fan of someone not yet known. Or maybe because I have my eyes on other Asian artists... I don't really know. I hate this feeling. I really do.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
I saw him... hehehe
Maan! You wouldn't believe who I bumped in to this afternoon on my way to work! It's Francis M.!!! No... not Francis Magalona... Francis, yung inaaway natin sa school bus! He's working in a hospital na daw, he just came home from work... (nurse ba sya.... malay ko nagmamadali akong pumasok eh) ayun matangkad na sya (as if), ganun pa rin ang boses at sa Project 2 pa rin nakatira. May asawa na? Malay ko rin... super dali lang kami nagusap eh... I wonder how's his brother, Chuck as well... hmmmm...
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Kung 1 year sa kanila, tayo 2 years na
Happy anniversay mula nang makilala kita...
Kahit si Ella ang unang naging crush ko at di ikaw
You still changed my life
Kahit si Ella ang unang naging crush ko at di ikaw
You still changed my life
Quarterlife Crisis Chronicles #29- The 9th year
One text message changed everything...
2 songs gave me the sign
Two guys,
One of them is him...
One forgettable night...
Still...
I could not forget...
2 songs gave me the sign
Two guys,
One of them is him...
One forgettable night...
Still...
I could not forget...
Adik lang...
Ngarag na ako dito sa office (kahit wala pa akong ginagawa)...
Ang daming tumatakbo sa utak ko...
Kaya pagpasensiyahan nyo na kung adik ako...
Nakalimutan ko iattach yung directory, wrong spelling yung email ko sa client at inaantok ako...
Ganyan talaga pag malapit na ang judgment day...
ilang linggo na lang...
babay petiks mode
Ang daming tumatakbo sa utak ko...
Kaya pagpasensiyahan nyo na kung adik ako...
Nakalimutan ko iattach yung directory, wrong spelling yung email ko sa client at inaantok ako...
Ganyan talaga pag malapit na ang judgment day...
ilang linggo na lang...
babay petiks mode
Saturday, March 14, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
ANO DAW?????
Danson Tang wished to have intimate bed scene with Zhou Xun; wants to invite Joe Cheng along
Source : 163.com
translation by Kassy @ http://asianfanatics.net
PLEASE DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Taiwanese handsome guys Zheng Yuan Chang and Danson Tang were in Guangzhou on 7th March, to promote the idol series [They Kiss Again] that is about to be aired on CETV; and they have even held a fan meeting with the fans and have zero interactions with them. During the event both of them were being asked about the passionate scene by the two main male and female leads in the series, Danson Tang said the Golden Horse Best Actress Zhou Xun will be his desire actress to film the passionate scene with, and at one time he accidentally said he wants to invite Xiao Zong 'along' for the scene.
Danson Tang wants to invite Zhou Xun for filming a passionate scene together
Since he has joined the industry until now, Danson Tang still hasn't have any experience yet in filming intimate scenes with the actresses, when asked if he has such a chance, which actress does he hopes to share this passionate scene with, he said he thinks that the Mainland actress Zhou Xun is very elegant and she will be his desire actress to film such a scene together. In order to 'drag' his best friend Xiao Zong into the conversation, Danson Tang has turn his head and says to Xiao Zhong: [I also want to invite Xiao Zong along......] The room has gone completely quiet, while Xiao Zong was in a daze. Danson Tang who finally aware that he has said the wrong thing has immediately went on with his answer rather awkwardly: [Aiya, what I meant was: If three of us could work together in a new series/movie will be even better.]
Xiao Zong sighed heartedly for the edited bed scene
When [They Kiss Again] was aired, its selling point is the 7minutes passionate scene between the male and female leads, unfortunately because the scene is too bold, so 2 minutes of the scene were being cut out. During the promotion, Xiao Zong has again said that it's a pity that the bed scene was being cut out. At this point Xiao Zong has cleverly included director Ang Lee's famous quote in his reply: [If you want to film don't cut, if you want to cut don't film].
