Monday, November 17, 2008

Quarterlife Crisis Chronicles #18: Off to see the world, off to take another challenge, off to find another chance

This is it...

I was asked the most important question one day. I said yes. Then, I totally forgot all about it.

Then, I received an e-mail. It was like a confirmation of what was asked of me a few weeks ago. I admit it was hard on my part to decided just then, so I left the e-mail unanswered, taking the whole weekend to think about my decision. Although my mom was already ecstatic about the whole idea, I was not comfortable about leaving my comfort zone, and I'm not confident about my skills. I was scared. Just the thought of being alone in the big big world just made me cry...

I asked God's help about making the most crucial decision ever in my entire life. Yesterday, when me and my mom went to hear the mass, the Gospel was all about the parable of talents. That was my sign. I am saying yes... I'm going to take my chances and I know I will grow as a person if I take this rare opportunity.

Well... all I can say is I'm a big big girl in a big big world, am I?

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