There were two hearts who met in a dance. That moment was magical. There was a sweet
song playing, there was harmony and soon, love in the air. They fell in love and they started
building castles in their dreams and promised forever with all certainty. But somewhere in
the midst of the fun, they got lost in the dance, something went wrong but they can never do anything. They were just drifting away, their fortress falling apart. There were so many questions, but no one had an answer.
The music stopped and then there was silence.......
When we truly love someone, we give our best and let that person see the pureness of our
intention. But sometimes that person makes us cry and hurts us for the wrong reason. That
someone must have loved us but he has not loved us enough to make him stand for what he
truly felt.
Now we are faced with the seemingly impossible task of forgetting. We have burdened ourselves
long enough but we still can't get out of this emotional trap. Let us remember that the more
we try to forget someone we love.....the more painful letting go will become.
Sometimes we never had to take that person out of our hearts at all, for he will always be there
no matter how hard we try to drive him away. It isn't his presence that makes this difficult. It is
our stubbornness to accept destiny that aligns forgetting next to impossible. We keep a cold
face but deep in our hearts, there is still that lingering hope for reconciliation . Somehow, we
still believe that we can rekindle small embers and relight the fire that once burned in our hearts.
These thoughts give us hope but it also breeds the seeds of loneliness and despair.
The only way to forget is to accept and the only way to move on is to look ahead and let the
footprints of the past be blown by the wind of time. Only then can our hearts find a partner in
the dance of life and hopefully never get lost again.
Monday, July 27, 2009
joe d mango story
Joe D'Mango's Love Story.
Of course you've heard of Joe D'Mango. He gives advice on love and
relationships on Wave 89.1 ( Philippines ) . Have you ever wondered what he
does when he has his own love problems? Does he give advice to himself?
Does he handle it very well?
Three fridays ago, our guru on relationships, Joe D'Mango, read a letter
to his wife on his popular radio program Love Notes. For the past 11
years, he had been giving advice to people who would write him letters
about their personal problems. To the surprise of his listeners that
Friday, instead of reading one of his usual letters, he read one that he
had written himself to his wife Bing. Joe felt that he had to tell his
listeners that even someone like him could go through a marital crisis, but
that he survived it. Here's how his letter goes:
In our 11 years of marriage it was just the two of us. I never had a close
circle of friends and she never had one either. Life for us was just "you
and me," day in and day out. We were literally sleeping beside each other
for 11 years. It came to a point that there was nothing more interesting to
talk about. I was aware I was doing that but I never did anything about it.
We were so close yet it seemed like we were so distant. Then came her new
circle of friends.
They recently had an elementary and high school reunion. Remember her
persistent suitor since elementary days? He was there. We already had four
daughters and the guy had four kids of his own. They exchanged phone
numbers. They started to text each other and this bothered me. A big part
of it was insecurity and other part was that she once denied that she was
texting the guy.
I felt bad because she started hiding things from me. Then the guy asked
her if they could meet for lunch. It became a source of tension between us.
I finally agreed, but before that, I told her that I felt that I was going
through the same pain again. I have seen so many stories like this. If you
told me the first part of the story, I would already know where it would
lead to.
Bing accused me of being a "know-it-all" person. But deep in my heart, I
knew where she was heading. Why would a married guy see a married girl
unless it was for business or professional reasons? Finally, even if it was
against my will, I drove her to the meeting place.
While I was waiting at the radio station, I wanted to call her but knew it
wasn't proper. So I just waited for her to tell me how their meeting went.
When she related to me what happened I felt that she was keeping the other
details. I was afraid to ask because I wasn't prepared to accept her
answers. I told her that it would be best if that was their last meeting.
She got mad and told me that I was starting to control her life.
The following day, I saw a small, torn piece of paper that had the words,
"lose you" in the trash can at home. I started picking up the pieces of
paper and putting them together. She had written: "Felt sad because I felt
that this will be our last meeting." "Wanted to hug you..." Before I could
figure out what the third one was, Bing was already at my back. She wanted
to get the torn pieces of paper back. She said it was private property. We
decided to talk.
By then, I was able to figure out the third line: "Not sure if afraid to
lose you." She had crossed it out and beside it, she had written, "Wanted
to cry."
