gusto ko mag SL... kasi ang sama ng pakiramdam ko eh...
Well... kasalanan ko rin naman. Pumayag kasi ako mag OT ngayon kaso tapos gumimik pa ako last night... di ko talaga mahindian si daddy eh... nakakahiya naman sa mga nagpunta ng Galera kung aabsent ako bukas...
kamustahin natin di pa rin tapos yung trabaho ko!
KEISI! GO BACK TO WORK!
OMG!!! NAGPUNTA PALA SIYA NG PINAS???
source: chinatimes
translated by: x-WISHFULthinking@asianfanatics.net
On the 28th, Coco Jiang held a press conference for the release of her new book “Coco Jiang’s Wildlife Park – Palawan”. She invited her previous co-worker Dylan Kuo to attend. Dylan is currently facing huge criticism from the media for the rumours about Rosamund Kwan. Hence, he only appeared for 10 minutes. His manager expressed, “Purely just to help a friend, he does not want the focus to be on him.”
Coco also invited her co-worker Show Luo from current idol drama “Hot Shot” to write a blurb. When asked what about Jerry Yan , Coco replied, “Having Show is enough.” For her book, she wore her swimsuit in the Philippines to show off her amazing body, and as a result, she had many guys running after her. She says that she is reasonably happy with her body, and is considering a nude photo shoot in Africa for her pictorial. Even though her boyfriend does not want her to, she says that she does not care.
... that although I am ready to open up my heart, I still have this wall around me
... that I am too careful not to make the same mistake I did 9 years ago, that I ended up regretting not doing what I was supposed to do
... that I am more conscious with how he perceives me because I don't want him be turned off by me...
... and that the more I've kept my true self, the more I regret it
... that being yourself if the best advise my friends gave me
... that I should learn to let go of the past and look ahead for the future
... that the more I expect, the more I get hurt
Suddenly, after that first meeting, I find myself smiling for no particular reason... just like right now. I am smiling, and I look like a fool because I'm alone here.
Suddenly, I want to hear Rainie Yang's happy song. I want to hear happy songs. Not sad intrumentals. Happy song. Think of "Xin Wo"... I think I'm hearing it on my head right now.
Suddenly, I don't want to think of "someone"... because that "someone" has similar traits with the other someone...
I am happy
For now...
But I am not expecting anything yet...
Because based on my history, when I am expecting something and it didn't turn out the way I want it to be, I just get hurt in the end
Let's just wait and see what's going to happen next 
JUST DON'T MAKE ME POST ANOTHER RANT BLOG BECAUSE OF YOU...
I HAVE A CHRONICLE TO FINISH
AND TONS OF FAN FIC TO UPDATE
OK????
After all that has been posted, said and done...
Ako yung nagmukhang epal
Ewan ko ba kung bakit...
I'm just expressing my opinions
MASAMA NA BA YUN???
Alam mo naman na basta ikaw nagutos, susunod ako... kasi naman kaw lang nagsave ng ass ko mula sa mga yun di ba? And I'll be forever thankful na tinutulungan mo ako kaya tutulungan rin kita...
Ang tanong...
Anong oras ako papasok sa sunday?
First of all, let me explain why I do this chronicle. In a few month's time... I'll be turning 25. I dread that day that I'll be growing old again. I want to capture my thoughts as I turn that big 25... and maybe until I turn 30. 
So... to answer the question, why am I feeling this way? Well, the truth is, Like Lae, I am questioning my purpose in life. What the hell am I doing this world? Why am I alive? There have been a lot of questions in my mind for the past 25 years that was left unanswered. I'm starting to think my life is going nowhere, even though I plan everything, including my plans. It's like I'm stuck in this box... and I want to get out... and the problem is, I'm having thought getting out because of the comfort it gives me. There are a lot of things I wanted to do, but just can't because... I don't know... I just don't want to disappoint a lot of people, especially my mom. I'm just scared to make the move because I know I would only regret it.. I would just disappoint myself... and most of all, I would only hurt myself.
Funny, because one of my New Year's resolution is that I'll be taking risks this year. Done that... during the first half of the year. I resigned from my previous work and joined another company, I've made new friends, found people whom I considered my second family, saw the guy I look up to, and the likes. Yep. I've done that... but I'm still not satisfied. I am happy, yes... but that happiness sometimes ends in loneliness and regrets... with a lot of what-if's on the side. Maybe what I am searching for is a long-term happiness. Something that would keep me smiling for the rest of my life...
Somehow, it's tiring to live in fantasy world. There are times I wish I would not wake up from a beautiful dream, so that I could escape the reality of my lonely life. It's too tiring to be me... because the me that you all know hids a lot of loneliness and heartaches inside. I have a lot of angst inside. It's like I'm going to blow anytime... It's too tiring to feel insecure, to feel unloved, to feel alone, to feel unconfident about little things, to be uncertain. It's like nobody has to do with me and nobody wanted me. I am like a living wallpaper before. Yes, you see me as a jolly girl who always smiles and makes all people around her laugh... but believe, there's something behind those smiles.
