Love knows how to forgive,
But it does not know regret...

-Corner with Love-

Being alive means that
in exchange for every new thing you learn,
you forget something...

-The Snow Queen-

ang VL kong walang kwenta

nakaleave ako bukas. *bored tone* yipee. may dahilan kung bakit nagleave ako bukas. dapat pupunta kami ng EK ng mga amoretto, kaso ang galing galing nila yung iba mga di nagsipagleave. dapat rin bukas magkikita kami nina pie, kaso si gaga may pasok. dapat manonood kami ng sine ni maan, kaso di pa sya nagtetext. malamang eh wala sa mga lakad na yun ang matutuloy. haaayyy... inaasam asam ko pa naman yung araw na yun

call center survey from ronnie

best call center company youve ever
worked for: rmh... kung hindi di sana di na ako bumalik at nagtagal ng 1 year! sige na nga pati sitel... the best yung qa incentives

job position: L1 technical support (chat)

recent company: rmh-nco
company location: mother ignacia

best cofee shop: starbucks
location: sa may loop


best cellphone unit/model: sony ericsson at yung pinapangarap kong lg ku250


unit/model of digital camera: wala

got any wheels?: planning to buy


got any mug from starbux?: wala, di ako madalas dun


fave mini stores: mini stop, 7-11
location: elj building


fave yosi tambayan: sa harap ng elj building
location: qc
reds or lights? lights


fave bar: off the grill, janero, gerardo's
location: sa timog, sa gilid ng abs cbn at sa tapat ng abs cbn
fave alc drinks: san mig light


brand of your hand lotion: lander



brand of your purse: wala

brand of your bag: girbaud


rubber shoes: skechers


do you go to fitness first? nope


brings pillow at work so you can sleep while working: nope... pang umaga ako



minimum salary?: nung training



any savings? how much?: secret ko na yun

company bank?: ibank ba or union bank?

hows your recent team manager: she's good, nice... mabait, approachable


what is his/ her name: tm roxy



do you have your own stations (desktop) at work where you can place your fav pix?: yup



do you own an expensive perfume? wala




do you wear glasses? contacts? no




company dress code: walang dress code dito






planning to have a call center of your
own? yup

mga dapat gawin bago bumalik ng school

1. bumili ng laptop
2. bumili ng bagong sapatos
3. bumili ng bagong slacks (pangdefense)
4. bumili ng bagong bag
5. ibalik kay crif yung assembly book at notes sa compiler
6. maghanap ng business na madaling gawan ng feasibility study
7. pag-aralan yung vb.net na book
8. maghanap ng part time job
9. pilitin si mama na magtrabaho sa call center
10. pag-aralan yung c++
11. pag-aralan gumawa ng malupit na program
12. ayusin yung kwarto
13. magloan sa bangko
14. mag-ipon sa bangko
    
15. BUMALIK SA MAPUA AT MAG FILE NG PAGBABALIK MULA SA AWOL
    

Fahrenheit

18 jin bu jin

S.H.E. Play

Barkada Moments Part 4 - Death

Saturday.

It was supposed to be an ordinary day. For the past days, I haven't seen Coco online. All the while, I thought she was just busy preparing her papers for Affinity. Just then, around 5 in the afternoon, she signed in to her IM.

The first thing that she told me, is that her 97-year old grandma dies in her sleep last week monday. (Correct me please...) she was the lola who lovingly greets us when we hang out at Coco's house when they still lived in Sikatuna Village. She was like a lola to all of us.

I was surprised with what happened. I immediately texted Pie, informing her that about what happened, and to my surprise, she ALREADY knew about Coco's grandma's death. I was the last one to know. Nobody EVER informed me about that.

Her lola was cremated last Saturday. She died last Monday. If I have known, I could've come to her lola's wake last Tuesday, but as I mentioned above, I was the last one to know! I felt really guilty with that. Coco was there when my grandma died 7 years ago. I wanted to console her, but since it was too late, I just gave my condolences through IM.

I felt a little furious... why didn't my friends told me about it? I confronted Pie about it (although I really have no plan of talking to her) last Sunday, and asked her why she didn't tell me about it. She explained that she heard about it from Chris (our "so-called" tropa), she got a text message from her, thinking it was sent to all because of the word "Guys" on her message. Fine... Chris knows my number, but why didn't she even bothered to send me that message? I was mad because I wasn't there for Coco, and I was mad because I found out too late? Nobody bothered to tell me that! Sheesh!