That was what hit me. How could you lose something that's not even with you
yet? That was a confirmation that she was getting emotionally attached to
the guy. We fought because she didn't want to admit it. She said that what
she had written was all about friendship and not about love. For the first
time in our marriage she asked for freedom from me. For 11 years we were
always together, and now this.
She had discovered her own little world and wanted to explore it. I didn't
want to give it to her but finally I gave in. I told her that she could do
anything she wanted and not worry about how I would feel. In fact, I told
her that I was planning to leave her and kids for a while so we could give
each other the chance to be alone. We decided to give the new arrangement a
try.
The following day, Thursday, I went to work early and she texted me. I
never answered back. When I didn't respond, she called me. She said, "I'm
sorry. I love you and I miss you." For the first time in our mariage I
said, "I love you and I miss you too" with tears in my eyes.
I realized how much I loved her but I also knew how much she wanted her
freedom. When I arrived at the station I asked for a leave. My boss advised
me to think it over, but he said that he would allow me to go on leave.
After letting it all out I felt relieved. It was the first time in my life
that I asked for advice about our relationship.
While I was talking with my boss, a messenger arrived with 12 white roses
arranged in a basket. It came from Bing. Then a text message on my
cellphone came, "I know that no material things can ease the pain that
you're feeling right now, but these flowers signify my pure and sincere
intentions. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me."
Still, a question continued to bug me: "I'm giving you the freedom. Will
you choose to stay or go on?" I read the card, and it had the answer to my
question: "Dear Dad, I finally realized that I made a very big mistake in
choosing a new-found friendship at the expense of our long-time friendship.
Please forgive me. I wil always love you."
Bing called the guy and told him that she wanted to end the friendship.
He said that they could just text or call each other. Bing said that there
was no need.
We had dinner and talked up to 1 am. It was like getting married all over
again. We lost each other and found our way back. I do not want to go
through the same pain again.
Friday came and it was the first time in the history of Love Notes that I
couldn't do Love Notes. I scheduled a replay. When I was at the station at
9 am, I composed a letter to Bing. I was asking myself, should I read this
or do a replay? I chose to read the letter. It is not unusual to hear
people say "I love you because...," but this story has shown us that the
deeper and greater love is having to say "I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF..."
Of course you've heard of Joe D'Mango. He gives advice on love and
relationships on Wave 89.1 ( Philippines ) . Have you ever wondered what he
does when he has his own love problems? Does he give advice to himself?
Does he handle it very well?
Three fridays ago, our guru on relationships, Joe D'Mango, read a letter
to his wife on his popular radio program Love Notes. For the past 11
years, he had been giving advice to people who would write him letters
about their personal problems. To the surprise of his listeners that
Friday, instead of reading one of his usual letters, he read one that he
had written himself to his wife Bing. Joe felt that he had to tell his
listeners that even someone like him could go through a marital crisis, but
that he survived it. Here's how his letter goes:
In our 11 years of marriage it was just the two of us. I never had a close
circle of friends and she never had one either. Life for us was just "you
and me," day in and day out. We were literally sleeping beside each other
for 11 years. It came to a point that there was nothing more interesting to
talk about. I was aware I was doing that but I never did anything about it.
We were so close yet it seemed like we were so distant. Then came her new
circle of friends.
They recently had an elementary and high school reunion. Remember her
persistent suitor since elementary days? He was there. We already had four
daughters and the guy had four kids of his own. They exchanged phone
numbers. They started to text each other and this bothered me. A big part
of it was insecurity and other part was that she once denied that she was
texting the guy.
I felt bad because she started hiding things from me. Then the guy asked
her if they could meet for lunch. It became a source of tension between us.
I finally agreed, but before that, I told her that I felt that I was going
through the same pain again. I have seen so many stories like this. If you
told me the first part of the story, I would already know where it would
lead to.
Bing accused me of being a "know-it-all" person. But deep in my heart, I
knew where she was heading. Why would a married guy see a married girl
unless it was for business or professional reasons? Finally, even if it was
against my will, I drove her to the meeting place.
While I was waiting at the radio station, I wanted to call her but knew it
wasn't proper. So I just waited for her to tell me how their meeting went.
When she related to me what happened I felt that she was keeping the other
details. I was afraid to ask because I wasn't prepared to accept her
answers. I told her that it would be best if that was their last meeting.