There's nothing I won't to do to finally find that happiness that I've been longing for... but I know the road to happiness is not that easy. But I'm trying to get there... I really am.
Would you forgive me if sometimes, I would get tired of this fucked up life of mine? Maybe it's not a sin to be exhausted from everything... and I admit I am right now... I am on the verge of giving up and being insane, but I am trying my best to hold on even to the littlest hope.
One day, this chronicle will end. Till when? I don't know... and I don't have the answer. I hope when I end this chronicle, it will be happy one, just like in fairy tales.
As for now, I will continue writing what's in my thoughts, what's in my heart, what I really feel. Because writing it down save me from being a lunatic person. Believe me.
I'm tired...
Holding on to...
Clinging on that small hope...
What if you don't really exist?
What if I am looking forward for nothing?
What if there is no one meant for me?
Is it time for me to let you go
Though I have not actually met you yet?
*Nothing's gunna stop me
Only you can stop me
Nothing's gunna stop me
Only you can stop me
Yonaka no sanji am
Makuramoto no PHS
Naru no matteru baka mitai ja nai
Tokei no kane ga naru
Otogibnashi mitai ni
Garasu no hai hiiru
Mitsuketemo dame
Kamau no ga mendou nara
Hayaku ohiete
Watashi datte
Sonna ni hima ja nai n dakara
I'm movin' on without you
Fuzaketa aribai
Shiranai furi wa
Mou dekinai
Konna omoide bakari no
Futari ja nai noni
Setsunaku nara hazu ja nakatta noni
Doushite
Ii onna enjiru no wa
Mada hayasugiru kana
*repeat
You shita serifu wa
Kenpeki na noni
Mata denpa todokanai
Gozen yoji
Shizuka sugiru yoru wa
angae ga abaredasu no
Wakatteru noni
Kekkyoku nebusoku
Anna yakusoku
Mou wasureta yo
Yubiwa mo kaesu kara
Watashi no kokoro kaeshite
I have to go without you
Kuyashii kara watahi kara wakarete ageru
Ii onna enjiru no mo
Raku ja nai yo ne
Setsunaku naru hazu ja nakatta noni
Doushite
Ii onna enjiru no wa
Mada hayasugiru kana
*repeat
Tomadoinagara demo ii kara
Aishite hoshii
Sonna koto iwanakutemo
Wakatte hoshii noni
Seetsunaku naru hazu ja nakatta noni
Doushite
Ii onna enjiru no wa
Mada hayasugiru kana
*repeat until fade
***para kay chun ba ito? bwahahahah***
Been there...
Done That...
That's all I can say...
I know how you feel...
Because I was once a living wallpaper...
Been there...
Done That...
That's all I can say...
I know how you feel...
Because I was once a living wallpaper...
PAKSHET!!!
Di na ako sasali sa away bata pag nagtatrabaho ako...
Dahil nasasabihan ako ng 'This is unacceptable"
At sumasakit ang bangs ko!!!
NAKAKALURKEY!!!
Bakit ba battlemode mga tao ngayon?
~credits sa sunshine gang ng FRH Family. Syempre nakigulo rin ako dito bwahahahaha~
BAGONG PAKULO! Are you a certified SUNSHINE GANG? a CERTIFIED CALVIN LOVER? A CERTIFIED MRS CHEN? A CERTIFIED CALVIN ADDICT? These are the steps that we've been through.. kung naranasan mo yan.. edi.... WINNER ka!
STEP 1: Pinanood mo ang ROMANTIC PRINCESS ng dahil kay Chun dahil may nagsabi sa'yo na maganda daw. basta Si CHUN ang puno at dulo ng dahilan.
STEP 2: Napansin mo ang character ni Nan Feng Cai /Ralph pero nainis ka sa kanya kasi manipulative sya sa first three episodes.
STEP 3: Nahulog loob mo sakanya kasi nalaman mo na kahit pala PLAYBOY sya, he's Nice and he's a real GENTLEMAN!
STEP 4: Ni-research mo kung sino yung actor playing Nan Feng Cai/Ralph. Nalaman mong nasa same boyband pala sila ni Chun. Ayan... di ka na neutral. Curious ka na...
STEP 5: Nalaman mo na Calvin Chen Yi Ru ang pangalan nya.. Naadik ka sa kainchikan ng Fahrenheit! Nagsimula sa mga Music Videos at interviews. Pinilit mo intindihin kahit hindi mo maintindihan.
STEP 6: Di ka makaintindi ng Chinese kaya naghanap ka ng English forum. Nakita mo ang Calvin's Cupcakes sa Asian fanatics. Tapos mega-back read ka starting sa Part 1.