Just by holding on to hope,
how strong can one's heart be?

-The Snow Queen-

Mga dapat isama sa budget (bi-weekly)

1. earphones - kasi madalas masira ang earphones ng mp3 ko. meron palang P105 na earphones sa anson... dun na lang ako bibili
2. load ng celphone - kahit di ako tumatawag at nagtetext, kailangan ko ng load pandownload ng games
3. gamot - kailangan ko yung maintenance sa hypertension, gamot para sa kidney at fatty liver ko
4. gatas- yung non fat
5. chocolate
6. donut
7. food allowance sa bahay
8. allowance ng nanay ko
9. panghulog sa bangko

mukhang kailangan ko ng trabahong mas malaki ang sweldo ah....

... and bak-bak here, and a bak-bak there... bak here bak there anywhere a bak-bak

Pag-umuwi ako galing opisina at pag papasok ako, di maiiwasang dumaan sa Kamias road. Ang naalala ko, yung tapat ng 7-11 sa Kamias eh kababakbak lang nung summer. Akalain mo ba naman nawindiang ako kagabi dahil binabakbak ng DPWH yung same spot na ginawa ng MMDA nung summer lang? At hindi lang yun! May nadaanan pa akong truck kagabi nmay nakalagay ng signage na "Please take another route". Anak ng... malamang mga 3 pa ang babakbakin ng umaga.

Kaya kanina, pagpasok ko, hindi na ako nagulat nang may nadaanan akong 3 pink fences sa gitna ng kalsada. At gaya nung nakaraang summer, kahit sabado at walang pasok ang karamihan eh may TRAFFIC na naman sa Kamias. Gosh, maliit na nga ang espasyo ng Kamias Road, sumikip pa lalo dahil sa bakbak-bakbak na yan! Ilang milyon kaya ang nabubulsa ng mga pulitiko at opisyales na nagpabakbak ulit nung street na yun?

Senior Year High!

THINK BACK TO 4th year hs... Let's see how much you remember and how much you regret..

. What section were you?
> IV-Ma. Goretti (we rock!!!)

. Who were your seatmates?
>si coco, si maui, si claire, si noemi at si kristina arevalo (pati ata si april)

. Still remember your english teacher?
> ma'am mabel (forgot her last name)

. What was your first class?
>homeroom pag monday... trigo pag friday... pe ata pag... ah ewan!!!

. Who was your best friend?
> more like of best friends - pie, coco, claire, maui, maan

. Who did you like?
> itago natin sa pangalang vappie

. Made friends to the lower years?
> yup yup!

. Had a boyfriend/girlfriend?
>yup then on our monthsary we broke up

. How was your class schedule?
> ok lang naman

. Made any enemies?
> barkada ko lang yung inaaway ko kasi may toyo ako nung 4th year

. Who was your favorite teacher?
> ms. candelario

. What sport did you play?
> basketball - na nasa bench lang naglalaro

. Did you buy your lunch?
> yup! sa waiting area pa kami kumakain nun

. Were you a party animal?
> hmmm net addict ako nun eh

. Were you well known in your school?
> nope... guess if you mean if most of batchmates knows me... siguro they know me as that accident prone sir toby from the shakespearean play and the girl who almost got her dream body

. SKIP SCHOOl?
> no way.... i guess 3 x lang ako umabsent sa school

. Did you get suspended/expelled?
> nope.

. Can you sing the alma mater?
> mabuhay ka o san joseeeee..... gosh, mas memorize ko pa ito kesa sa alma mater song ng mapua na hindi ko pa nakakanta

. What was your favorite subject?
> club (young writers' club), filipino, trigo, physics

. What was your school's full name?
> st. joseph's college q.c (spaienta, bonitas, caritas)

. Did you go to the dances?
> sa bequeathal lang ako pumunta

. If you could go back in time and do
it all over, would you?
> yep!

. What do you remember most about 4th
year?
> my broken heart and the friendship

. Favorite memory in 4th year?
> nung nagcamping kami, nung retreat sa marikina, nung exposure

. Worst memory in 4th year?
> bequeathal

. Where did you go most often for
break?
> waiting area

. What did you do on the last day of school?
> gutsons? hehehhehehe

. How was your graduation?
> the night before, naiyak ako kasi nagtext ng goodbye si coco... and yes nakakaiyak siya... it's like you have to leave ypu home behind to pursue your dreams....