She got mad and told me that I was starting to control her life.
The following day, I saw a small, torn piece of paper that had the words,
"lose you" in the trash can at home. I started picking up the pieces of
paper and putting them together. She had written: "Felt sad because I felt
that this will be our last meeting." "Wanted to hug you..." Before I could
figure out what the third one was, Bing was already at my back. She wanted
to get the torn pieces of paper back. She said it was private property. We
decided to talk.
By then, I was able to figure out the third line: "Not sure if afraid to
lose you." She had crossed it out and beside it, she had written, "Wanted
to cry."
That was what hit me. How could you lose something that's not even with you
yet? That was a confirmation that she was getting emotionally attached to
the guy. We fought because she didn't want to admit it. She said that what
she had written was all about friendship and not about love. For the first
time in our marriage she asked for freedom from me. For 11 years we were
always together, and now this.
She had discovered her own little world and wanted to explore it. I didn't
want to give it to her but finally I gave in. I told her that she could do
anything she wanted and not worry about how I would feel. In fact, I told
her that I was planning to leave her and kids for a while so we could give
each other the chance to be alone. We decided to give the new arrangement a
try.
The following day, Thursday, I went to work early and she texted me. I
never answered back. When I didn't respond, she called me. She said, "I'm
sorry. I love you and I miss you." For the first time in our mariage I
said, "I love you and I miss you too" with tears in my eyes.
I realized how much I loved her but I also knew how much she wanted her
freedom. When I arrived at the station I asked for a leave. My boss advised
me to think it over, but he said that he would allow me to go on leave.
After letting it all out I felt relieved. It was the first time in my life
that I asked for advice about our relationship.
While I was talking with my boss, a messenger arrived with 12 white roses
arranged in a basket. It came from Bing. Then a text message on my
cellphone came, "I know that no material things can ease the pain that
you're feeling right now, but these flowers signify my pure and sincere
intentions. I'm really sorry. Please forgive me."
Still, a question continued to bug me: "I'm giving you the freedom. Will
you choose to stay or go on?" I read the card, and it had the answer to my
question: "Dear Dad, I finally realized that I made a very big mistake in
choosing a new-found friendship at the expense of our long-time friendship.
Please forgive me. I wil always love you."
Bing called the guy and told him that she wanted to end the friendship.
He said that they could just text or call each other. Bing said that there
was no need.
We had dinner and talked up to 1 am. It was like getting married all over
again. We lost each other and found our way back. I do not want to go
through the same pain again.
Friday came and it was the first time in the history of Love Notes that I
couldn't do Love Notes. I scheduled a replay. When I was at the station at
9 am, I composed a letter to Bing. I was asking myself, should I read this
or do a replay? I chose to read the letter. It is not unusual to hear
people say "I love you because...," but this story has shown us that the
deeper and greater love is having to say "I LOVE YOU IN SPITE OF..."
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
shit... ayoko talaga ng ganitong feeling...
shit...
di na ako makapgtrabaho...
feeling ko napapranoid na ako. ako ba ang dahilan? ako ba ang dahilan bat nagkakaganyan ka? sana ako na lang... sana ako na lang para may dahilan ako para maging masaya. sana ako na lang nga para tumatak sa isip ko na may halaga ako sa yo...
sana nga ako na lang...
di na ako makapgtrabaho...
feeling ko napapranoid na ako. ako ba ang dahilan? ako ba ang dahilan bat nagkakaganyan ka? sana ako na lang... sana ako na lang para may dahilan ako para maging masaya. sana ako na lang nga para tumatak sa isip ko na may halaga ako sa yo...
sana nga ako na lang...
bakit? sabihin mo sa kin, bakit?
May 26, 2009
Nagleave ako ng message sa yo. In English. Sa ayaw kong mag chinese eh, malay ko ba kung maiintindihan mo yung chinese ko? tapos, sabi ni mei mei nag log in ka, eh amputsa kakaleave ko lang ng message sa yo...
bigla kang na english...
tapos may english na lahat ng posts mo...
BAKIT???
iniisip ko ginagaya mo lang si kuya, pero hindi rin eh
the last time na nakita kitang ganyan, sa wretch blog mo pa...
Bakit ka biglang nagenglish???