STEP 7: Na-amaze ka sa kaadikan nila. Binantayan mo na ang asian fanatics for more news about Calvin and the rest of Fahrenheit. Lurk lang ang ginawa mo dahil SHY ka mag-join. At saka todo english ang drama nila. Natatakot ka mabaliwala, muka silang super close sa bawat isa. So mega Lurk ka lang. Hanggang sa natuklasan mo ang Fahrenheit Family Philippines. Di mo akalain na may mga kapwa Pinay palang adik sakanila!
STEP 8: Join ka rin sa FRH Family pero lurk pa rin ang drama mo. Kasi shy ka rin at sa first few pages ng "Calvin Fans Chat here" nag-English din sila! Start ka muna magpost sa mga safe topics like "Introduce yourself here". Hanggang nagpost ka na rin sa "Calvin Fans Chat Here"!
STEP 9: Naaliw ka sa thread dahil wala masyado Pinay fans si Calvin. Hanggang sa nakilala mo yung ibang forum members at mga fans ni Calvin. You gained not just infos about your favorite FRH member but also friends. Hanggang sa naging TAHANAN mo na ang "Calvin Fans Chat Here!"
STEP 10: Nagpa-official member ka para makita sina Chun at Calvin in person! Nang nakita mo sila, naconvert ka kay Calvin dahil sa smile pa lang nya, natunaw ka na.
STEP 11: Ayan, naging reyna ka na sa Calvin thread at member ka na sa Fan Club! Feeling special ka talaga kasi kokonti lang talaga kayong maka-Calvin! Tapos pinipilit mo sarili mong matutong mag-Chinese para walang lost in translation sa mga pinapanood mong interviews and shows! You use a lot of Chinese phrases and even start writing Chinese characters.
Step 12: You can recognize his name in chinese characters. tapos nagsesearch ka na sa chinese search engines like baidu. Dahil kabisado mo na rin ang strokes ng Chinese name ni Calvin nagsimula kana ungkatin ang blog nia
STEP 13: Na-announce ang pagdating ni Calvin Chen kasama ni Chun sa Pilipinas, dumami ang supporters nia ganun din ang tao sa Calvin's thread at naisipan mo sumali sa bagong tayong Multiply group na CalvinChenFanatics.
STEP 14: Andaming sumali sa CalvinChenFanatics multiply group. Tapos Admin ka sa group na yan. Super research ka ulit using your newly acquired Chinese language skills and the ability to use Google. Tapos you update everyone on ALL of CALVIN'S comings and goings!
Step 15: After reading all of calvin's interviews, blogs, narealize mo na you are meant to be. Na pwede maging kayo in the future. And then you say that now calvin only needs to meet me..
Step 16: Gabi-gabi mo nang napapaginipan si Calvin. Epal palagi si Chun, Genie at Angela sa panaginip mo.
STEP 17: You dream about life with Calvin. You sent him fan mail. You even made a video of yourself and sent it to him. In this video you either: sing to him, make a speech, propose to him in Chinese, or babble senselessly about how much you love him.
STEP 18: You use google earth to look for the HIM building and check the surroundings. tsaka yung his faves are your faves, you listen to the music he likes, you read the stocks in the newspaper. Then you make fan fics starring calvin as the lead.
STEP 19: You adopt a child and name him calvin junior. if it's a girl you name her Jill. You plan your honeymoon in Europe, and you filp your hair your hair just like what Calvin likes
STEP 20: Congratulations!! You now have your imaginary family! and NOW GET A LIFE!!!!
kulang ko na lang yung "Wo Gei Ni Xin Fu" ng powerstation... Woohoo!!
星光
xing guang
Star Light
S.H.E
相約來到這世上 卻在途中失散 走的路是否一樣
xiang yue lai dao zhe shi shang, que zai tu zhong shi san, zou de lu shi fou yi yang
Coming to this world together, yet splitting up halfway, the route taken is still the same
看著同一片艷陽 我忽然有預感 久違的陌生人會遇上
kan zhe tong yi pian yan yang, wo hu ran you yu gan, jiu wei de mo sheng ren hui yu shang
Looking at the same sun, I suddenly had a feeling of long-lost strangers meeting up
也許是你笑的弧度和我很像
ye xu shi ni xiao de hu du he wo hen xiang
Maybe your laughter and your behaviour is like mine
也許是因爲守護的星座和我一樣
ye xu shi yin wei shou hu de xing zuo he wo yi yang
Maybe your horoscope is the same as mine
也許是漫長的黑夜特別孤單
ye xu shi man chang de hei ye te bie gu dan
Maybe the long night has made us lonely
才會背靠著背一起等天亮
