Despite the fact that Ah Sa's Flirting with Chun Ge Ge...

WAAAHHHHH!!!!

TAMBLING!

TAMBLING!

TAMBLING!

EGG ROLL!

EGG ROLL!

EGG ROLL!

IKOT!

IKOT!

IKOT!

CART WHEEL!

CART WHEEL!

CART WHEEL!

JUMPING JACK!

JUMPING JACK!

JUMPING JACK!

YUN YUN EH!

GUSTO KO NANG UMABSENT!!! WAAAAHHHH!!!

gusto ko mag SL... kasi ang sama ng pakiramdam ko eh...

Well... kasalanan ko rin naman. Pumayag kasi ako mag OT ngayon kaso tapos gumimik pa ako last night... di ko talaga mahindian si daddy eh... nakakahiya naman sa mga nagpunta ng Galera kung aabsent ako bukas...

kamustahin natin di pa rin tapos yung trabaho ko!

KEISI! GO BACK TO WORK!

Coco Jiang releases new book; Dylan Kuo attends her press conference, Friday August 29, 2008 Taiwan

OMG!!! NAGPUNTA PALA SIYA NG PINAS???

source: chinatimes
translated by: x-WISHFULthinking@asianfanatics.net

On the 28th, Coco Jiang held a press conference for the release of her new book “Coco Jiang’s Wildlife Park – Palawan”. She invited her previous co-worker Dylan Kuo to attend. Dylan is currently facing huge criticism from the media for the rumours about Rosamund Kwan. Hence, he only appeared for 10 minutes. His manager expressed, “Purely just to help a friend, he does not want the focus to be on him.”

Coco also invited her co-worker Show Luo from current idol drama “Hot Shot” to write a blurb. When asked what about Jerry Yan , Coco replied, “Having Show is enough.” For her book, she wore her swimsuit in the Philippines to show off her amazing body, and as a result, she had many guys running after her. She says that she is reasonably happy with her body, and is considering a nude photo shoot in Africa for her pictorial. Even though her boyfriend does not want her to, she says that she does not care.

Quarterlife Crisis #6: I just realized...

... that although I am ready to open up my heart, I still have this wall around me

... that I am too careful not to make the same mistake I did 9 years ago, that I ended up regretting not doing what I was supposed to do

... that I am more conscious with how he perceives me because I don't want him be turned off by me...

... and that the more I've kept my true self, the more I regret it

... that being yourself if the best advise my friends gave me

... that I should learn to let go of the past and look ahead for the future

... that the more I expect, the more I get hurt

Quarterlife Crisis Chronicles #5: Not so Calvin Chen

Suddenly, after that first meeting, I find myself smiling for no particular reason... just like right now. I am smiling, and I look like a fool because I'm alone here.

Suddenly, I want to hear Rainie Yang's happy song. I want to hear happy songs. Not sad intrumentals. Happy song. Think of "Xin Wo"... I think I'm hearing it on my head right now.

Suddenly, I don't want to think of "someone"... because that "someone" has similar traits with the other someone...

I am happy

For now...

But I am not expecting anything yet...

Because based on my history, when I am expecting something and it didn't turn out the way I want it to be, I just get hurt in the end

Let's just wait and see what's going to happen next

WARNING!

JUST DON'T MAKE ME POST ANOTHER RANT BLOG BECAUSE OF YOU...

I HAVE A CHRONICLE TO FINISH

AND TONS OF FAN FIC TO UPDATE

OK????

Ako yung mukhang epal

After all that has been posted, said and done...

Ako yung nagmukhang epal

Ewan ko ba kung bakit...

I'm just expressing my opinions

MASAMA NA BA YUN???

OT ITO!!!

Alam mo naman na basta ikaw nagutos, susunod ako... kasi naman kaw lang nagsave ng ass ko mula sa mga yun di ba? And I'll be forever thankful na tinutulungan mo ako kaya tutulungan rin kita...

Ang tanong...

Anong oras ako papasok sa sunday?

Quarterlife Crisis Chronicles #4: Why am I feeling this way? - In response to Lae's blog.

First of all, let me explain why I do this chronicle. In a few month's time... I'll be turning 25. I dread that day that I'll be growing old again. I want to capture my thoughts as I turn that big 25... and maybe until I turn 30.

So... to answer the question, why am I feeling this way? Well, the truth is, Like Lae, I am questioning my purpose in life. What the hell am I doing this world? Why am I alive? There have been a lot of questions in my mind for the past 25 years that was left unanswered. I'm starting to think my life is going nowhere, even though I plan everything, including my plans. It's like I'm stuck in this box... and I want to get out... and the problem is, I'm having thought getting out because of the comfort it gives me. There are a lot of things I wanted to do, but just can't because... I don't know... I just don't want to disappoint a lot of people, especially my mom. I'm just scared to make the move because I know I would only regret it.. I would just disappoint myself... and most of all, I would only hurt myself.

Funny, because one of my New Year's resolution is that I'll be taking risks this year. Done that... during the first half of the year. I resigned from my previous work and joined another company, I've made new friends, found people whom I considered my second family, saw the guy I look up to, and the likes. Yep. I've done that... but I'm still not satisfied. I am happy, yes... but that happiness sometimes ends in loneliness and regrets... with a lot of what-if's on the side. Maybe what I am searching for is a long-term happiness. Something that would keep me smiling for the rest of my life...