>>> SANDALEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TEKA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SOBRA NA TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
LAHAT NA LANG NG BOYS KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Source : 163.com
translation by Kassy @ http://asianfanatics.net
PLEASE DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Taiwanese handsome guys Zheng Yuan Chang and Danson Tang were in Guangzhou on 7th March, to promote the idol series [They Kiss Again] that is about to be aired on CETV; and they have even held a fan meeting with the fans and have zero interactions with them. During the event both of them were being asked about the passionate scene by the two main male and female leads in the series, Danson Tang said the Golden Horse Best Actress Zhou Xun will be his desire actress to film the passionate scene with, and at one time he accidentally said he wants to invite Xiao Zong 'along' for the scene.
Danson Tang wants to invite Zhou Xun for filming a passionate scene together
Since he has joined the industry until now, Danson Tang still hasn't have any experience yet in filming intimate scenes with the actresses, when asked if he has such a chance, which actress does he hopes to share this passionate scene with, he said he thinks that the Mainland actress Zhou Xun is very elegant and she will be his desire actress to film such a scene together. In order to 'drag' his best friend Xiao Zong into the conversation, Danson Tang has turn his head and says to Xiao Zhong: [I also want to invite Xiao Zong along......] The room has gone completely quiet, while Xiao Zong was in a daze. Danson Tang who finally aware that he has said the wrong thing has immediately went on with his answer rather awkwardly: [Aiya, what I meant was: If three of us could work together in a new series/movie will be even better.]
Xiao Zong sighed heartedly for the edited bed scene
When [They Kiss Again] was aired, its selling point is the 7minutes passionate scene between the male and female leads, unfortunately because the scene is too bold, so 2 minutes of the scene were being cut out. During the promotion, Xiao Zong has again said that it's a pity that the bed scene was being cut out. At this point Xiao Zong has cleverly included director Ang Lee's famous quote in his reply: [If you want to film don't cut, if you want to cut don't film].
>>> SANDALEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TEKA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SOBRA NA TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
LAHAT NA LANG NG BOYS KO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Quarterly Crisis Chronicles - The 10th year
Today marks the 10th year when I first met him. I still wonder from time to time how he is, or if we would meet again. But most of all, whenever this day comes, I always think of my regrets...
Have I moved on? I guess so...
I guess I will never move on until I get my closure with him.
But it's not a sin to still think of him right?
10 years since third year bequeathal...
Dance,
Memories,
First love,
Heartaches...
The longest summer of my life...
But inspite of it all...
I still wish to have my last dance with you...
Last Chance - Kyla
Have I moved on? I guess so...
I guess I will never move on until I get my closure with him.
But it's not a sin to still think of him right?
10 years since third year bequeathal...
Dance,
Memories,
First love,
Heartaches...
The longest summer of my life...
But inspite of it all...
I still wish to have my last dance with you...
Last Chance - Kyla
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
For Calvin - It's over now
You, you turned and walked away
I didn't know what to say
I close my eyes to hide
The pain I felt inside
I could never understand
How love went out of hand
And now, there's nothing I can do
Refrain:
Though the feeling hasn't passed
Sad to say our love didn't last
Please don't ask me to pretend
Cause to know it's over
When I'm done forgetting you
You can say what you wanna do
Please don't ask me to pretend
Cause I know it's over now
Now, I'm left here all alone
A heart without a home
How will I ever find
The love I left behind
Once the days were ours to share
Now you don't even care
And there's still nothing I can do
Its Over Now - Kyla
I didn't know what to say
I close my eyes to hide
The pain I felt inside
I could never understand
How love went out of hand
And now, there's nothing I can do
Refrain:
Though the feeling hasn't passed
Sad to say our love didn't last
Please don't ask me to pretend
Cause to know it's over
When I'm done forgetting you
You can say what you wanna do
Please don't ask me to pretend
Cause I know it's over now
Now, I'm left here all alone
A heart without a home
How will I ever find
The love I left behind
Once the days were ours to share
Now you don't even care
And there's still nothing I can do
Its Over Now - Kyla
Strike 3 ka nang mokong ka...
Calvin Chen Denies Girlfriend Rumours: Just a Friend
Source: Liberty Times
Translated By: nastyhobbit @ http://asianfanatics.net
Girlfriend was seen in Red House? Calvin Chen clarifies that she’s just a good friend
Fahrenheit member Calvin Chen was exposed by a Hong Kong tabloid to have a girlfriend who was at the Red House during their concert to cheer for him. When Calvin Chen heard this report from people overseas, he was quite surprised and immediately denied the rumor. He said that the girl in the picture was just a friend, “the people sitting in that row were friends of mine whom I invited to watch the concert, she is one of many.”