cai hui bei kao zhe bei yi qi deng tian liang
Thus we depend on each other till the sun rises
黑夜如果不黑暗 美夢又何必響往
he ye ru guo bu hei an, mei meng you he bi xiang wang
If the night is not dark, what's the use of longing for your dreams
破曉會是堅持的人最後獲得的獎賞
po xiao hui shi jian chi de ren zui hou huo de de jiang shang
Persistent people will get their rewards in the end
黑夜如果太黑暗 我們就閉上眼看
hei ye ru guo tai hei an, wo men jiu bi shang yan kan
If the night is too dark, we'll close our eyes to see
希望若不熄滅就會亮成心中的星光
xi wang ruo bu xi mie jiu hui liang cheng xin zhong de xing guang
Hopefully our persistence will light up the ray of light in our hearts
上帝佈置的悲傷 和分配的陽光 你和我是否一樣
shang di bu zhi de bei shang, he fen pei de yang guang, ni he wo shi fou yi yang
The pain and sunlight distributed by the heavens, might they be the same with you and me
擁抱同一種信仰 我忽然有預感 我們會是彼此的星探
yong bao tong yi zhong xin yang, wo hu ran you yu gan, wo men hui shi bi ci de xing tan
Holding the same hope, I suddenly have a feeling, are we each other's star
再一次擁有
龔詩嘉
我想念去年的冬天
下著雪的那一夜
你給的溫柔 緊握的雙手
溫暖整個寒冬
失去了曾經的擁有
在你離開以後
帶走了笑容 只留下寂寞
望了幸福是什麽
沒有你的夜特別的漆黑
只能閉上雙眼去感覺
沒有我的夜 誰在你身邊
代替了那個從前
能不能再聼一次你說愛我
回到還在你懷裏的時候
能不能讓我 再一次擁有
曾屬於我的溫柔
我比想象中愛你
JS
飛得越遠越看不見
你陽光下燦爛的笑臉
在天和海之間那條界缐 慢慢地走遠
你增竟是我的地平缐
你有沒有一點想念
我們一起去年的夏天
有種愛的感覺 在心裡面 那麽的強烈
而這一切 好像只是昨天
我才發現 我比想象中愛你
只是一時不小心錯過了你
每當夜深人靜 我誠實的分析我自己
還是不可否認地
我比想象中愛你
浪花掠過沙灘邊境 （海風就像你的呼吸）
我又看見我們的腳印 （那增是回憶的痕跡）
如果遇見幸福的機率 要千萬分之一
不顧一切 也要找回你
我才發現我比想象中愛你
只是一時不小心錯過了你
每當夜深人靜
我誠實的分析我自己
總會從夢中驚醒
還不可否認地
我比想象中愛你
終于發現我比想象中愛你
只是一時不小心錯過了你
每當夜深人靜
我誠實的分析我自己
中會從夢中驚醒
還是不可否認地
我比想象中愛你
我給你幸福
動力火車
深深愛一個人
原來可以改造靈魂
不再做率性的人 講什麽都認真
寧願像個神燈
你的夢都想去完成
妳是我的美好我的責任
真愛讓人無所不能
給我全世界也不在乎
失去一切也不想要 被彌補
我只要妳靠近看清楚
我的情感 到什麽濃度
但你眼睛起霧 感動會在心裡條最美的舞
我只要你 在愛的沿路
感受一個 晴朗的國度
儅你腳步停駐 情緒都被照顧不再起伏
我給你幸福 （Ending:只給你幸福）
只是當時
zhi shi dang shi
If only then
Ella
太晚了 才懂了
tai wan le, cai dong le
I only realised it too late
我們錯過什麽
wo men cuo guo shen me
What have we missed out on
只是當時太青澀
zhi shi dang shi tai qing se
We were too bitter then
惘然 懵動
wang ran, meng dong
Too frustrated, and ignorant
情緒波動太曲折
qing xu bo dong tai qu zhe
Our feelings are stirred up
把路都走遠了
ba lu dou zou yuan le
And thus we walked a long distance
看過最美的日落
kan guo zui mei de ri luo
Having seen the most beautiful sunset
吹過 最暖的寒風
cui guo, zui nuan de han feng
Blowing past the cosy winter winds
Oh~ 怎麽記憶裡所有深刻
Oh~, zen me ji yi li suo you shen ke
Oh, why is it that all the memories
你都在裡頭
ni dou zai li tou
Has your presence in it
忽然閒 心老了
hu ran jian, xin lao le
Suddenly, the heart gets old
連微笑也苦了
lian wei xiao ye ku le
Even the smile gets bitter
而你遠得讓我懂了天涯是什麽
er ni yuan de rang wo dong le tian ya shi shen me
And you're far enough that I understand what the horizon is
昨夜又下起大雨了
zuo ye you xia qi da yu le
There was another downpour yesterday night
風把窗吹開了
feng ba chuang cui kai le
And the winds blew open the windows
Oh~ 然後我們見我醒了
Oh~, ran hou wo men jian wo xing le
Oh, then I woke up
你的背爲我被雨淋透
ni de bei wei wo bei yu lin tou
And your back was wet after blocking me from the rain
熱鬧的 宇宙中
re nao de, yu zhou zhong
In my universe
人來人往是孤獨的
ren lai ren wang shi gu du de
Everyone going past is lonely
心裡的話身邊有什麽人 可以說
xin li de hua shen bian you shen me ren, ke yi shuo
Who else can pour out my heart's feelings
La La La La La La La La La La La La
聽説失去會讓我們變得成熟
ting shuo shi qu hui rang wo men bian de cheng shou
I heard that losing (someone) would make the heart grow mature
你覺得呢
ni jue de ne
What do you think
摩天輪
mo tian lun
Ferris Wheel
Hebe
坐摩天輪 送你一程
zuo mo tian lun, song ni yi cheng
Giving you a ride on the ferris wheel
慢慢升高 心慢慢冷
man man sheng gao, xin man man leng
Slowly going up, the heart slowly turning cold
趁著機身 划過雲層
chen zhe ji shen, hua guo yun cheng
Seizing the opportunity to go past the clouds
願你收到 我留的吻
yuan ni shou dao, wo liu de wen
Hoping you'll receive the kiss I left
離別氣氛 往往會拉長淚痕
li bie qi fen, wang wang hui la chang lei hen
Leaving someone might occassionally leave tears
怕我鬱悶 打起十二分精神
pa wo yu men, da qi shi er fen jing shen
Afraid I'll be bored, I summoned all my energy
僵硬的唇 是逞強的後遺症
jiang ying de chun, shi cheng qiang de hou yi zheng
The stubborn mouth, is the longest-lasting "withdrawal symptom"