Nagleave ako ng message sa yo. In English. Sa ayaw kong mag chinese eh, malay ko ba kung maiintindihan mo yung chinese ko? tapos, sabi ni mei mei nag log in ka, eh amputsa kakaleave ko lang ng message sa yo...
bigla kang na english...
tapos may english na lahat ng posts mo...
BAKIT???
iniisip ko ginagaya mo lang si kuya, pero hindi rin eh
the last time na nakita kitang ganyan, sa wretch blog mo pa...
Bakit ka biglang nagenglish???
Thursday, July 16, 2009
paquiz lang hehehehehe
a) ano ang english name ni lin lai sui?
b) mv ng anong kanta sa anong drama series ang inispoof sa ISWAK? (dalawa ang sagot dito)
c) ano ang tunay na dahilan ng pagkagiba ng bahay nina xiang qin?
d) sinong actor yung nagdub kay chun sa tokyo juliet
e) sang drama series bida yung actor sa question d?
f) ano ang pangalan ng house na pinuntahan ni mei-chan at mame shiba?
g) sa reaching for the stars, ano ang english name (yung tunay na pangalan nya) ng kababata ni lei lei sa reaching for the stars? (clue: english name na binigay ng qtv sa kababata nya, hindi yung ginamit nyang name nung nagpakilala sya)
h) ano ang binake ni riiko sa absolute boyfriend special kapalit nung dapat na ibebake nya sa presentation nila?
i) kelan ang birthday ni jin xiu yi? (hindi yung actor na gumanap na jin xiu yi... si jin xiu yi mismo)
j) ano ang title ng movie/series na finifilm ni danson ngayon?
post nyo lang dito yung mga sagot nyo. first person to answer correctly all of the above questions, may prize sa kin sa eb
Friday, July 3, 2009
what's with today?
alam ko bday ng mama ko... pero bat parang may something sa araw na ito? gaya nung nakalimutan ko yung id ko sa bangko. nasa kamuning na ako nung naalala ko sya. pagbaba ko ng jeep saka naman may dalawa - I REPEAT - dalawang fermina express na aircon na bus. at dahil kailangan ko yung id ko dahil 1) nakasabit yung susi ng pedestal ko dun 2) nakasabit yung susi ng kensington lock ko dun 3) wala akong ibang id na dala bukod sa maxicare ko at di ako makakapasok ng rcbc plaza - eh no choice ako kundi balikan yung id ko. buti na lang talaga bukas pa yung bangko
pero bago yun, nawawala naman yung sss id ko. amputch. kung kelan naman maglilipat ng bahay, ang daming nawawala. so hinanap ko pa yun. tapos on the way to work, nagtext si gerald na di sya makakapasok. eh medyo nagcocontemplate ako na wag na pumasok dahil uber late na ako at di pa ako nakakapag impake. tapos sinabi ng nanay ko sa sunday na lang daw kami lilipat.
sounds familiar? parang nangyari na "http://weepingangel25.multiply.com/journal/item/50/Friday_the_13thito dati...
pero bago yun, nawawala naman yung sss id ko. amputch. kung kelan naman maglilipat ng bahay, ang daming nawawala. so hinanap ko pa yun. tapos on the way to work, nagtext si gerald na di sya makakapasok. eh medyo nagcocontemplate ako na wag na pumasok dahil uber late na ako at di pa ako nakakapag impake. tapos sinabi ng nanay ko sa sunday na lang daw kami lilipat.
sounds familiar? parang nangyari na "http://weepingangel25.multiply.com/journal/item/50/Friday_the_13thito dati...
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Here we are again...
Eto na naman tayo...
I'm writing this letter to you, although there's a slim chance you would be able to read this. But nevertheless, I'm writing this to you.
I miss you.
You know that I do.
You know that we have been together for more than 10 years. We have been through thick and thin. We've seen each other at our worsts and at our weakest. We have shared each other's thoughts and secrets. Andun ako para sa'yo nung panahong nagrerebelde ka. Andyan ka naman para sa kin nung panahong may problema ako. We give each others advices that we don't seem to listen to. Gaya nung sinabi mo sa king kalimutan ko na sya. At gaya ng panahong sinabi ko sa yong makinig ka sa mama mo. Ikaw yung takbuhan ko pag kailangan kong umiyak. Ganun ka rin sa kin. Mas madalas ikaw yung ganun sa kin. In you, I find the courage to make the most crucial decisions of my life. May mga times na mas nauuna ka pang makaalam ng magagandang nangyari sa buhay ko kesa sa nanay ko.