According to the tabloid, the girl discovered that her picture was being taken without her knowledge and immediately glared at the reporter and asked why her picture was being taken, even demanding that the picture be deleted. Soon after, Calvin Chen’s family member turned to the staff for help and hurriedly hid the girl behind them. Calvin Chen was very angry about the incident, “There’s no proof in this story. This caused distress to this friend and I feel embarrassed.”
magrereact lang ako ha?
KAHIT KELAN DI NA AKO MANINIWALA SA YO! KAHIT IDAAN MO PA AKO SA SUNSHINE SMILE MO AYOKO NA! palagi mo na lang ako sinasaktan huhuhuhuhu naging faithful naman ako sa yo ah? lahat binigay ko sa yo tapos ganito lang? (may ganun?) Ayoko na. It's over between us. I WANT A DIVORCE
-->> nagddrama lang
Monday, March 9, 2009
Best Friend
the people who believe it should be a crime to love your best friend….are the people who did fall for their best friend.. Because.. In everyone love story.. There will always be.. The girl.. The boy.. And the best friend.. And in this story.. I’m the best friend.”
Sunday, March 8, 2009
chick flick
i just finished watching st. elmo's fire on qtv.. in all fairness naman maganda yung story nya. natuwa ako dun sa story ni kevin, leslie and alec tsaka yung story ni wendy and billy. medyo nakarelate din ako sa story coz somehow, i missed going to school and at this point in time, medyo marami akong gustong gawin pero confused ako kung ano ba ang dapat kong gawin.
Monday, March 2, 2009
99 Paper Cranes - Chapter 4
Chapter 4: Secret Feelings
“Do you like Calvin?” Kit was caught off guard with Danson's question. “O-of course. I like him, he's my best friend...” she said. Danson laughed and shook his head. “I mean, like as in the way Calvin liked Joy?”
“No. I don't have that kind of feelings towards him. Besides, I told myself that even if he's the last guy on earth, I won't ever fall in love with him.”
Danson sighed with relief upon hearing her answer. He was scared that Kit would have fallen in love with Calvin. The truth is, he is secretly in love with Kit. He was trying to make his move in courting her, but he was scared that Kit would get mad at him if he would confess his love for her. Kit seems to be comfortable and contented with their friendship, and he was scared that if he tell her what's in his heart, Kit would avoid him.
“Is... is there someone else that you like?” he asked again. He know that he should not ask that question to her, for he's scared to know the answer. His heart would definitely break if he found out that she's eyeing on someone else. “There is...” Kit answered. Danson looked at her. “Too bad, I just can't tell that person how I feel...” she continued. Danson swallowed hard. He was blaming himself for asking that question. He could feel his heart breaking into a million pieces, but he composed himself and continued with the conversation. “W-why?” he forced himself to ask. Kit sighed. “Because that person is in love with Calvin...” she said. Danson looked at her with disbelief. He could feel what Kit will tell her next. Does Calvin know all a out this? “Who is this person?” he asked. “Oh, that person I like? Well, let me describe him to you. He have this big black orbs, when he smiles, you can see his cute cheekbones. He have this thin lips that you would want to kiss. All the girls liked him, but like them, I was also broken hearted when he confessed his love for Calvin...”
Danson could not believe what he just heard. Kit just described Chun, for he never thought she would like him. “You mean to say you like Wu Chun?” he asked. Kit nodded her head. “When Chun made his love confession in front of everyone, believe me, I wanted to kill Calvin at that instant. He was like matchmaking me to him, then it turns out that Chun would fall for Cal!” she said in a hurt tone. Danson doesn't know if he'll laugh or not. At least he was relieved. His rival would not be her best friend, but her best friend's gay admirer. “Well, you can laugh now, Danson. I know it's really funny for me to fall for someone like him, huh?” she said. Danson shook his head. “Of course, not. I feel for you...”
--
Calvin stared outside his bedroom window. He was staring at the room opposite his, which is Kit's room. The lights from Kit's room was turned on, and he saw Kit enter the room. He immediately took his phone and called her. After three rings, Kit picked up the phone. “Hello?”