不想誰 看著你淚在翻滾
bu xiang shui, kan zhe ni lei zai fan gun
Not thinking of anyone, but looking at you, my tears roll
心真的疼 目送著我愛的人
xin zhen de teng, mu song zhe wo ai de ren
The deep love I have, is sent to my beloved
難捨難分 卻隔一道玻璃門
nan she nan fen, que ge yi dao bo li men
It's hard to part, yet there's a glass barrier parting us
轉身飛奔 到常去的遊樂城
zhuan shen fei ben, dao chang qu de you le cheng
In a blink of an eye, (we) go to the wonderland (we) frequent
在空中 才道別能不能
zai kong zhong, cai dao bie neng bu neng
Can we part only in mid-air
坐摩天輪 送你一程
zuo mo tian lun, song ni yi cheng
Giving you a ride on the ferris wheel
慢慢升高 心慢慢冷
man man sheng gao, xin man man leng
Slowly going up, the heart slowly turning cold
從此每當 我對你的想念太難忍
cong ci mei dang, wo dui ni de xiang nian tai nan ren
Ever since, the longing for you has become unbearable
坐摩天輪 心增平穩 （滿天星辰 會陪我等）
zuo mo tian lun, xin zeng ping wen (man tian xing chen, hui pei wo deng)
Sitting on the ferris wheel, has stabilised my heart (the star-studded sky will accompany me)
看摩天輪 想不想時間齒輪
kan mo tian lun, xiang bu xiang shi jian chi lun
Looking at the ferris wheel, don't you hope time will stop
轉了一圈 又到了什麽月份
zhuan le yi quan, you dao le shen me yue fen
Spinning one round, what part of the year is it already
每張票根 壓在枕頭下加溫
mei zhang piao gen, ya zai zhen tou xia jia wen
Every ticket is placed under the pillow for warmth
霓虹燈 溫暖等待的人
ni hong deng, wen nuan deng dai de ren
Neon lights warmly awaits the person who is waiting
满天星辰 会陪我等
man tian xing chen, hui pei wo deng
The stars will accompany me
管不著
guan bu zhao
Don't care
Selina
一個性名 遙遠又熟悉
yi ge xing ming, yao yuan you shou xi
One name, heard far and familiar
朋友偶爾提起 居然還在意
peng you ou er ti qi, ju ran hai zai yi
Friends talk about (him) sometimes, yet I care
也許只是天氣 讓我有點憂鬱
ye xu zhi shi tian qi, rang wo you dian you yu
Maybe it's the weather that's making me hesitant
也許在我心底 你從來不曾真的離去
ye xu zai wo xin di, ni cong lai bu ceng zhen de li qu
Maybe deep down, you have never left my heart
只是 你的一切我再也管不著
zhi shi, ni de yi qie wo zai ye guan bu zhao
I no longer care about what was between us
不能管你喝了幾杯 心情好不好
bu neng guan ni he le ji bei, xin qing hao bu hao
I can't mind how many cups of coffee you have drank, or how you feel today
身上穿的什麽顔色 也不是我來挑
shen shang chuan de shen me yan she, ye bu shi wo lai tiao
The colour of the shirt you're wearing isn't chosen by me
親吻的味道 也變了 （你已把我忘掉）
qin wen de wei dao, ye bian le (ni yi ba wo wang diao)
The kissing taste has changed (you have forgotten me)
是你的一切我再也管不著
shi ni de yi qie wo zai ye guan bu zhao
I no longer care about you
你不在我的懷抱 不稀罕我的好
ni bu zai wo de huai bao, bu xi han wo de hao
You're not in my embrace, and you don't care about me
不能照顧你的人生 不能敲你的門
bu neng zhao gu ni de ren sheng, bu neng qiao ni de men
I can't take care of you, nor can I knock on your door
如果說遺憾 我承認
ru guo shuo yi han, wo cheng ren
If you ask me about regrets, I admit it
但你已陌生
dan ni yi mo sheng
But you are already a stranger to me
一段感情 只剩下話題
yi duan gan qing, zhi sheng xia hua ti
What's left of a relationship is only the topic
不敢思索過去 和你的甜蜜
bu gan si suo guo qu, he ni de tian mi
Don't dare to think about the past, and the sweetness between us
那雙天真眼睛 有沒有人會珍惜
na shuang tian zhen yan jing, you mei you ren hui zhen xi
No one appreciates that innocent pair of eyes
最愛的小點心 她會不會學著去料理
zui ai de xiao dian xin, ta hui bu hui xue zhe qu liao li
The favourite snacks, will she ever learn how to make them
怎能把我忘掉
zen me ba wo wang diao
How can you forget me
是你的一切我再也管不著
shi ni de yi qie wo zai ye guan bu zhao
I no longer care about what happened between us
你不在我的懷抱 不稀罕我的好
ni bu zai wo de huai bao, bu xi han wo de hao
You're not in my embrace, and you don't care about me
不能照顧你的人生 不能敲你的門
bu neng zhao gu ni de ren sheng, bu neng qiao ni de men
I can't take care of your life, nor knock on your door
如果說遺憾 我承認
ru guo shuo yi han, wo cheng ren
If you ask whether I'm regretful, I admit it
但你已陌生
dan ni yi mo sheng
But you're already a stranger to me
WEEKDAYS:
WEEKENDS
DO I HAVE A VERY EXCITING LIFE????
Haaayy ang hirap mamili...
Puerto Galera ba with the GXS peeps
or Birhtday party ni Jiro baby?