Palagi tayong may tampuhan, kasi may mga bagay akong nagagawa na nakakasakit sa yo. Pero minsan, ganun ka rin naman. Nagkataon lang na ako palagi kitang iniintindi. Ako, minsan hindi mo ako naiintindihan. Gaya na lang nung nagtampo ka sa kin dahil di kita sinamahan mag-apply sa trabaho. Sige, sabihin na natin na ma excuse ako kaya di kita nasamahan, kasi nung mga panahon na yun alam mo naman na wala akong ibang maaasahan sa trabaho. Gaya rin nung panahong nagkasagutan tayo dahil sa isang bagay na gusto mong gawin na kinontra ko. Kumontra ako kasi alam kong may mga bagay pang pede mong paglaanan ng panahon at pera.
Ngayon, nagalit ka sa kin ulit dahil di kita pinagbigyan sa isang bagay. Kung di man kita napagbigyan, I'm sorry... Sorry kung naging maramot ako.Sorry kung sa palagay mo hindi kita pinagkakatiwalaan. Yung totoo, buo ang tiwala ko sa yo. Yung totoo, hindi lang ikaw ang may problema sa ganung aspeto. I'm sorry kung sa palagay mo di ako naging mabuting kaibigan dahil hindi kita napagbigyan. At nang dahil dun, halos kalahating taon ata tayong di nagusap. Kung dati, linggo lang yung binibilang, ngayon alam kong galit na galit ka sa kin kasi ilang buwan mo na akong di kinakausap.
Kung mababasa mo man ito, sana maintindihan mo ako. Sana magkabati na tayo. Namimimiss na kita, at namimiss ko na rin yung batang halos itinuring ko na ring parang anak...
I'm writing this letter to you, although there's a slim chance you would be able to read this. But nevertheless, I'm writing this to you.
I miss you.
You know that I do.
You know that we have been together for more than 10 years. We have been through thick and thin. We've seen each other at our worsts and at our weakest. We have shared each other's thoughts and secrets. Andun ako para sa'yo nung panahong nagrerebelde ka. Andyan ka naman para sa kin nung panahong may problema ako. We give each others advices that we don't seem to listen to. Gaya nung sinabi mo sa king kalimutan ko na sya. At gaya ng panahong sinabi ko sa yong makinig ka sa mama mo. Ikaw yung takbuhan ko pag kailangan kong umiyak. Ganun ka rin sa kin. Mas madalas ikaw yung ganun sa kin. In you, I find the courage to make the most crucial decisions of my life. May mga times na mas nauuna ka pang makaalam ng magagandang nangyari sa buhay ko kesa sa nanay ko.
Palagi tayong may tampuhan, kasi may mga bagay akong nagagawa na nakakasakit sa yo. Pero minsan, ganun ka rin naman. Nagkataon lang na ako palagi kitang iniintindi. Ako, minsan hindi mo ako naiintindihan. Gaya na lang nung nagtampo ka sa kin dahil di kita sinamahan mag-apply sa trabaho. Sige, sabihin na natin na ma excuse ako kaya di kita nasamahan, kasi nung mga panahon na yun alam mo naman na wala akong ibang maaasahan sa trabaho. Gaya rin nung panahong nagkasagutan tayo dahil sa isang bagay na gusto mong gawin na kinontra ko. Kumontra ako kasi alam kong may mga bagay pang pede mong paglaanan ng panahon at pera.
Ngayon, nagalit ka sa kin ulit dahil di kita pinagbigyan sa isang bagay. Kung di man kita napagbigyan, I'm sorry... Sorry kung naging maramot ako.Sorry kung sa palagay mo hindi kita pinagkakatiwalaan. Yung totoo, buo ang tiwala ko sa yo. Yung totoo, hindi lang ikaw ang may problema sa ganung aspeto. I'm sorry kung sa palagay mo di ako naging mabuting kaibigan dahil hindi kita napagbigyan. At nang dahil dun, halos kalahating taon ata tayong di nagusap. Kung dati, linggo lang yung binibilang, ngayon alam kong galit na galit ka sa kin kasi ilang buwan mo na akong di kinakausap.