“Hey, Kit. It's me...”
Kit looked outside the window and saw Calvin staring at her from his room. He waved at her. “Look, I'm sorry about what happened a while ago. Please forgive me... you know that I don't want you to get mad at me...” he said. While saying that, he was giving her puppy eyes. Kit just laughed at him. “Stop giving me puppy eyes. You look stupid....” she said. “Then tell me you're not mad at me anymore...”
“OK, OK, OK... I'm not mad at you anymore. I'm sorry if I acted that way awhile ago...”
“Then we're good?”
“Yes, we are.”
Calvin smiled at her. “How's your day without me?” he asked. “It was OK. It was fun hanging out with Danson.”
“Seems like you're getting close to him, huh?”
“Why, are you getting jealous?”
“Guess he's more fun that me, huh?”
Kit smirked at her. “Why, isn't it fun hanging out with Joy?” she snapped back. Calvin just laughed. “It's not what you're thinking, OK. She just asked help with Algebra, that's all...” he said. Then, the smile on his face disappeared. “Besides, she's still dating Jiro Wang...” he said in a sad tone. “Aww... don't worry about it, Calvin. Besides, there's a lot of girls who would like to throw themselves at you. There's Rainie, Genie, Angela, Trixie, Chun...”
“Oh, please don't ever put Chun's name on the list. And I know you're still hurt because it was my fault that Chun became gay...”
“Good thing you know.”
“That's why I'm making amends with my mistake.”
Both of them laughed at their so-called conversation. “So, I'll drive you to school tomorrow?” he asked. Kit nodded her head. “Sure. Would love that.” she said. “OK. I'll see you tomorrow then...” he said. They both said goodbye. Kit still stared outside the window and watched Calvin as he turned the lights off.
--
“Never start your day with a frowning face because you'll never know who's falling in love with your smile.”
Calvin smiled as he read the note that the paper crane girl left on his locker. He took the paper crane beside it, and stared at it for a long. Just then, someone took the note from his hand. He looked at his side, and saw Kit standing beside him. He was already reading his note. “Hey!” he said to her. Kit looked up at him and smirked. “Who the hell will fall for your stupid smile?” she asked. Calvin simply sighed at what she said. “Someone who can appreciate this sunshine smile, dork.”
“And who are you calling dork?”
“You. Someone who could not even appreciate this handsome face of mine.”
“Ha ha. Very funny.”
It was Calvin's turn to smirk. “At least I'm handsome. While you're -” before he could finish his sentence, Kit gave him dagger looks. “While I'm what?” she asked. “Pretty. Very pretty.” he was forced to say. Kit smiled at him when he said that.
Meanwhile, Hannah was walking past Calvin and Kit. She was busy staring at Calvin that she didn't realize that she bumped into someone. All of the books she was holding fell on the floor. “I'm sorry...” she said as she knelt down to pick up her books. “Next time, watch where you're going, dork!” she heard someone said. She looked up and saw that she bumped into Trixie. As she stood up, Hannah lowered her head. “I'm really sorry, Trixie.” she said again. Trixie rolled her eyes at her. “After bumping into me, you'll just say sorry? I cannot accept that.” she said. Her friends, who were standing behind her, snickered at Hannah.
Kit saw just what happened, so she immediately came to Hannah's rescue. “Hey!” Kit said. Trixie and her friends looked back at her, and saw them coming towards them. “She already said she's sorry, stop bullying her.” Kit said as soon as he came face to face with Trixie. Trixie rolled her eyes at her and smirked. “Why do you care? Are you her friend?” she asked. This time, Kit glared at her. “I may not be her friend, but I'm not stupid to see that you're bullying her.” Kit snapped back at her. “So, you're the smart ass, aren't you?” Trixie said. This time, it's Kit's turn to smirk at her. “At least I'm not as stupid as you are!” she snapped again. Trixie was insulted with what she said. She glared at her,m and stepped forward to attack her. “You bitch!” she said. She was about to slap her, when somebody held her hand to stop her. As she turned, he saw Calvin holding her arm. He was glaring at her, then she let go of her arm. “Calvin?” Trixie said in a surprised tone. “I saw everything, Trixie.” he said in a hard tone. “She started it!” Trixie said, defending herself. “No. You're the one who started it. Can't you be satisfied with Hannah's apology? Why did you have to bully her?”