Seven years

Seven years, I kept my heart
Seven years, I held on tight
Seven years, I almost broke down
Seven years, I never let go
Seven years, counting till ten
Seven years, looking back at the past
Seven years, looking forward for the future
Seven years, I waited for the moment
Seven years, the time has not yet come
Seven years, I remained silent
Seven years, my love remained unrequited
Seven years, the story remained untold
Seven years, you will never know...

Happy Anniversary!

Ngayong araw na ito, one year na akong nagtatrabaho sa RMH. Mahigit isang taon na rin pala mula nung huli akong nag-apply sa ibang kumpanya. So far, eto na yung pinakamatagal kong stay sa call center. 8 months lang kasi ako dati sa Sitel eh.

Pero ngayon anniversary ko dito, parang dinapuan ako ng mala. Yung QOS ko at tumataginting na 0%. Yung calls ko, nagkalat pa ako. Wala akong makitang kabatch na sisigawan ng "Happy Anniversary!".

Pero masaya na rin kasi yung pinakaaasam asam kong jacket ay mapapasakin na. Minsan iniisip ko, ano na ba next step ko? Magreresign na ba ako at maghahanap ng trabaho, o mananatili muna ako dito? May napatunayan na ba ako o wala pa rin? Kaya ko na bang lumipat ng ibang kumpanya o dito muna ako? Susunod na ba ako sa yapak nung mga kabatch kong umalis o susundan ko yung yapak ng mga taong nanatili dito? Mag-aaply ba ako ng non-agent position o hindi? Teka... nag-apply na pala ako... ano na kaya nangyari dun? hmmm....

Siguro kung hindi ako nalipat ng chat support, hindi ako magtatagal dito. Anyway, 8 months na rin naman akong hindi nagtetelepono. Ngayon na lang ulit at paminsan minsan lang.

Kung lilipat ako, san kaya magandang lumipat?

Ah Ewan! Happy Anniversary na lang sa kin.... sana hindi magbago ang isip ko at manatili pa sana ako dito ng mahanbang panahon (unless tawagan ako ng isang malupit na IT Company o Software Company at iconsider nila ako kahit hindi ako graduate di ba?)

Sumpa sa sarili

sinusmpa ko
na pag may tumawag ulit sa bahay na kumpanya
at it company sya
di ako matatakot na sumugod
para mag try
i will leave my horrific experience in accenture and adtx behind...
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sana nga may tumawag ulit...

Story - I Will Wait Forever - Chapter 31 Part 1

***note: Chapter 23 to 30 would be posted soon***


I WILL WAIT FOREVER - CHAPTER 31 - Correcting the mistakes - Part 1


Ryan was about to go to his next class when a girl suddenly bumped him. Her things scattered on the floor, so he helped her pick it up. After picking up her books, he looked up and he saw Rica whose eyes are already red from crying. "Rica? Is there something wrong?" he asked as he handed her her books. "No..." she said in a low voice. She looked up at him and gave him dagger looks. "Leave me alone!" she shouted at him, then she ran away from him.

Ryan watched her as she ran. He knows how much she hates him, simply because he broke her friend's heart. But, he could sense that there's something more to that...

==================================================================

That afternoon after their soccer practice, Ryan overheard Lyle, one of his teammates, bragging again to their teammates. Curious, he decided to join them to hear one of his misadventures. "... and so after she saw me with my real girl, they only thing that she could do is cry! Man, she was really a cry baby!" he said. He's teammates laughed as he tell his story. "Guess you guys have to give me my 5 grand... I was able to make her my girl for the week..." Lyle continued.

Ryan smiled as he listens to his story, but deep inside, he wanted to kick him for making a girl cry. "I feel sorry for the girl... she didn't know Lyle made her his girlfriend for a week because of a bet..." he thought. He had once made a promise to a girl, and made her cry, and until now he's regretting it. It didn't even came to Lyle's mind that the girl he broke up with might be the one for him, but he just played with this girl's heart.

