The Four Seasons of Love

Part 1 - Spring "For you in full bloom"

She loved him since the first spring she met him,
But the only thing she could do is watch him marry the girl he loves...

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The flowers started to bloom today. It was the first day of spring, and spring has always been Calvin's favorite season. I have known him long enough to know every details about him.

He said a lot of good things happen to him every spring. It was that season when my family moved to the house next to his. Since then, we became the best of friends. It was also spring when he met Genie, the girl who, acording to him, he wants to spend the rest of his life with. I knew that they would come to that, but I never thought it would be this soon.

"I'm getting maried." He said one lazy afternoon, while we were having coffee at my place. Upon hearing that, I almost spit out the coffee that's in my mouth. "What?! That soon?" I asked. Calvin smiled and nodded his head. I was surprised at that news since Calvin and Genie have only been dating for 6 months. I gave him suspicious looks, as I got closer to his face. "Calvin Chen Yi Ru, did you got Genie pregnant?"
"Of course not!"
"Then why do you guys have to get married this soon?"

Calvin looked at me and smiled. "You've never been in love before, Christine?" he asked. I didn't answer him. I just lowered my head and looked at my coffee cup. Of course, I have been in love, I want to say. I want to tell him I've been in love with him since we were kids... since the first spring I met him... but I just don't have the guts to tell him that.

"You know that quote from 'When Harry met Sally'? Harry said, when you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible. I love Genie, and I can't wait to be with her forever..." I nodded my head, and with that, I gave Calvin my blessings.

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The day has finally arrived. Although it hurts to see the man I love getting married to another, I have to put on a smile to show everyone that I support him. There have been nights that I cried because of him, but I realized that when you love someone, you should let them find their happiness. Calvin's happiness is Genie, and I have to be happy for him this day.

He looked very dahing in his tuxedo. It was then that I realized that he has became a man - not that little boy I used to know.I walked down the aisle and I smiled at me. He smiled back, but at the end of the aisle, I have to step aside to give way to the bride.

Everything was perfect on Calvin's wedding day. The ceremony went smoothly until...

"Calvin Chen, do you take Genie Zhou as your lwfully wedded wife, and be with her for better or worse, in sickness and in health, for richer or poorer, till death do you part?" the priest asked. I was thinking he would answer immediately, but there was a dead silence from him. After a while, he looked at Genie and spoke. "I... I'm sorry..." he said. "I... I can't do this Genie," then he turned his back and walked away, leaving his devastated bride behind.

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I followed him outside the church, and found him near the park not far away from the church. "Calvin..." I called. He looked up at me and smiled faintly. I walked towards him, and sat beside him. "I know I'm a jerk..." he started. "But you see, I just realized one thing... I have always been in love with Genie, I know, but last night, I tried to picture myself with her, and it felt so wrong. The moment you walked down the aisle, I closed my eyes and I see myself being with you... and you know what, it felt so right. But when I opened my eyes, reality hits me and I realized I'm marrying Genie..." I don't know if Calvin's joking or not, but at the back of my mind, I wish he's not. I know it's wrong for me to think that way, especially when Genie's so devastated about what happened. "Come on, Calvin." I said as I pulled his hand. "We can still go back. You're just nervous and jittery - "
"No, I can't Christine..."
"Calvin, Genie's waiting for you..."

He looked up t me. There's something in the way he looked that made me feel jittery. "Christine, I can't marry Genie because I realized that I still love you." He said. I was speechless. I never thought that Calvin feels the same way for me, but when did he start loving me? "I loved you since the day I first saw you, but I'm scared to admit that to you and to myself because I'm scared everything about us will change. But now, I'm not scared anymore because it's you I want to be with forever..."

My heart was beating faster upon hearing that. I have always dreamed that Calvin would tell me he loves me... who would've thought it would happen on his wedding day? I don't want to let this chance pass me by, so I decided to tell him what's in my heart. "Calvin... I love you too..."

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The flowers bloomed, and once again, it's springtime. I am walking down the aisle in my long white gown. This time, I don't have to give way to another girl. I see Calvin by the altar. He is smiling and crying at the same time, as he patiently waited for me.I have never seen him more handsome than today. I have never seen him this way before.