Kung mababasa mo man ito, sana maintindihan mo ako. Sana magkabati na tayo. Namimimiss na kita, at namimiss ko na rin yung batang halos itinuring ko na ring parang anak...
Friday, June 26, 2009
Magiisang taon mula ngayon
Mga ganitong panahon last year, naghahanda na kami sa pagdating nyo. ginulantang kasi kami ni kuya sa sinabi nyan, oo am bi to na sya...
haaayyyy
ambilis ng panahon
haaayyyy
ambilis ng panahon
Friday, June 19, 2009
Training...
Shet training na next week... whole day the whole week kasama si... siya basta sya yung kinatatakutan kong tier 2...
isa pang nakakatakot
mga seniors kasama naman... kakatakot baka mamaya pag nagtanong kami sa kanya, barahin kami nung mga seniors
isa pang nakakatakot
mga seniors kasama naman... kakatakot baka mamaya pag nagtanong kami sa kanya, barahin kami nung mga seniors
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
this is me...
- taong walang paki sa uso
- taong walang kasense sense sa fashion
- taong mahilig mangolekta ng sad quotes
- taong mahilig sa tragic ending
- taong adik kay bob ong
- taong mahilig sa mga forwarded email messages
- taong mahilig magtulog pag off nya
- taong petiks lang
- taong minsa'y nangarap na maging engineer
- taong walang ibang pinagkagastusan kundi pagkain, gadgets at gift para sa inaanak nya
- taong sanay na magisa, loner kumbaga
- taong kuntento sa loyal best friend nya
- taong nakuliling na ang tenga kakarinig sa reklamo sa buhay ng best friend nya
ngayon...
hindi ko na kilala ang sarili ko
maraming nawala
maramng nawawala
at di ko na alam ang gagawin ko...
Monday, June 15, 2009
Gusto ko rin ng butler, yung kasing gwapo ni Hiro!
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Something New In My Life - Stephen Bishop
i guess i wanted something new in my life
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for
dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me
you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along
i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you
whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on
i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for
dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me
you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along
i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you
whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on
i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...
| something new in m... |
Something New In My Life - Stephen Bishop
i guess i wanted something new in my life
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for
dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me
you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along
i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you
whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on
i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...
a new key to fit a new door
to wake and see a different view in my life
the one i've been waiting for
dreams like everyone i've had a few in my life
who knew that this one would come true in my lfe
i knew the moment when you touched me
you touched me
you're like a sudden breeze that blew in my life
a new face, a new smile, new song
and now i know i wanted you in my life all along
i guess, i must have saved an empty place in my heart
for you to come and fill this space in my heart
that long before i said i loved you
i love you
whatever happens this is true in my life
when all the springs have come and gone
whatever dance i made or do in my life
whatever else that i may do in my life
you'll always be something new in my life
from now on
i know there always will be you in my life
from now on...
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Friday, June 5, 2009
Monday, June 1, 2009
mundo
hindi naman kailangan ang maraming tao para bumuo ng mundo eh minsan isang tao lang ang kailangan mo buo na ang mundong kailangan mo habambuhay
- kapitan sino (bob ong's new book)
comment: hmmm... oo nga naman...
- kapitan sino (bob ong's new book)
comment: hmmm... oo nga naman...
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Quarterlife Crisis Chronicle #30 - Let's analyze this
AM I GOING TO END THIS CHRONICLE SOON???
unfortunately, not yet.
A lot of things have been happening in my life, that I can't even find time to blog about it. Thank god for Plurk that somehow, i get to plurk what's inside my paranoid mind.
Let's start off with my work. My senior just resigned, leaving me, Gerald and Rachel struggling. We are fondly called the EMEA Tier 2 Team (for all we know is the EMEA clients). God, I can't believe I have survived almost six months of being a Tier 2. I heard the guy-who-made-me-cry-through-email would be coming home this June, and he will train us. So... hopefully, after he trained us, I would be able to do on call.
