Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Here we are again...

Eto na naman tayo...

I'm writing this letter to you, although there's a slim chance you would be able to read this. But nevertheless, I'm writing this to you.

I miss you.

You know that I do.

You know that we have been together for more than 10 years. We have been through thick and thin. We've seen each other at our worsts and at our weakest. We have shared each other's thoughts and secrets. Andun ako para sa'yo nung panahong nagrerebelde ka. Andyan ka naman para sa kin nung panahong may problema ako. We give each others advices that we don't seem to listen to. Gaya nung sinabi mo sa king kalimutan ko na sya. At gaya ng panahong sinabi ko sa yong makinig ka sa mama mo. Ikaw yung takbuhan ko pag kailangan kong umiyak. Ganun ka rin sa kin. Mas madalas ikaw yung ganun sa kin. In you, I find the courage to make the most crucial decisions of my life. May mga times na mas nauuna ka pang makaalam ng magagandang nangyari sa buhay ko kesa sa nanay ko.

Palagi tayong may tampuhan, kasi may mga bagay akong nagagawa na nakakasakit sa yo. Pero minsan, ganun ka rin naman. Nagkataon lang na ako palagi kitang iniintindi. Ako, minsan hindi mo ako naiintindihan. Gaya na lang nung nagtampo ka sa kin dahil di kita sinamahan mag-apply sa trabaho. Sige, sabihin na natin na ma excuse ako kaya di kita nasamahan, kasi nung mga panahon na yun alam mo naman na wala akong ibang maaasahan sa trabaho. Gaya rin nung panahong nagkasagutan tayo dahil sa isang bagay na gusto mong gawin na kinontra ko. Kumontra ako kasi alam kong may mga bagay pang pede mong paglaanan ng panahon at pera.

Ngayon, nagalit ka sa kin ulit dahil di kita pinagbigyan sa isang bagay. Kung di man kita napagbigyan, I'm sorry... Sorry kung naging maramot ako.Sorry kung sa palagay mo hindi kita pinagkakatiwalaan. Yung totoo, buo ang tiwala ko sa yo. Yung totoo, hindi lang ikaw ang may problema sa ganung aspeto. I'm sorry kung sa palagay mo di ako naging mabuting kaibigan dahil hindi kita napagbigyan. At nang dahil dun, halos kalahating taon ata tayong di nagusap. Kung dati, linggo lang yung binibilang, ngayon alam kong galit na galit ka sa kin kasi ilang buwan mo na akong di kinakausap.

Kung mababasa mo man ito, sana maintindihan mo ako. Sana magkabati na tayo. Namimimiss na kita, at namimiss ko na rin yung batang halos itinuring ko na ring parang anak...

Friday, June 26, 2009

Magiisang taon mula ngayon

Mga ganitong panahon last year, naghahanda na kami sa pagdating nyo. ginulantang kasi kami ni kuya sa sinabi nyan, oo am bi to na sya...

haaayyyy


ambilis ng panahon

Friday, June 19, 2009

Training...

Shet training na next week... whole day the whole week kasama si... siya basta sya yung kinatatakutan kong tier 2...

isa pang nakakatakot

mga seniors kasama naman... kakatakot baka mamaya pag nagtanong kami sa kanya, barahin kami nung mga seniors

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

this is me...

  1. taong walang paki sa uso
  2. taong walang kasense sense sa fashion
  3. taong mahilig mangolekta ng sad quotes
  4. taong mahilig sa tragic ending
  5. taong adik kay bob ong
  6. taong mahilig sa mga forwarded email messages
  7. taong mahilig magtulog pag off nya
  8. taong petiks lang
  9. taong minsa'y nangarap na maging engineer
  10. taong walang ibang pinagkagastusan kundi pagkain, gadgets at gift para sa inaanak nya
  11. taong sanay na magisa, loner kumbaga
  12. taong kuntento sa loyal best friend nya
  13. taong nakuliling na ang tenga kakarinig sa reklamo sa buhay ng best friend nya
eto ako noon...

ngayon...

hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko

maraming nawala

maramng nawawala

at di ko na alam ang gagawin ko...

Monday, June 15, 2009

Gusto ko rin ng butler, yung kasing gwapo ni Hiro!


Thanks to Momee Sandee, I have a new addiction. It's Mei-chan no Shitsuji. The story revolves around a young woman named Mei, who was rescued as a young girl by someone calling himself her "butler." With only a vague memory, though, the experience seems like just a dream. But one day, after her parents' accidental death, he appears: Rihito comes from a line of outstanding butlers, and he has been appointed to serve her! Now her ordinary life has completely flipped, as she discovers that she's actually the heiress to a fortune, and is forced to transfer to St. Lucia Girls' Academy, where all the students have butlers! As a result, her childhood friend Kento decides to enroll in a butler school so that he can stay close to her. Reasons to watch this series, naman! Mizushima Hiro is waaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy too hot in this series! I want a butler just like him!
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Something New In My Life - Stephen Bishop

i guess i wanted something new in my life
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for

dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me

you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along

i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you

whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on

i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...


something new in m...

Something New In My Life - Stephen Bishop

i guess i wanted something new in my life
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for

dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me

you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along

i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you

whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on

i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...


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Friday, June 5, 2009

sad truth

the one only comes....












ONCE!!!


uu nga naman!

Monday, June 1, 2009

mundo

hindi naman kailangan ang maraming tao para bumuo ng mundo eh minsan isang tao lang ang kailangan mo buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay

- kapitan sino (bob ong's new book)


comment: hmmm... oo nga naman...