Today is the start of our lives togehter. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him, and grow old beside him. When the priest asked him if he'll take me as his wife, we looked at me lovingly and smiled, then he said. "I do..."

THE END

List of Asian Dram's I've watched

nakigaya kay betsy, in no particular order

• meteor garden 1 and 2
• poor prince taro
• lavender
• my mvp valentine (di tapos)
• autumn in my heart (everytime it's being replayed on gma)
• bright girl
• winter sonata
• the truth
• green rose
• stained glass
• lovers in paris
• the outsiders (i've just seen 1 episode sa abc 5 pa ito dati)
• i'm sorry i love you (yung ending lang napanood ko)
• full house
• coffee prince
• attic cat
• a tree in heaven
• green forest my home
• HANA KIMI TW
• hana kimi japan
• romantic princess (struggling to watch this)
• tokyo juliet (struggling to watch this)
• magical love
• reaching for the stars
• yellow handkerchief
• glass show
• stairway to heaven
• oh phil young
• memories of bali
• sweet 18
• sailormoon live action
• ultraman
• bioman
• maskman
• save the last dance for me
• frog prince
• ying ye 3 +1
• mean girl ah chu
• why why love
• corner with love
• my lucky star
• full count
• ko one
• gokusen
• hana yori dango
• smile pasta
• westside story
• at the dolphin bay
• 100% senorita
• angel (ryan tang's series, in qtv it's title is sunrise)
• makeover beauty
• marmalade boy
• girls marching on
• 18 jin bu jin
• it started with a kiss
• a rosy life
• jumong
• dr. heo jin (tama ba? 1 episode lang napanood ko sa arirang eh...)
• irene
• snow white
• my name is kim sam soon
• bull fighting
• love storm
• marmalade boy
• my 19 year sister in law
• sound of colors
• mouse loves rice

i want to watch:

• rolling love
• fated to love you
• they kissed again
• hotshot
• proposal daisakusen
• kimi wa petto
• bambino
• on air
• crying out love at the center of the universe
• devil beside me
• fashion 70s
• senorita mei mei
• love contract
• pi li mit
• so im not handsome
• summer x summer
• top of forbidden city
• say yes enterprise
• the outsiders II (show luo!)
• goong s
• fireworks
• the rose
• secret garden
• wayward kenting (tama ba?)
• a game about love
• express boy

teka isip pa ako...

Why I need PC at home

1. I need to monitor the forum
   
2. I have to watch my fave series online
3. I need to upload my blog
4. I'm starting to hate writing my stories manually... my hands are racing with my ideas.
   
5. I have to watch my fave series online
6. Need to download mp3s
7. I have to watch my fave series online

Can someone give me a pc... please?

what i hate about family get togethers

I was not able to go to Galera this weekend, so I decided to do a Hana Kimi TW marathon today (courtesy of the DVD Betsy lent me last friday).I was supposed to finish it today if only my aunt didn't call and ask us at the last minute. I hate last minute invitations...

So my plan technically failed. I have to tag along with my mom, as she promised me we'll be back by afternoon. But then plans changed again, and she decided we'll go home after dinner. So much for my plan to finish Hana Kimi and the two stories I'm writing. Thanks mom <*insert sarcastic tone here*>! I really don't like getting together with our relatives. You see, I'm not even that close to my cousin, after all the things that happened in our family befor. The cousins tend to be all high and mighty, and I am just but a loser in their eyes. I'm always left out, just like today. They went to watch a game while I was left alone, reading a book while hearing the old folks cry their lungs out for some old songs from their generation. Plus the fact that my mom have to do some work at their house, instead of acting like a guest. Plus, my evil, i-hate-him-till-the-end uncle, whom I have not forgiven and talked to since December is here with us. I have to act civil with him around, and it kills me...I CAN'T EVER BE CIVILWITH THAT OLD BASTARD!

God, I wish I could have gone to another hanakimi EB insteadof being here...

a big ARRGGHHH

• I'm stressed out with my new work
• Just got home from Tagaytay
• Had an EB with fellow Hana Kimi Fans
• Joined the Fahrenheit Fan Club
• Became a Mod
• Have a workaholic boss...