"Actually, Lyle... she was still crying. I saw her a while ago, and when she saw you with your girlfriend, she ran away... poor Rica!" one of his teammates said. When he heard Rica's name, he remembered the time she bumped to him. "Could it be that it's the same Rica?" he thought.

"Lyle..." Ryan called him. "Are you talking about Rica Mariano? The Fine Arts student?" he asked. Lyle gave him a smile and nodded his head. "Can you believe it? She actually told me I was her first boyfriend! She was so naive!" Lyle said, then he laughed hard.

His smile disappeared from his face when he found out the truth from Lyle. He was the reason why Rica was crying a while ago. "This bastard... you can't do that to my friend!" he thought. He clench his fist as he walked towards him. His sight began to dim, and all he wanted to do is kill him. "Did you now that she's my friend?" he said in a low voice. Lyle didn't answer. Before he knew it, Ryan's already standing in front of Lyle.

"Man... I'm sorry, I... I didn't know..." Lyle stammered. Just then, Ryan let out a punch. Lyle almost flew from where he is standing. "You bastard!" he shouted as he got near him. He held him up then punched his face again. Their teammates tried to calm him down, but they can't do anything with Ryan.

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Justin was walking near the soccer field when he saw Ryan beating up his teammate. He took off his bag, and ran towards the soccer field to stop him. "Ryan! Stop it!" he shouted as he run to him. As soon as he's near Ryan, he grabbed him and took him away from Lyle. "What the hell are you doing, man? Are you trying to kill him?" Justin asked. Ryan took a deep breath before answering him. "That guy..." he said as he pointed Lyle. "He broke Rica's heart, cheated her and made a bet out of her..."

After he heard Ryan's explanation, he walked towards Lyle and picked him up from the ground. "You started a bet regarding our friend?" he said as he looked at him sternly. "I... I didn't know..." he stuttered. He's so furious for what this guy had done to his friend, so he decided to defend Rica. "Well, I guess you know now how Ryan defends his friend. Let me show you how I defend mine!" he shouted on Lyle, then after that, he punched him in the face. Ryan was surprised with his action, but he didn't let Justin do it alone. He joined him and beat Lyle till he's black and blue.

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Fresh from their fight, Ryan and Justin found themselves inside Mr. Vicar's office. A lot of students and professors witnessed how they have beaten up Lyle that afternoon. Ryan could sense that Justin's a little scared if his dad found out what happened. He smiled at Justin, then patted his shoulder. "Don't worry, they'll let us off the hook..." he assured him. Justin looked up at him and smiled. "Don't be too confident, Mr. Santillan. I won't let you get away with what you have done to my son." Lyle's father said. Ryan became silent as he waited for his dad to come.

After a few minutes, Ryan's dad entered the room. "I'm sorry, I'm late. I had a long meeting with a client before you called me regarding this incident." Mr. Santillan said as he entered the room. He sat beside Ryan, then looked at Lyle, whose face is already unrecognizable. "Oh, my... what have you done to his face, son?" he asked.

For an hour, they discussed what exactly happened at the soccer field that afternoon. Lyle's dad want Justin and Ryan suspended at first, but upon seeing Ryan's dad, he just asked them to pay Lyle's medical expenses. It turns out that Ryan's dad is one of their important clients.

After making an agreement, Ryan and Justin went out of Mr. Vicar's office. They saw Rica, who was patiently waiting for them. "I heard what happened at the soccer field... I want to make it up to you guys..." she said.

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"I'm sorry if I caused you too much trouble... you shouldn't have beaten up Lyle... it's all my fault... Rica said after she told them what happened between him and Lyle. They were at cafeteria that afternoon, and she treat Ryan and Justin for snacks. "It's not your fault, Rica. Lyle's really a playboy... he got out of hand when I heard that he dated you just because of a bet." Ryan explained.

Rica smiled at him. Even though she avoided him and got mad at him for hurting Macy, he still showed that he's her friend by defending her from Lyle. "Thank you, Ryan..." she said in a low voice. "I know a way to repay you, Ryan, but I just wish I know where you could reach Macy..." she continued. "She would only call me once in a while, but she never told how I could contact her..."
"It's OK, Rica. I guess it's better that way... I guess she needs more time..." Ryan replied.

The moment Rica spoke Macy's name, he began to miss her again. It has been almost a year since she left, and since then she has not heard from her. He believed that it was her who called him last Christmas, but she didn't spoke a word to him.

