Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Quarterlife Crisis Chronicle #30 - Let's analyze this
AM I GOING TO END THIS CHRONICLE SOON???
unfortunately, not yet.
A lot of things have been happening in my life, that I can't even find time to blog about it. Thank god for Plurk that somehow, i get to plurk what's inside my paranoid mind.
Let's start off with my work. My senior just resigned, leaving me, Gerald and Rachel struggling. We are fondly called the EMEA Tier 2 Team (for all we know is the EMEA clients). God, I can't believe I have survived almost six months of being a Tier 2. I heard the guy-who-made-me-cry-through-email would be coming home this June, and he will train us. So... hopefully, after he trained us, I would be able to do on call.
Honetly, I am quite scared of being left alone. Knowing myself, I am a perfectionist, I am afraid to make mistakes. But us Dan said, mistake is inevitable, and you learn from them. You are not perfect, so of course, you will somehow make mistakes... but make sure that you don't repeat it. So... well cheer on me... Jia you, Keisi! Wow... I'm getting surprised with this newfound confidence I have...
Next, home. My Tita Nita just came home from the states last March and went back this April. She'll be cominig home again this October to fix some things regarding her building. That's all...
As for my second family... well... we celebrated our first year anniv last April... but to tell you honestly... I am feeling a little fall off with them. We (the officers) don't get to see each other as much as we could. May EB... well... I'm not sure if there is going to be one. I'm getting a little OP on plurk as they were all talking about SUJU, DBSK, Big Bang... which of course I like but not too familiar with. I admit, I am a c-pop fan ever since... (this is going to be in the next paragraph) and it seems like I don't see myself belonging to them anymore. (this is too dramatic) I know... people who would read this blog might get mad at me or something, but I need to let this off my chest. Pede naman siguro magtampo paminsan minsan.... it's just that I miss the closeness that we had before. Nuff said.
Addiction: I'm getting addicted to S.H.E once again. Rainie Yang as well. I bought a CD of the concert of S.H.E, and it really amazes me how good they are when they perform live! God... it is my ultimate dream to watch their concert live in person. I really want to hear their angelic voices. Rainie Yang.... yes I love her to bits! I just finished watching Why Why love, and I have watched a few episodes of ToGetHer, and I really love her being paired up with Jiro. I'm still looking for a streaming of her movie, though. Another new addiction is Tank. He is gwapo naman in all fairness. Talented as well. May anggulong gwapo sya... yung nakatalikod hehehe. He may not have the face like Wu Chun or Calvin or Danson... but hll the voice man, the voice! Another addiction is Nic Teo. Thanks to Josche. Danson Tang, just because. JS, mala dreamsounds din sila like Khalil Fong.
Anyway, I'm also doing another fan fic. I know I mentioned somewhere before that I wish I could make a fan fic as mysterious as "Star" or even like "My Only Angel"? I was able to to do it. I thought no one was reading my works, and I was surprised to see that a lot (well... not a lot) of people were reading it... and liking it. I feel satisfied, contented and happy because of that. and because of my fic, and my story blog, I was able to meet a girl who became my inspiration. Well, from what I see in her blog, I was the one who inspired her, when it's the other way around. She, and the other readers inspires me to finish my story :)
Lovelife: I realized it;s about time to move on. It's about time to give up for something I know that will never be mine. I gave up on him. no... i'm not being bitter here. I'm happy pa nga eh. Just so happen that I prefer to be a single girl. Mahirap magpapansin sa taong ayaw kang pansinin. Malay ko... si the one pala nasa tabi tabi lang... maybe he's just out there waiting to be noticed by me. And OK... I promise not to be jealous na if Calvin Chen will be linked to another girl (struggle ito!) and I'll accept it na if Danson Tang have a GF na... also I'll accept it na that Nanba-senpai is already married to that Ayaka girl Anjan pa naman si Tamaki eh wahahaahhaa
So, will this chronicle about to end na? No, not yet... my 25 years here on earth is not yet done. There are still a lot of places to go, people to meet, stories to tell, things to experience... and I think this will be extended until the day I stop writing.
Maybe the chronicle will be on hiatus for a while. It needs to rest din naman like the author no! hehehe. the author is already busy with a lot of things na kasi...
Wow... can't believe it... dati I rant about work and life itself, but then I learned to let things be.