Honetly, I am quite scared of being left alone. Knowing myself, I am a perfectionist, I am afraid to make mistakes. But us Dan said, mistake is inevitable, and you learn from them. You are not perfect, so of course, you will somehow make mistakes... but make sure that you don't repeat it. So... well cheer on me... Jia you, Keisi! Wow... I'm getting surprised with this newfound confidence I have...
Next, home. My Tita Nita just came home from the states last March and went back this April. She'll be cominig home again this October to fix some things regarding her building. That's all...
As for my second family... well... we celebrated our first year anniv last April... but to tell you honestly... I am feeling a little fall off with them. We (the officers) don't get to see each other as much as we could. May EB... well... I'm not sure if there is going to be one. I'm getting a little OP on plurk as they were all talking about SUJU, DBSK, Big Bang... which of course I like but not too familiar with. I admit, I am a c-pop fan ever since... (this is going to be in the next paragraph) and it seems like I don't see myself belonging to them anymore. (this is too dramatic) I know... people who would read this blog might get mad at me or something, but I need to let this off my chest. Pede naman siguro magtampo paminsan minsan.... it's just that I miss the closeness that we had before. Nuff said.
Addiction: I'm getting addicted to S.H.E once again. Rainie Yang as well. I bought a CD of the concert of S.H.E, and it really amazes me how good they are when they perform live! God... it is my ultimate dream to watch their concert live in person. I really want to hear their angelic voices. Rainie Yang.... yes I love her to bits! I just finished watching Why Why love, and I have watched a few episodes of ToGetHer, and I really love her being paired up with Jiro. I'm still looking for a streaming of her movie, though. Another new addiction is Tank. He is gwapo naman in all fairness. Talented as well. May anggulong gwapo sya... yung nakatalikod hehehe. He may not have the face like Wu Chun or Calvin or Danson... but hll the voice man, the voice! Another addiction is Nic Teo. Thanks to Josche. Danson Tang, just because. JS, mala dreamsounds din sila like Khalil Fong.
Anyway, I'm also doing another fan fic. I know I mentioned somewhere before that I wish I could make a fan fic as mysterious as "Star" or even like "My Only Angel"? I was able to to do it. I thought no one was reading my works, and I was surprised to see that a lot (well... not a lot) of people were reading it... and liking it. I feel satisfied, contented and happy because of that. and because of my fic, and my story blog, I was able to meet a girl who became my inspiration. Well, from what I see in her blog, I was the one who inspired her, when it's the other way around. She, and the other readers inspires me to finish my story :)
Lovelife: I realized it;s about time to move on. It's about time to give up for something I know that will never be mine. I gave up on him. no... i'm not being bitter here. I'm happy pa nga eh. Just so happen that I prefer to be a single girl. Mahirap magpapansin sa taong ayaw kang pansinin. Malay ko... si the one pala nasa tabi tabi lang... maybe he's just out there waiting to be noticed by me. And OK... I promise not to be jealous na if Calvin Chen will be linked to another girl (struggle ito!) and I'll accept it na if Danson Tang have a GF na... also I'll accept it na that Nanba-senpai is already married to that Ayaka girl Anjan pa naman si Tamaki eh wahahaahhaa
So, will this chronicle about to end na? No, not yet... my 25 years here on earth is not yet done. There are still a lot of places to go, people to meet, stories to tell, things to experience... and I think this will be extended until the day I stop writing.
Maybe the chronicle will be on hiatus for a while. It needs to rest din naman like the author no! hehehe. the author is already busy with a lot of things na kasi...
Wow... can't believe it... dati I rant about work and life itself, but then I learned to let things be.
And so...
Keisi will be putting you on hold for a minute or so...
unfortunately, not yet.
A lot of things have been happening in my life, that I can't even find time to blog about it. Thank god for Plurk that somehow, i get to plurk what's inside my paranoid mind.
Let's start off with my work. My senior just resigned, leaving me, Gerald and Rachel struggling. We are fondly called the EMEA Tier 2 Team (for all we know is the EMEA clients). God, I can't believe I have survived almost six months of being a Tier 2. I heard the guy-who-made-me-cry-through-email would be coming home this June, and he will train us. So... hopefully, after he trained us, I would be able to do on call.