Trixie was unable to answer his question. Calvin then turned to Hannah and Kit, and helped Hannah carry her books. Then, he turned to Trixie again. “I hope this will be the last, Trixie. If you hurt Hannah or Kit, and especially Kit, I will never forgive you.” he said. Then, he put his arm around Kit, and the three of them (including Hannah) left the furious Trixie behind.
Trixie could only watch the three as they leave. She crossed her arm, and looked at Kit's back. “I swear. If Calvin and I got together, the BFF will have to go.” she said.
--
“Thank you for helping me...” Hannah said to the two in a low voice. She slowly looked up to them and smiled. Calvin smiled back at her. “No problem. If they bug you, let me and Kit know, OK?” Calvin said to her. Hannah nodded her head. Then, he handed her her books. “I... I'll see you two around, I guess?” she said. Kit smiled at her. “Sure. We'll see you around, Hannah. It's nice talking to you.” she said. Hannah nodded her head, and then went inside the classroom.
“I didn't know that you know her?” Calvin said to Kit as they walked to their next class. He was surprised that Kit knew Hannah's name. “Of course I do. She's Hannah Tan, the musical prodigy of our batch. Taking up, well of course, Music.” Kit said to him. Calvin paused and looked at her again. “How come you know who she is and I don't?” he asked again. “She's in one of my class. She's really shy, and keeps to herself. She doesn't hang out with anyone in this school. She just stays in the music room to practice piano.” she said in a matter-of-factly tone. Then she looked up at him and gave him a suspicious look. “Why, are you interested in her?” she asked. Calvin shook his head. “I'm just curious why... I believe I knew everyone from our batch except her...” he said. “She's a little shy, that's all.”
--
After making sure that Calvin is already away from her classroom, Hannah came out again, and watched him as he walked with his best friend. She smiled to herself. She was thankful that Kit and Calvin came to her rescue when Trixie was trying to bully her, and most of all, she's thankful that Calvin took time to talk to her. She have always wanted to befriend him, but because he's a very popular guy in school, she thought that he would reject her. She was happy that even for a short time, she was able to be with him. She wasn't asking for more. She just wanted to be close to her, even for just a short time.
But, she know that after this semester, he will not be able to see him again. The smile on her face slowly disappear at that thought. If only she have the courage to be with him again, she would... If only she will be given more time and another chance, she would not let it pass. She wished she could tell him what's in her heart before the semester ends.
--
Calvin stopped walking. He could feel his heart beating faster. He felt that someone was watching her. He looked back and he saw that no one was there. “Is there something wrong, Cal?” Kit asked him. He then looked at her. “I thought there was someone watching us...” he said. Then, she looked at Kit. “Do you think... do you think it's the paper crane girl?” Kit asked. Calvin shook his head. “I don't know... but I want to find out if it's her...”
“Do you like Calvin?” Kit was caught off guard with Danson's question. “O-of course. I like him, he's my best friend...” she said. Danson laughed and shook his head. “I mean, like as in the way Calvin liked Joy?”
“No. I don't have that kind of feelings towards him. Besides, I told myself that even if he's the last guy on earth, I won't ever fall in love with him.”
Danson sighed with relief upon hearing her answer. He was scared that Kit would have fallen in love with Calvin. The truth is, he is secretly in love with Kit. He was trying to make his move in courting her, but he was scared that Kit would get mad at him if he would confess his love for her. Kit seems to be comfortable and contented with their friendship, and he was scared that if he tell her what's in his heart, Kit would avoid him.
“Is... is there someone else that you like?” he asked again. He know that he should not ask that question to her, for he's scared to know the answer. His heart would definitely break if he found out that she's eyeing on someone else. “There is...” Kit answered. Danson looked at her. “Too bad, I just can't tell that person how I feel...” she continued. Danson swallowed hard. He was blaming himself for asking that question. He could feel his heart breaking into a million pieces, but he composed himself and continued with the conversation. “W-why?” he forced himself to ask. Kit sighed. “Because that person is in love with Calvin...” she said. Danson looked at her with disbelief. He could feel what Kit will tell her next. Does Calvin know all a out this? “Who is this person?” he asked. “Oh, that person I like? Well, let me describe him to you. He have this big black orbs, when he smiles, you can see his cute cheekbones. He have this thin lips that you would want to kiss. All the girls liked him, but like them, I was also broken hearted when he confessed his love for Calvin...”