Ryan looked up at Rica and smiled. It has been almost a year since he last talked to her. "Finally, we're OK again..." he thought. "Ryan..." he heard Rica call him. "I know it was wrong for me to be mad at you, but Macy's my friend, and I see what she has been going through before. It was the reason why I avoided you... I just hope we could be friends again..." Ryan smiled at her and held her hand. "I will always be your friend, Rica... nothing has ever changed..."

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"Why?" he heard Justin ask him as they walk towards his car. He stopped walking, and gave him a confused look. "What do you mean?"
"Why did you got mad at Lyle when you found out what he did to Rica?" Justin asked again. He took a deep breath before answering Justin's question. "Two reasons. First of all, no matter what happened, Rica's still my friend. I can't let that jerk hurt her... I have to defend Rica."
"And the second?"

Ryan looked up at him. "It's my way of correcting my mistakes..." he answered. "I was a jerk before... that's the main reason why I lost the girl I love. I know I can't make it up to Macy, at least I can make it up to her friend..."

He heard Justin made a sigh of relief. "What's that about?" he asked. Justin looked at him and smile. "Oh, it's nothing..."
"OK, then let me ask you the same question. Why did you got mad at Lyle, and why did you helped me beat him up?"

Justin didn't answer him, instead he walked towards Ryan's car and opened the door. "No fair!" Ryan shouted. "Answer my question..." Justin closed the car door and faced him again. "I can't let him hurt the girl I loved the most..."



To be continued...
Kasi wala na akong maisip....

Pakibukas nga yung ilaw!!! Grrrr

Umuwi ako ng bahay kagabi mula sa 11 hours na shift plus 34 minutes na OT to find na naputulan na kami ng ilaw. Taena, nakikikabit na lang nga sa kapitbahay, di pa mabayaran yung ilaw. Kung sana yung pinanggimik nung taong responsable sa pagbabayad ng ilaw eh pinambayad niya agad ng ilaw, di sana kami magkakaproblema ng ganito.

Sanay naman ako sa bahay pag walang ilaw. Dumating din kasi yung time na hals 3 buwan kaming walang ilaw kasi hindi nabayaran. Hindi siya nabayaran kasi pinanggastos nung magaling kong tito yung perang pambayad ng ilaw sa beerhouse. Gusto nya nung time na yun na magdusa kami ng nanay ko. Ewan ko kung ano ang motibo nya ngayon kung bakit di niya binayaran yung kuryente. Siguro gusto niya ako magbayad nun.

Hello!!!! Ako na nga sa pagkain, ako pa magbabayad ng ilaw? Kami na nga nag-aalaga sa maldita nyang anak, kami pa sasagot nun? Ang lakas kumain nung asawa niya kaya minsan pag niluluto na yung ulam para hanggang sa gabi, hindi siya umaabot ng gabi dahil nilalamon ng asawa niya!

Bad trip talaga... pakibukas ng yung ilaw!!! #$%#@#$$T%

Extension

OO... nagextend ako sa trabaho... apat na oras na akong nakatanga dito, nagsuslat ng entry, nakasulat na ng tula, nakapanood ng first episode ng corner with love, kim sam soon, KO, part 1 ng a millionaire's first love, episode 4 ng weiss kreuz, 5 music video ng S.H.E. Hanggang ngayon, wala pa si giong bakla... hindi ko alam kung nag e-day sya, kung absent, kung chumecherky ever... pero ok lang. Salamat kay eugene at kahit papano makakapag OT kahit papano, pambawi sa E-day at aux 9 ko.

haaay... nasan na kaya si gio?

Di ko na sya mahal...