Honetly, I am quite scared of being left alone. Knowing myself, I am a perfectionist, I am afraid to make mistakes. But us Dan said, mistake is inevitable, and you learn from them. You are not perfect, so of course, you will somehow make mistakes... but make sure that you don't repeat it. So... well cheer on me... Jia you, Keisi! Wow... I'm getting surprised with this newfound confidence I have...
Next, home. My Tita Nita just came home from the states last March and went back this April. She'll be cominig home again this October to fix some things regarding her building. That's all...
As for my second family... well... we celebrated our first year anniv last April... but to tell you honestly... I am feeling a little fall off with them. We (the officers) don't get to see each other as much as we could. May EB... well... I'm not sure if there is going to be one. I'm getting a little OP on plurk as they were all talking about SUJU, DBSK, Big Bang... which of course I like but not too familiar with. I admit, I am a c-pop fan ever since... (this is going to be in the next paragraph) and it seems like I don't see myself belonging to them anymore. (this is too dramatic) I know... people who would read this blog might get mad at me or something, but I need to let this off my chest. Pede naman siguro magtampo paminsan minsan.... it's just that I miss the closeness that we had before. Nuff said.
Addiction: I'm getting addicted to S.H.E once again. Rainie Yang as well. I bought a CD of the concert of S.H.E, and it really amazes me how good they are when they perform live! God... it is my ultimate dream to watch their concert live in person. I really want to hear their angelic voices. Rainie Yang.... yes I love her to bits! I just finished watching Why Why love, and I have watched a few episodes of ToGetHer, and I really love her being paired up with Jiro. I'm still looking for a streaming of her movie, though. Another new addiction is Tank. He is gwapo naman in all fairness. Talented as well. May anggulong gwapo sya... yung nakatalikod hehehe. He may not have the face like Wu Chun or Calvin or Danson... but hll the voice man, the voice! Another addiction is Nic Teo. Thanks to Josche. Danson Tang, just because. JS, mala dreamsounds din sila like Khalil Fong.
Anyway, I'm also doing another fan fic. I know I mentioned somewhere before that I wish I could make a fan fic as mysterious as "Star" or even like "My Only Angel"? I was able to to do it. I thought no one was reading my works, and I was surprised to see that a lot (well... not a lot) of people were reading it... and liking it. I feel satisfied, contented and happy because of that. and because of my fic, and my story blog, I was able to meet a girl who became my inspiration. Well, from what I see in her blog, I was the one who inspired her, when it's the other way around. She, and the other readers inspires me to finish my story :)
Lovelife: I realized it;s about time to move on. It's about time to give up for something I know that will never be mine. I gave up on him. no... i'm not being bitter here. I'm happy pa nga eh. Just so happen that I prefer to be a single girl. Mahirap magpapansin sa taong ayaw kang pansinin. Malay ko... si the one pala nasa tabi tabi lang... maybe he's just out there waiting to be noticed by me. And OK... I promise not to be jealous na if Calvin Chen will be linked to another girl (struggle ito!) and I'll accept it na if Danson Tang have a GF na... also I'll accept it na that Nanba-senpai is already married to that Ayaka girl Anjan pa naman si Tamaki eh wahahaahhaa
So, will this chronicle about to end na? No, not yet... my 25 years here on earth is not yet done. There are still a lot of places to go, people to meet, stories to tell, things to experience... and I think this will be extended until the day I stop writing.
Maybe the chronicle will be on hiatus for a while. It needs to rest din naman like the author no! hehehe. the author is already busy with a lot of things na kasi...
Wow... can't believe it... dati I rant about work and life itself, but then I learned to let things be.
And so...
Keisi will be putting you on hold for a minute or so...
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
wow naman, for the second time around!
For the second time around...
Gusto ko pumatay ng payroll!!!
PAKINGSHET NAMAN!
Naayos na nga siya last month eh!
Sinabi na ng manager ko na panggabi ako, tapos babawasan nyo na naman ng 2K yung transpo allowance ko????
WOW, MAN!!!
more reason to resign?
MOST DEFINITELY!!!
Gusto ko pumatay ng payroll!!!
PAKINGSHET NAMAN!
Naayos na nga siya last month eh!
Sinabi na ng manager ko na panggabi ako, tapos babawasan nyo na naman ng 2K yung transpo allowance ko????
WOW, MAN!!!
more reason to resign?
MOST DEFINITELY!!!
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