Danson could not believe what he just heard. Kit just described Chun, for he never thought she would like him. “You mean to say you like Wu Chun?” he asked. Kit nodded her head. “When Chun made his love confession in front of everyone, believe me, I wanted to kill Calvin at that instant. He was like matchmaking me to him, then it turns out that Chun would fall for Cal!” she said in a hurt tone. Danson doesn't know if he'll laugh or not. At least he was relieved. His rival would not be her best friend, but her best friend's gay admirer. “Well, you can laugh now, Danson. I know it's really funny for me to fall for someone like him, huh?” she said. Danson shook his head. “Of course, not. I feel for you...”
--
Calvin stared outside his bedroom window. He was staring at the room opposite his, which is Kit's room. The lights from Kit's room was turned on, and he saw Kit enter the room. He immediately took his phone and called her. After three rings, Kit picked up the phone. “Hello?”
“Hey, Kit. It's me...”
Kit looked outside the window and saw Calvin staring at her from his room. He waved at her. “Look, I'm sorry about what happened a while ago. Please forgive me... you know that I don't want you to get mad at me...” he said. While saying that, he was giving her puppy eyes. Kit just laughed at him. “Stop giving me puppy eyes. You look stupid....” she said. “Then tell me you're not mad at me anymore...”
“OK, OK, OK... I'm not mad at you anymore. I'm sorry if I acted that way awhile ago...”
“Then we're good?”
“Yes, we are.”
Calvin smiled at her. “How's your day without me?” he asked. “It was OK. It was fun hanging out with Danson.”
“Seems like you're getting close to him, huh?”
“Why, are you getting jealous?”
“Guess he's more fun that me, huh?”
Kit smirked at her. “Why, isn't it fun hanging out with Joy?” she snapped back. Calvin just laughed. “It's not what you're thinking, OK. She just asked help with Algebra, that's all...” he said. Then, the smile on his face disappeared. “Besides, she's still dating Jiro Wang...” he said in a sad tone. “Aww... don't worry about it, Calvin. Besides, there's a lot of girls who would like to throw themselves at you. There's Rainie, Genie, Angela, Trixie, Chun...”
“Oh, please don't ever put Chun's name on the list. And I know you're still hurt because it was my fault that Chun became gay...”
“Good thing you know.”
“That's why I'm making amends with my mistake.”
Both of them laughed at their so-called conversation. “So, I'll drive you to school tomorrow?” he asked. Kit nodded her head. “Sure. Would love that.” she said. “OK. I'll see you tomorrow then...” he said. They both said goodbye. Kit still stared outside the window and watched Calvin as he turned the lights off.
--
“Never start your day with a frowning face because you'll never know who's falling in love with your smile.”
Calvin smiled as he read the note that the paper crane girl left on his locker. He took the paper crane beside it, and stared at it for a long. Just then, someone took the note from his hand. He looked at his side, and saw Kit standing beside him. He was already reading his note. “Hey!” he said to her. Kit looked up at him and smirked. “Who the hell will fall for your stupid smile?” she asked. Calvin simply sighed at what she said. “Someone who can appreciate this sunshine smile, dork.”
“And who are you calling dork?”
“You. Someone who could not even appreciate this handsome face of mine.”
“Ha ha. Very funny.”
It was Calvin's turn to smirk. “At least I'm handsome. While you're -” before he could finish his sentence, Kit gave him dagger looks. “While I'm what?” she asked. “Pretty. Very pretty.” he was forced to say. Kit smiled at him when he said that.
Meanwhile, Hannah was walking past Calvin and Kit. She was busy staring at Calvin that she didn't realize that she bumped into someone. All of the books she was holding fell on the floor. “I'm sorry...” she said as she knelt down to pick up her books. “Next time, watch where you're going, dork!” she heard someone said. She looked up and saw that she bumped into Trixie. As she stood up, Hannah lowered her head. “I'm really sorry, Trixie.” she said again. Trixie rolled her eyes at her. “After bumping into me, you'll just say sorry? I cannot accept that.” she said. Her friends, who were standing behind her, snickered at Hannah.