Ah alam ko na!
magaaya na lang ako ng inuman after ng brithday ni Jiro Baby!
Ye bah!
She stared outside the window. She watched as the rain started to fall from the sky. Maybe, heaven is on her side right now. As the rain started to pour, tears began to fell from her eyes. She looked back and saw their wedding picture hanging on the bare wall. She stared at it for a long time, she stared at Calvin's face. She could understand why he was not smiling in that picture... on that special day. The day they got married is the day she took him away from the girl he really loved. It was the day she have trapped him into a loveless marriage.
She reached for his face, and caressed it. "I'm sorry..." she whispered. "I'm sorry for everything..." If only that night didn't happen... If only she was satisfied with just being his friend... if only she have not love him... if only she have not carried his child, then maybe, just maybe, she will not be feeling miserable. She would not have felt this kind of pain, and she would have not hurt the man she loves the most.
She turned to the side table, and stared at the the white envelope lying on it. She smiled, then she wiped her tears. It was a hard decision for her, to turn her back from everything that she have always dreamed of. But if this means his happiness, then she's ready to take the risk. She have to let him go... She have the let him have his happiness, after all, that one thing that binds them together is now gone - his child.She took off the ring from her finger and placed it on top of the papers. It's time to let go...
She took took her luggage and began to walk. As she took a step, she realized it's hard to walk away from everything. When she reached for the door, she realized it's harder to let go... to give up... but she was left with no choice but to do this, so that she could save whatever it left of with their friendship... at least...
She took a deep breath and walked out of the room. She decided to walk out of his life. She knew one day he will thank her for making this decision... even though it's breaking her heart. One day, she will learn to move on... and one day she know she will find her happiness...
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How are you? Are your nights as long as mine?
Do you take the love I give you and wear it well on your hand?
The lonely music continued to play on his car stereo. He was exhausted from work, and as he reached home, all he saw is a darkness. He got out of the car and walked towards the front door and opened it. Still, total darkness... He's been living this way for 6 months... since the day Genie decided to go... since the divorce...
They both thought this is a good idea... for her and for him... but mostly for him, so that he and Angela could finally be together. But he was wrong, she was wrong...
He walked to his room only to find the their old wedding picture hanging on the bare wall. He looked up at it, and stared into her smiling face. That's what Calvin misses about Genie- how everything seemed to light up when she smiles. How all of his problems seems to go away whenever he opens up to her... but then that fateful night happened that changed everything about their friendship.
If only he had not drowned himself from too much alcohol...
If only Angela didn't leave him to pursue her dreams...
If only Genie was not there to comfort him...
If only he might not have mistaken her for Angela and made love to her that night...
He could still remember the day Genie told him that she's carrying their child. He closed his eyes for the longest time, finally accepting the fact that Angela's gone and he have to take his responsibility for his actions. When he opened his eyes, he finally decided to marry her. He thought that by doing this, he could reciprocate her love for him, and he could be able to forget Angela. But he was wrong...
Angela came back after he and Genie got married. He was confused. He tried his best to love his best friend, but it seems that nobody could replace Angela in his heart, not even his wife...