And so...
Keisi will be putting you on hold for a minute or so...
unfortunately, not yet.
A lot of things have been happening in my life, that I can't even find time to blog about it. Thank god for Plurk that somehow, i get to plurk what's inside my paranoid mind.
Let's start off with my work. My senior just resigned, leaving me, Gerald and Rachel struggling. We are fondly called the EMEA Tier 2 Team (for all we know is the EMEA clients). God, I can't believe I have survived almost six months of being a Tier 2. I heard the guy-who-made-me-cry-through-email would be coming home this June, and he will train us. So... hopefully, after he trained us, I would be able to do on call.
Honetly, I am quite scared of being left alone. Knowing myself, I am a perfectionist, I am afraid to make mistakes. But us Dan said, mistake is inevitable, and you learn from them. You are not perfect, so of course, you will somehow make mistakes... but make sure that you don't repeat it. So... well cheer on me... Jia you, Keisi! Wow... I'm getting surprised with this newfound confidence I have...
Next, home. My Tita Nita just came home from the states last March and went back this April. She'll be cominig home again this October to fix some things regarding her building. That's all...
As for my second family... well... we celebrated our first year anniv last April... but to tell you honestly... I am feeling a little fall off with them. We (the officers) don't get to see each other as much as we could. May EB... well... I'm not sure if there is going to be one. I'm getting a little OP on plurk as they were all talking about SUJU, DBSK, Big Bang... which of course I like but not too familiar with. I admit, I am a c-pop fan ever since... (this is going to be in the next paragraph) and it seems like I don't see myself belonging to them anymore. (this is too dramatic) I know... people who would read this blog might get mad at me or something, but I need to let this off my chest. Pede naman siguro magtampo paminsan minsan.... it's just that I miss the closeness that we had before. Nuff said.
Addiction: I'm getting addicted to S.H.E once again. Rainie Yang as well. I bought a CD of the concert of S.H.E, and it really amazes me how good they are when they perform live! God... it is my ultimate dream to watch their concert live in person. I really want to hear their angelic voices. Rainie Yang.... yes I love her to bits! I just finished watching Why Why love, and I have watched a few episodes of ToGetHer, and I really love her being paired up with Jiro. I'm still looking for a streaming of her movie, though. Another new addiction is Tank. He is gwapo naman in all fairness. Talented as well. May anggulong gwapo sya... yung nakatalikod hehehe. He may not have the face like Wu Chun or Calvin or Danson... but hll the voice man, the voice! Another addiction is Nic Teo. Thanks to Josche. Danson Tang, just because. JS, mala dreamsounds din sila like Khalil Fong.
Anyway, I'm also doing another fan fic. I know I mentioned somewhere before that I wish I could make a fan fic as mysterious as "Star" or even like "My Only Angel"? I was able to to do it. I thought no one was reading my works, and I was surprised to see that a lot (well... not a lot) of people were reading it... and liking it. I feel satisfied, contented and happy because of that. and because of my fic, and my story blog, I was able to meet a girl who became my inspiration. Well, from what I see in her blog, I was the one who inspired her, when it's the other way around. She, and the other readers inspires me to finish my story :)
Lovelife: I realized it;s about time to move on. It's about time to give up for something I know that will never be mine. I gave up on him. no... i'm not being bitter here. I'm happy pa nga eh. Just so happen that I prefer to be a single girl. Mahirap magpapansin sa taong ayaw kang pansinin. Malay ko... si the one pala nasa tabi tabi lang... maybe he's just out there waiting to be noticed by me. And OK... I promise not to be jealous na if Calvin Chen will be linked to another girl (struggle ito!) and I'll accept it na if Danson Tang have a GF na... also I'll accept it na that Nanba-senpai is already married to that Ayaka girl Anjan pa naman si Tamaki eh wahahaahhaa
So, will this chronicle about to end na? No, not yet... my 25 years here on earth is not yet done. There are still a lot of places to go, people to meet, stories to tell, things to experience... and I think this will be extended until the day I stop writing.
Maybe the chronicle will be on hiatus for a while. It needs to rest din naman like the author no! hehehe. the author is already busy with a lot of things na kasi...
Wow... can't believe it... dati I rant about work and life itself, but then I learned to let things be.
And so...
Keisi will be putting you on hold for a minute or so...
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