Kit saw just what happened, so she immediately came to Hannah's rescue. “Hey!” Kit said. Trixie and her friends looked back at her, and saw them coming towards them. “She already said she's sorry, stop bullying her.” Kit said as soon as he came face to face with Trixie. Trixie rolled her eyes at her and smirked. “Why do you care? Are you her friend?” she asked. This time, Kit glared at her. “I may not be her friend, but I'm not stupid to see that you're bullying her.” Kit snapped back at her. “So, you're the smart ass, aren't you?” Trixie said. This time, it's Kit's turn to smirk at her. “At least I'm not as stupid as you are!” she snapped again. Trixie was insulted with what she said. She glared at her,m and stepped forward to attack her. “You bitch!” she said. She was about to slap her, when somebody held her hand to stop her. As she turned, he saw Calvin holding her arm. He was glaring at her, then she let go of her arm. “Calvin?” Trixie said in a surprised tone. “I saw everything, Trixie.” he said in a hard tone. “She started it!” Trixie said, defending herself. “No. You're the one who started it. Can't you be satisfied with Hannah's apology? Why did you have to bully her?”
Trixie was unable to answer his question. Calvin then turned to Hannah and Kit, and helped Hannah carry her books. Then, he turned to Trixie again. “I hope this will be the last, Trixie. If you hurt Hannah or Kit, and especially Kit, I will never forgive you.” he said. Then, he put his arm around Kit, and the three of them (including Hannah) left the furious Trixie behind.
Trixie could only watch the three as they leave. She crossed her arm, and looked at Kit's back. “I swear. If Calvin and I got together, the BFF will have to go.” she said.
--
“Thank you for helping me...” Hannah said to the two in a low voice. She slowly looked up to them and smiled. Calvin smiled back at her. “No problem. If they bug you, let me and Kit know, OK?” Calvin said to her. Hannah nodded her head. Then, he handed her her books. “I... I'll see you two around, I guess?” she said. Kit smiled at her. “Sure. We'll see you around, Hannah. It's nice talking to you.” she said. Hannah nodded her head, and then went inside the classroom.
“I didn't know that you know her?” Calvin said to Kit as they walked to their next class. He was surprised that Kit knew Hannah's name. “Of course I do. She's Hannah Tan, the musical prodigy of our batch. Taking up, well of course, Music.” Kit said to him. Calvin paused and looked at her again. “How come you know who she is and I don't?” he asked again. “She's in one of my class. She's really shy, and keeps to herself. She doesn't hang out with anyone in this school. She just stays in the music room to practice piano.” she said in a matter-of-factly tone. Then she looked up at him and gave him a suspicious look. “Why, are you interested in her?” she asked. Calvin shook his head. “I'm just curious why... I believe I knew everyone from our batch except her...” he said. “She's a little shy, that's all.”
--
After making sure that Calvin is already away from her classroom, Hannah came out again, and watched him as he walked with his best friend. She smiled to herself. She was thankful that Kit and Calvin came to her rescue when Trixie was trying to bully her, and most of all, she's thankful that Calvin took time to talk to her. She have always wanted to befriend him, but because he's a very popular guy in school, she thought that he would reject her. She was happy that even for a short time, she was able to be with him. She wasn't asking for more. She just wanted to be close to her, even for just a short time.
But, she know that after this semester, he will not be able to see him again. The smile on her face slowly disappear at that thought. If only she have the courage to be with him again, she would... If only she will be given more time and another chance, she would not let it pass. She wished she could tell him what's in her heart before the semester ends.
--
Calvin stopped walking. He could feel his heart beating faster. He felt that someone was watching her. He looked back and he saw that no one was there. “Is there something wrong, Cal?” Kit asked him. He then looked at her. “I thought there was someone watching us...” he said. Then, she looked at Kit. “Do you think... do you think it's the paper crane girl?” Kit asked. Calvin shook his head. “I don't know... but I want to find out if it's her...”
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