"Be strong," I frequently say to the person in the mirror.
Although said, lonely and missing someone is like a punishment
A secret affair happened between him and Angela. He knows it would break Genie's heart, but he still did it. Because he loved Angela more than anything else. Because he thought she is his happiness.
Because he is selfish.
Then, the day came and Genie found out about hem. The day she found out about his secret affair was the same day that she had a miscarriage. He knew how upset Genie was... and it was all his fault that he lost their child. It was his fault that he broke her heart.
Thinking of your gentleness, thinking of your appearance, I can't let go...
Soon after Genie came out of the hospital, she left him. She left him without even saying goodbye. That day, all he found was her wedding ring on the side table, together with the divorce papers that she have previously signed. She let him go... so that he could be happy and be with Angela. She never came back since then... At that moment he realized Genie's finally out of his life forever...
Already said goodbye, our respective soaring has grown up
Tightly holding onto love, letting it go leaves me troubled
Calvin reached for the drawer, and took her wedding ring. Maybe he did loved her after all, but he didn't want to admit it. Because all that mattered to him before was Angela, and only Angela. Because he didn't want their friendship to change.
He knew right from the start how Genie feels for him, and he was a bastard to take advantage of it. God knows, he loved her the best way he could... and that's the only thing he could give to her...
But the irony of it all, though Genie was willing to sacrifice for him, Calvin never signed the divorce papers.
Which desire to I want to fulfill?
Leaving you, that's silly, can I regret?
He closed his eyes, and tears began to fall. If only he had appreciated Genie more, then maybe she's still with him. If only he acknowledged what he feels for her, then maybe she never left. If only he was not selfish, then maybe his child would have not died... if only he could tell Genie now how much he loves her...
There are a lot of what-if's in his mind... and it's too late now. Genie's gone... and he can't let go...
ako yung taong madaling mabadtrip... mapiss off... mapikon...
pero i try my best na hindi mabadtrip mapiss off or mapikon...
lalo na if it will affect the working relationship
eh binadtrip mo ako!
eh di tablado ka ngayon!
and you didn't even remember kung ano ginawa mo kaya nabadtrip ako?
natanggap ko that you're making fun of me because i'm weird
yung hindi ko kasi trip yung trip nyo
but last night was the last straw...
Nababadtrip ako! Puro problema bumalik sa kin ngayong araw na ito.. well problema din naman yung iniwan ko nung Friday pero INAYOS KO SYA BEFORE AKO UMUWI... pero naman! Nakaplog na ako the last time this happened and I admit it's all MY FAULT pero naman... ngayon THIS IS UNACCEPTABLE!!! yun na naman ang sasabihin nila sa kin... ano pang klaseng excuse yung sasabihin ko? waaaahhhh
PATAYIN NYO NA LANG AKO LETSE!!!
Magbasa bago magreact ok?
source: UDN
translated by: x-WISHFULthinking@asianfanatics.net
‘Father’s Day’ is one day that Jiro Wang will never be able to forget. 12 years ago, on ‘Father’s Day’, Jiro was intending on buying his father a present and then going home to celebrate with him, when he found out that his father had had a bad fall in the bathroom. From that moment onwards, his father never got up again and 3 years later, he passed away.
The day before yesterday, Jiro flipped through his photo albums, looking for photos of his dad, tears slipping from his eyes. He said, “My dad liked to take photos of me, but I do not have many photos of us together.”
Jiro said that before his father passed away, his father had called him to his bedside and said to him, “Come, hold my hand.” At first, Jiro did not understand, but then his father continued and said, “I hope that in the future, when you are holding your girlfriend’s hand, it will be like how I have held your mother's hand; loving each other forever.” After having said this, he passed away.
Jiro said, “His words have always been in my mind, before when I had a girlfriend, everytime I held her hand, I would think of my father’s words.”
Recently, Fahrenheit went to Hong Kong to promote, and Jiro said that when he was at a beach in Hong Kong, he thought of his father again. He said, “My dad had always wished to live in a house near the coast, now I have the ability to buy a new house. I also want to tell him that I will take good care of my mother, fulfilling his wish.”
haaayyy Chun... why do you always say the right words at the right time?
credits to my mare, Betsy for this one!
08 八月, 2008 15:44
Superman is back!
After Butterfly Lovers wrapped up, I was ready for tons of jobs that were lining up but never did I expect that the heavy workload... workload which I myself, someone who thinks himself as a Superman, finally came to feel tiredness in his life... WOW!!! To me, there are good and bad in every moment of my experiences that's why I've always told myself that I am lucky for all the opportunities and I will always cherish every moment and be responsible not only to myself but to everyone so I wont live a regretful life. No matter how tired I am, there's always happiness when it comes to visiting all the countries I've visited recently and here, I really wanna thank everyone from all parts of the world who has been supporting me all these while…
The Philippines - Visiting Phil has always been my 1st priority! Although I've been to Phil a couple of times already, its always different when it comes to work and I've always loved to meet those who have supported us all these while... anyhow... mission accomplished!!! haha! "Maraming Salamat"!