Somehow, it's tiring to live in fantasy world. There are times I wish I would not wake up from a beautiful dream, so that I could escape the reality of my lonely life. It's too tiring to be me... because the me that you all know hids a lot of loneliness and heartaches inside. I have a lot of angst inside. It's like I'm going to blow anytime... It's too tiring to feel insecure, to feel unloved, to feel alone, to feel unconfident about little things, to be uncertain. It's like nobody has to do with me and nobody wanted me. I am like a living wallpaper before. Yes, you see me as a jolly girl who always smiles and makes all people around her laugh... but believe, there's something behind those smiles.

There's nothing I won't to do to finally find that happiness that I've been longing for... but I know the road to happiness is not that easy. But I'm trying to get there... I really am.

Would you forgive me if sometimes, I would get tired of this fucked up life of mine? Maybe it's not a sin to be exhausted from everything... and I admit I am right now... I am on the verge of giving up and being insane, but I am trying my best to hold on even to the littlest hope.

One day, this chronicle will end. Till when? I don't know... and I don't have the answer. I hope when I end this chronicle, it will be happy one, just like in fairy tales.

As for now, I will continue writing what's in my thoughts, what's in my heart, what I really feel. Because writing it down save me from being a lunatic person. Believe me.

Quarterlife Crisis Chronicles #3: The one

I'm tired...

Holding on to...

Clinging on that small hope...

What if you don't really exist?

What if I am looking forward for nothing?

What if there is no one meant for me?

Is it time for me to let you go

Though I have not actually met you yet?

of pink undies, perviness, and the likes

BU HUI BAH!

yun lang

I.

Thank.

You

NAKAKALURKEY TALAGA

Moving On without You

*Nothing's gunna stop me
Only you can stop me

Nothing's gunna stop me
Only you can stop me

Yonaka no sanji am
Makuramoto no PHS
Naru no matteru baka mitai ja nai
Tokei no kane ga naru
Otogibnashi mitai ni
Garasu no hai hiiru
Mitsuketemo dame

Kamau no ga mendou nara
Hayaku ohiete
Watashi datte
Sonna ni hima ja nai n dakara
I'm movin' on without you

Fuzaketa aribai
Shiranai furi wa
Mou dekinai
Konna omoide bakari no
Futari ja nai noni

Setsunaku nara hazu ja nakatta noni
Doushite
Ii onna enjiru no wa
Mada hayasugiru kana

*repeat

You shita serifu wa
Kenpeki na noni
Mata denpa todokanai
Gozen yoji
Shizuka sugiru yoru wa
angae ga abaredasu no
Wakatteru noni
Kekkyoku nebusoku

Anna yakusoku
Mou wasureta yo
Yubiwa mo kaesu kara
Watashi no kokoro kaeshite
I have to go without you

Kuyashii kara watahi kara wakarete ageru
Ii onna enjiru no mo
Raku ja nai yo ne

Setsunaku naru hazu ja nakatta noni
Doushite
Ii onna enjiru no wa
Mada hayasugiru kana

*repeat

Tomadoinagara demo ii kara
Aishite hoshii
Sonna koto iwanakutemo
Wakatte hoshii noni

Seetsunaku naru hazu ja nakatta noni
Doushite
Ii onna enjiru no wa
Mada hayasugiru kana

*repeat until fade

***para kay chun ba ito? bwahahahah***

Taking a break

I'm taking a break from FRH related things sans the fan fic... so instead of watching the 2nd episode of Hot Shot, I decided to watch... well... guess....

MY SON IS A MOB BOSS!!

SHET ANG WAFU NI CHEN YI!!!

Time

when your feelings get strong for someone, it's always wise to stop for a while and give your heart a time to breathe..A time to use your mind, to weigh the situation based on reason not on emotion. because the saddest thing that can happen is when one falls inlove when the other wants nothing more than friendship..Love can sometimes be magic, but magic can sometimes be just an illusion..

Bitaw

"wag mong bitawan ang bagay na hindi mo kayang makitang hinahawakan ng iba"

motibo

"kung hindi mo mahal ang isang tao, wag ka ng magpakita ng motibo para mahalin ka pa niya" -Bob Ong

Pag-Iisa

"hindi lungkot o takot ang mahirap sa pag-iisa, kundi ang pagtanggap na sa bilyon-bilyong tao sa mundo, wala man lang nakpaglaban upang makasama ka"

-Bob Ong

The Living Wallpaper

Been there...

Done That...

That's all I can say...

I know how you feel...

Because I was once a living wallpaper...

The Living Wallpaper

Been there...

Done That...

That's all I can say...

I know how you feel...

Because I was once a living wallpaper...

Masakit sa bangs

PAKSHET!!!

Di na ako sasali sa away bata pag nagtatrabaho ako...

Dahil nasasabihan ako ng 'This is unacceptable"

At sumasakit ang bangs ko!!!

NAKAKALURKEY!!!

Bakit ba battlemode mga tao ngayon?