> "HINDI KO NA SYA MAHAL (HINDI KO SYA MAHAL)"
>
> Naranasan mo na bang magsabi nyan???
> Kung OO ang sagot mo, pwes! alam mo ba na out of
> 10 people na nagsabi nyan 5 ang nagsasabi ng
> totoo?? yes! meaning 5 ang sinungaling!
> Kc, minsan maraming dahilan kung bakit nasasabi
> yan...
>
> iSiPin MO ito..
>
> Nasasabi ang linyang yan sa mga sitwasyon gaya
> ng..
>
> NAGUGULUHAN = ito ung mga taong nasa isang relasyon pgktapos eh may
iba pang
> mahal na iba... kailangan nilang mapaniwala ang sarili na hindi na
hindi na
> nila mahal ung isa para mahalin naman ung isa pa o mahalin ulit sya
ng isa.
> (HALIMBAWA: im sori may iba na kong mahal, HINDI NA KITA MAHAL or
mahal ko
> pala talaga sya, TIGILAN NA NATIN TO.) pero echos! ang totoo di ka naman
> syur kung sino pa talaga sa kanila ang matimbang... gets mo? (kung hindi
> kawawa ka naman..=)
>
> MASAMA ANG LOOB = eto naman ung mga taong katatapos lng hiwalayan o
nagawan
> ng di maganda sa isang relasyon. (HALIMBAWA: bakit nya nagawa sakin toh!
> HINDI KO NA SYA MAHAL!) pero ay naku
> dala lng yan ng sama ng loob mo..sige hinga ng malalim..tulog ng
mahimbing..
> paggising mo bukas naku...sya na naman ang naalala mo..(miz mo noh? =)
>
> BASTED = as in ayaw nya daw sayo.. PARE OKEI KA LNG? (SAGOT: okei
lng ako
> pre, wala na un hindi ko na rin sya mahal) uyyy pa-macho epek..
SISTER OKEI
> KA LNG? (SAGOT: yuh im okei, as in hindi ko
> na sya mahal noh?!) ows? go gurl!
>
> LIHIM NA PAG-IBIG = eto naman ung mga taong ayaw ipaalam sa kanilang
> minamahal ang totoo, para lang mapagtakpan ang nararamdaman nila,
lalo na't
> binubuking na sila.. (HALIMBAWA: Hindi ko
> sya mahal ah, friend lng ang turing ko sa kanya.) ay naku! yan din
sinabi ni
> jolina kay marvin!
>
> PA-I WILL SURVIVE epek = eto ang mga taong gusto
> ng kumawala sa hawla ng alala ng taong minamahal..( HALIMBAWA: pagod na
> ko..from now on, kakalimutan ko na sya, hindi ko na sya mahal! di
sya para
> saken...bahala sya sa buhay nya...smart na ko ngayon, i will survive!)
> ...hehe sino ka? si kris aquino??
>
> TAAS NG PRIDE = eto ung mga taong di nila maamin sa sarili nila na mahal
> nila ang isang person kc nga malayo sa standard nila ung gurl/guy or
lets
> say may ibang dahilan..pero nainlab sila.
> (HALIMBAWA: yun? hindi ko sya mahal noh. ako pa
> kilala nyo ko) sabay Naka cross ang mga fingers
> ng kanilang hands and feet!
>
> TAKOT = eto ung mga taong dahil ilang beses na nasaktan sa larangan
ng pag
> ibig, eh ayaw ng magmahal kahit na mahal naman talga nila ang
> isang taong nagmamahal sa kanila..(HALIMBAWA: ayaw ko ng masaktan
> ulit...hindi kita mahal.) ..o tapos? hehe <-- ehem ehem... may
natamaan ba?
>
> PAGHIHIGANTI = eto naman ung mga taong binabalikan matapos ng
> hiwalayan... syempre sobra nga naman sila nasaktan kaya sasabihan nya
> ng "MASYADO AKONG NASAKTAN SA MGA NANGYARI, HINDI
> NA KITA MAHAL" ...o loko bagay sayo to eto lubid..simulan muna itali
hehe!
>
> maraming dahilan, maraming paraan para sabihin
> natin ito ..
> pero sana, sa susunod na sabihin mo sa kanyang
> hindi mo na sya mahal .. eh ung totoo na.
> Yung kaya mo na, yung sigurado ka, at un talga
> ang nararamdaman mo..
> mahirap na..
>
> Paano kung mawala pa sya?....
> Paano kung mahal ka pa talaga nya?..
> Paano na kung mahal ka nya....
> Paano Kung mahal ka rin nya
> at mahal mo pa rin sya.
>
> At sa ibang taong makakaranas naman neto..
> pag sinabihan ka ng HINDI NA KITA MAHAL!
> HINDI KITA MAHAL!
> chin up! and say...
>
> STYLE MO BULOK! LIARS GO TO HELL LECHE!!