Korea - Really had a great time during the Romantic Princess Celebration with all my Korean supporters… Well, I can speak better Korean now… haha! Su Go Ha Say So Yo
Japan - Attended my 1st Butterfly Lovers press conference outside China and surprisingly it was Japan!!! I also spent one whole day filming a program for a a Japanese TV channel discovering the life of NINJAS… Another Great experience for me!
HK - I did something crazy this time!
Managed to sneak out late at night after supper with my director around 2.30am! It came to a point where I felt so much like walking along the streets in HK… I walked alone from JORDAN to TSIM SHA TSUI and along the streets where I used to go before my showbiz life. I always walk 4 years ago and although its already 3am and all shops are close, i am still full of energy J Its unbelievable and I dotn know when I can do that again…hahaa!
One of the letters I've read recently and would like to share it with the rest of the world: -
We convince ourselves that life will be better after we get married, have a baby, then another. Then we are frustrated that the kids aren't old enough and we'll be more content when they are. After that we're frustrated that we have teen-agers to deal with. We will certainly be happy when they are out of that stage. We tell ourselves that our life will be complete when our spouse gets his or her act together, when we get a nicer car, are able to go on a nice vacation, when we retire. The truth is, there's no better time to be happy than right now. If not now, when?
Your life will always be filled with challenges. It's best to admit this to yourself and decide to be happy anyway. One of my favourite quotes from Alfred D'Souza. Ha said, "For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin-Real Life. But they was always some abstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were in my life."
This perspective has helped me see that there is no way to happiness. Hapiness is the way. So, treasure every moment that you have. And treasure it more because you shared it with someone special, special enough to spend your time with… and remember that time waits for no one!!!
So Stop waiting until you finish school, until you go back to school, until you lose 10 pounds, until you have kids, until your kids leave the house, until you start work, unitl you retire, until you get married, until you get divorced, until Friday night, until Sunday morning, until you get a new car or home, until your car or home is paid off, until spring, until summer, until when??? Until you got no more chance to decide that there is no…
Better time than right now to be happy.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination.
How do you guys feel after reading the above? I am sure you will think a lot… Well, JUST DO IT but Don't Rush yourself or give yourself too much pressure, ok?
Remember... Happiness is in your own hands.
Honestly, there are many things that we wanna say and have always kept in our heart… Well... It's time! I know I don't have to wait till Valentine's day to say this but RIGHT NOW at THIS MOMENT, I wanna express all my thanks for all you guys have done… My family, My supporters, My colleagues, My friends and everyone who has been truthful to me... Thank you and I Love you all! Wow… really not easy to say the word LOVE and I'm feeling a little shy right now even though I'm not expressing verbally… haha!
Errr... JUST DO IT !!!
Happy Chinese Valentine's day, Happy Pa Pa day, 2008 Beijing Olympic 加油!!!
Why is it that when it comes to the matters of the heart,
I'm good at giving advices at other people,
but as for myself...
I can't even give myself a good advice?
期待你的愛 - 林俊傑 // Awaiting Your Love - JJ Lin
曲：林俊傑
詞：林怡鳳/許環良
My Life 一直在等待 // My life, I've always been waiting
空蕩的口袋 // An empty pocket
想在裡面放 一份愛 // I've always wanted to put inside, a piece of love
Why 總是被打敗 // Why am I always defeated
真的好無奈 // I'm so helpless
其實我 實實在在 // But I, really
不管帥不帥 // Don't care if I'm handsome or not
想要找回來 自己的節拍 // I just want to find again, my own rhythm
所以這一次 // So this time
我要勇敢 大聲說出來 // I want to bravely, loudly say
期待 期待你發現我的愛 // Awaiting, waiting for you to discover my love
無所不在 我自然而然的關懷 // Is everywhere, my natural caring
妳的存在 心靈感應的方向 // Your existence, is the direction of my soul finding
我一眼就看出來 //I could tell from one glance
是因為愛 // It was because of love
我猜 你早已發現我的愛 // I guess, you've long since discovered my love
繞幾個彎 靠越近越明白 // Go through a few turns, the closer the clearer
不要走開 // Don't leave
幸福的開始 就是放手去愛 // The beginning of happiness, is letting god and loving
Have you ever had a feeling of wanting to cry? You want to cry out loud, but you can't because your reason is not a reason enough to cry? That the the very reason why you want to cry does not even know he is the reason why you want to cry? Gets? Guess so...
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How do you think of a happy thought?
Think of him...
Think of his smiling face...
Think of every moment you had with him...
Think of every how it felt the first time you saw him...
Think of the song he used to sing that makes you smile...
Sigh...
I'm thinking of happy thoughts while you're gone...
But I just can't think of any, and you know why?
Because YOU are my happy thought...
